#uncovered
I was remembering when we were new
Love was an uncharted land
Our time was spent navigating
Mapping bodies with both hands
And tough times built us mountains
To ensure we would grow strong
Standing solid through the struggle
You were my rock when things went wrong
All the lovely sleepless nights
Spent texting thoughts and fears
Were the beginning of our voyage
We were unwitting pioneers
Although the departure was scary
I knew I had no choice but to start
Despite the danger and risk of failure
Instincts said 'follow your heart'
So we decided to set sail together
Though neither had yet steered a ship
Our commitment and passion kept us above waves
The duration of our trip
When the water turned rough and choppy
We almost began to sink
On the paper used to draw our course
Temporarily ran out of ink
It was you who saved me from drowning
When I foolishly jumped off the boat
Abandoned our vessel in fear of shipwreck
With one oar you made us float
Forgiveness forged a way to shore
Filled the pen with tears and blood
So we could continue cartography
From the place the picture smudged
We have come a great distance since that day
But still have a lot left to explore
Though the diagram of our hearts is complete
Life is still showing us more
Thick woods
Green fields
Dry deserts of sand
Our feelings guide us through it all
Our graph gets larger as time passes
And harder for you I fall
The route we travelled was complex
There were easier by far
But the difficult terrain molded us
Into the people we now are
Our direction was not influenced
But entirely our own
I'd rather our tumultuous journey
Than a simple one alone
Because you are my final destination
No matter where our path may lead
Location is irrelevant
When your arms are the only home I need
I never knew our relationship
Would be the atlas discovered
But I hope you realize I'm grateful
For each millimeter uncovered
I can't explain the overwhelming attraction
The magnetism connecting us two
But from the moment we met one thing was certain
My soul's compass pointed straight to you
Jul 26, 2020
Jul 26, 2020 at 11:46 PM UTC
if my true name you uncovered,
and called me out by same,
without spasm-ing,
first middle and the lost at-last
you, like me would wonder
what the heck my parentals
were imbibing
at such a joyous occasion, my
cursed naming ceremony
but thanks to them,
I’ll be buried with a full head
of fair thicker hair;
that’s why parents say:
**** good thing you kids don’t get to pick your parents names!”
Jun 24, 2020
Jun 24, 2020 at 12:21 PM UTC
i hid behind a mask everyday,
my true emotions unseen,
i smile at you with crying eyes,
but you could never notice that.
after all these years my mask started to fade,
that porcelain smile turned to dust and blew far far away,
anger
sorrow
...fear all now on full display.
what about your happiness?
it flew away.
Mar 3, 2017
Mar 3, 2017 at 11:56 AM UTC
All I want is to sit in a dark corner and cry.
But I have no tears my ducts have run dry.
I've had this feeling for months and months. I can't lose him, my devil still hunts.
Voices in my head trying to put me under his spell. I know one thing, I do not want to carry out their instruction, and perform there near-death stunts.
But you see, my resolve is week so it begins, through flesh I will saw.
With this there is no big mystery, there is only one conclusion one must draw....
This girl simply wishes to hurt no more.
"Please don't revive me!" She would implore.
From her final resting place; the bathroom floor
Jul 15, 2016
Jul 15, 2016 at 11:21 AM UTC
Rain showers, mazes uncovered
Dancing like a little child with a toy
Reclaimed as the drizzles recovers
Pouncing jumps like a kangaroo
The winter burns as the fire blaze
Warmed by the ambience of the logs
Reflections denuded, secrets unearthed
Times lost bouncing like a ball
Bare and **** in the cool mist and fog
A shadowy phantom arises me
An Orion exhibit, my alpha constellation
Carving me out of the hidden cave
Jan 7, 2016
Jan 7, 2016 at 3:38 PM UTC
My chest and thighs are warm
under the sheets
Hands and feet, oddly cold
Why am I feeling as a corpse?
It’s breaking into my heart,
Bruising
It feels like sickness
It feels empty
Oct 4, 2015
Oct 4, 2015 at 10:28 PM UTC
for the first time i am leaving my fate in the hands of another
and i stand here waiting,
hopelessly hoping
I am unnerved to the point that I consider completely turning back around and forgetting it all
because being alone with thoughts full of potential
is easier than relinquishing part of myself to you.
my naked body is nothing compared to you seeing me truly stripped down
just pour me a shot and play my favorite song.
the monsters under my bed will introduce themselves to you
and unapologetically i would let you in
but only if I turn around and know
that your hands are waiting there to hold mine
Jul 16, 2014
Jul 16, 2014 at 3:19 PM UTC