#sza
Need you when the old me,
Crashes all of my sanity.
Need you to remind me,
Where I come from, especially all of my gravity.
Can you just ground me,
When I’m a tumbling,
Spiralin,
Just plummeting.
Down to Earth,
Can you bring me down to Earth?
You call me,
All up on my ********
Lie to me, if I ain’t.
Love me if it rain,
Even when it pains you.
I know I’m difficult,
All this **** is difficult,
It’s difficult to -
Open your heart up,
Hoping I never find out.
Cause I love you, just how you are.
When I come down,
Hoping you never find out.
Who I really am,
You’d never love me.
Never love me.
But, I believe you when you say it like that.
You must really love me.
For real, no games.
Just back and forth.
Only your support.
Only you buddy,
Can you hold me?
When nobody’s around us.
But why’s it so difficult to -
Open my heart up,
Hoping I never find out.
Cause I love you, just how you are.
When I come down,
Hoping you never find out.
Who I really am,
You’ll never love me.
Never love me.
You’ll never love -
But I try to believe you,
When you say it like that.
In case you come over again.
Maybe really love me.
You must really love me.
7d ago
May 27, 2026 at 7:17 PM UTC
split mind
dichotomy between my head and feet
running away, leave towards the sea
explore the depths, explore me
the shore is suffocating and time is draining
my ankles feel burdened carrying all this dead weight
let me float into the unknown
let me scream at the waves
let me unfold
let me be reborn again
Feb 27, 2023
Feb 27, 2023 at 7:55 AM UTC
happy holidays, fresh white snow
eggnog ***** and fuzzy robes
red nose reindeer and frost-bitten toes
jingle bells and warm throws
happy holidays, hot black coal
SZA's SOS album and ctrl
apple pies and chip-filled bowls
cinnamon candles and a hearty soul
Dec 25, 2022
Dec 25, 2022 at 12:48 PM UTC
They say girls who listen to Jhené Aiko are toxic
And girls who listen to Summer Walker are dramatic
The ones who listen to SZA are eccentric
And the ones who belt out all three are chaotic
But why is it that female emotion is a threat?
Why does female expression make you upset?
Is it because you’re afraid of what’s next?
Of a woman realizing that what she feels towards you is regret?
Of a woman coming to terms with the hell you tried to make her forget?
Of her understanding that you’ll be forever in her debt?
As she grieves her heartache away with Jhené,
Misses you more with Summer,
And realizes her power with SZA,
She becomes an improved version of the woman you never deserved
Jun 20, 2020
Jun 20, 2020 at 4:35 PM UTC
#6 | Heartbreak in Hatfield
I’ve been picturing skies and oceans that are Van Gogh blue with every hue.
I have frequently felt warm winds on my skin while listening to Solána Rowe.
Moments filled with love, pain, depression and heartbreak are all I know.
That black dress keeps accentuating your curves every time I look around your way and admire your figure.
We must’ve met in the past life because that’s probably why I want to love you past life.
So many warm autumn afternoons have come and gone but I still have a desire to feel your love once again.
Love may slip from your lips and drip down your chin but I never want our beautiful melody to become staccato.
Those blue jeans keep accentuating your curves every time I look around your way and admire your figure.
On autumn afternoons like these, I have felt warm winds on my skin while thinking about you.
I’ve been picturing skies and oceans that are Van Gogh blue with every hue.
I have frequently felt warm winds on my skin while listening to Solána Rowe.
Moments filled with love, pain, depression and heartbreak are all I know.
Jun 13, 2018
Jun 13, 2018 at 7:40 AM UTC
Happiness called my name... but I didn't answer.
I knew that it was another trick, used to get my attention.
A set-up for the ultimate defeat and heartbreak.
I loved before... it was pure. It was good. It was quite
literally everything.
Just how the mind wakes you up
after you die in a dream because death is something
outside of our imagination so was the amount
of feelings I could have for another.
The time has come where I must let my lover
love life. That means never having the
life we talked about. All those wishes
will never be granted.
So that's why I say when happiness called I
didn't answer.
I responded the last time and now I'm sitting
here writing about having to let go the love of my life
in a puddle of tears.
Oct 7, 2017
Oct 7, 2017 at 2:46 PM UTC