#teenromance
Though we both know our hearts are queer,
I'll help paint over, and brush yours away.
I will do my best to keep you near
If conforming is what it takes to make you stay.
We'll be friends in the eyes of the public,
Lovers backstage.
If method acting is your passion,
I'll blindly perform 'til the rest of my days.
Oct 20, 2025
Oct 20, 2025 at 7:33 PM UTC
the words "i love you" rolled off my tongue
we had only been together for 2 months when i said it
he was shocked and so was i
as the months had passed we got closer and closer
we said "i love you" so many times and still do
but instead of him or i saying "i love you too"
we just say "i love you"
the word "too" means in addition or also
i don't love him in addition to him loving me
he doesn't love me in addition to me loving him
we love each other for who we are
not because of our bodies or money
not because he's attractive or he thinks i'm attractive too
we love each other for who we are
we are teen lovers
we want to get married to each other
have our own children together
grow old together
die together
that is our love.
Oct 16, 2024
Oct 16, 2024 at 12:43 PM UTC
i knew deep down that the person in the picture wasn't really you
but in my fantasy you were everything i had ever wanted
but oh how i miss being held in your arms
in distressful times such as these, i find myself wanting to run to you
to feel your embrace
to feel your presence
to have the warmth of your cheeks pressed against my mine
when you ran your hand through my hair, reassuring me
that everything would be okay in the end
but it wasn't.
i quickly remind myself who you really were in the end
the disappointment still consumes me
Jan 26, 2022
Jan 26, 2022 at 10:20 PM UTC
stuck in an endless cycle of criticism
just to avoid the mere idea of being hurt
the idea of letting someone fully into my heart, just to take another piece of it away?
it's something my mind and heart cannot fathom yet again
is my judgement something that can be seen as egotistical?
funny how i hate myself so much, yet try to hold you to such a high standard
but i know love cannot be formed in this manner
love isn't about changing someone into what you want
but rather about accepting and loving them for who they are
my mind judges the immaturity you have, like any other teenage boy
or the way you aren't my ideal person, academically
yet i admire the way you talk about your passions
or how you kiss me until i feel okay again
maybe that's what matters more
Dec 28, 2021
Dec 28, 2021 at 6:05 PM UTC
an out of body experience it was meeting you
looking into your eyes, lost in the endless shimmer they gave off
a single touch from you was like a touch from the heavens
sparks flying just from a single conversation
everything changed the moment i met you
just as quick as it happened was as quick as it was gone
you left and took a part of me with you
a part that i will never get back again
oh how i miss her
everything changed the moment you left
months go by and my heart still asks about you
deep down i always knew you were my soulmate
but it felt dramatic to say that, however now i know it's true
no one can ever make me feel the way you did
everything is different now
Oct 5, 2021
Oct 5, 2021 at 8:18 PM UTC
beneath the pit of my soul
a flame lacerates my skin
the anger, the frustration, the confusion
of you not being here anymore
when my gut told me for sure, that you were the one
May 1, 2021
May 1, 2021 at 12:36 PM UTC
love is a scary game they say
but i was never scared to try with you
Apr 28, 2021
Apr 28, 2021 at 11:24 PM UTC
it's so hard to forget
someone i knew i would've fallen in love with
Apr 28, 2021
Apr 28, 2021 at 11:18 PM UTC
oh but every time you left
you took a piece of me with you
and now
that part of me is all gone
Apr 22, 2021
Apr 22, 2021 at 10:59 PM UTC
you say you want me back and you're sorry for pushing me away
you were scared of getting hurt
and you felt an overwhelming amount of emotion while you were with me
you didn't know how to handle it
but as the days go by you miss me more and more
you wish you never let me go because you can't find the spark anywhere else
and because you know i was such a rare find
so you hate yourself for running away
but then i woke up.
Apr 16, 2021
Apr 16, 2021 at 1:46 AM UTC
"i hate him"
but i still think about you, for some reason
"i never want to see him again"
i'm scared that when i see you again, it'll all come back
"he means nothing to me"
but you were everything to me
Apr 16, 2021
Apr 16, 2021 at 1:40 AM UTC
the more i try holding on to you
the more my heart breaks
my love for you is screaming inside me and i'm trying to hold it in
because i'm not sure if you feel the same
did you mean all you said to me?
or has it just been a game all along
Mar 4, 2021
Mar 4, 2021 at 1:51 PM UTC
I can see you're broken too
Who did it, why to you
Just don't say my name
I still feel the flame, i do
Don't wanna play the game
But do i really have a choice
Nobody hear my voice
But you, you could understand
You could definetly give me a hand
Let's get up, together
And have each others back forever
With you on my side i swear
For you I'll be always there
Mar 2, 2021
Mar 2, 2021 at 11:24 AM UTC
but was the feeling ever mutual?
i fear that maybe you just never felt the spark like i did.
Feb 22, 2021
Feb 22, 2021 at 9:37 PM UTC
sometimes it hits me like a brick
the realization that you're not there anymore
the realization that i'll never be able to feel your touch again
i'll never be able to be in your presence again
oh how i miss being next to you
then i wonder how it was real
it was just so perfect, until it wasn't
i just don't get how someone who made me feel more than anyone else has could leave my life so quickly
i don't get how we weren't meant to be
Feb 9, 2021
Feb 9, 2021 at 9:45 PM UTC
not a day goes by where i don't think of you
and i hate myself for it
Feb 8, 2021
Feb 8, 2021 at 9:43 PM UTC
was it just the idea of you?
or the potential of what we could've been?
or was it genuinely just you as a person?
for whatever reason, i still can't seem to get you off my mind
i can't forget the way i felt when we looked into each other's eyes
i can't forget how my whole body filled with joy when you smiled
oh how i miss it, but i will never know if you feel the same
Feb 8, 2021
Feb 8, 2021 at 9:42 PM UTC
i wish you liked me
the way i liked you
every second my heart is tearing apart
and you don't even seem to care
Jan 28, 2021
Jan 28, 2021 at 3:13 PM UTC
I shouldn't be feeling this way I know
But every part of my heart beats for you
Every second of every day
All that's on my mind is you
There's a war going on in my heart
The soldiers stomping around the edges of each and every vessel
The voices shouting
But amidst the chaos, all I can think of is how I felt when we looked into each other's eyes
Those eyes of yours, that smile of yours
It feels like paradise whenever I venture into them
Our souls connected in an instant, they quickly became intertwined
And I just can't seem to forget it
Jan 27, 2021
Jan 27, 2021 at 2:59 PM UTC
you're back
but there's no promises
there's no guarantees
that there can ever be an "us"
Jan 27, 2021
Jan 27, 2021 at 12:33 PM UTC
finally a beam of light shining through
the darkness of the storm
nothing was ever hopeful for her
but when he walked in, he walked in with that light
light travels fast though
just as he did
he left before he could become submerged in the storm
and she's miserable now
Jan 25, 2021
Jan 25, 2021 at 10:02 AM UTC
Why am I so stuck on you?
Because you fit all my standards
Because I saw great potential in us
Because we have such a great chemistry
Why did it end?
I can't put it all into words
You said I overwhelmed you
Gosh, how I wish I could take all those overly personal questions back
Why didn't I think about what I wanted to say before I said it?
Because I'm impulsive
Because I have trust issues
Because your answers determined if I would be able to let my guard down
Why did you leave?
Because you're emotionally unavailable
Because I'm too much for you
Because maybe, just maybe, there was someone else
Jan 20, 2021
Jan 20, 2021 at 9:48 PM UTC
I'm a fool aren't I?
Only 8 days with you
But it felt like 8 years
Only 8 days with you
But I felt more with you than with anyone else
Only 8 days with you
And I feel like a fool for being in misery now
Jan 20, 2021
Jan 20, 2021 at 2:57 PM UTC
Verse 1
Your eyes shined
You glanced back at me following your lead
Making sure I wouldn't be forgotten in the crowds.
My hair Windswept
My hand brushed it down from the air
Making sure I would know how pretty I looks you took my hand and squeezed leading me further down the street
Chorus
Refusing to tell me where we'd end up you gleamed like a little kid
Trustly you blindly I followed in your step
Nerves left to rest when your nose scrunched up with your smile
You whispered "let's promise to never have this day end"
Bringing me back to that closed down carnival
To sit underneath the carousel and talk of sunrises and angels
Verse 2
You stopped me on the sidewalk, walking me home
You took my face in your hands
Silently asking if this is what I wanted
My heart stopped on in that moment as I nodded
My mind swirled in the fog as you leaning in close
Silently I thought, You tasted like pine and sugar
[Chorus]
Bridge
Laughing at all my horrible jokes
Flushed Cheeks
I've never had that kind of treatment before
You'd cover yourself with witty comments
Hoping I wouldn't notice your shaking hands
But I did every time... babe
[Chorus]
Jul 27, 2020
Jul 27, 2020 at 3:10 PM UTC