crimson dreams bleed
i think of you idly
i cannot move, i cannot leave
you seem to be weaved
into my spirit, into my mind
i watch you like sunrise
into my soul, into my eyes
you reflect all i surmise
good looking, well researched
i knew you were my teacher
saturn made me constricted
Jupiter made me deeper
May 8
May 8, 2026 at 3:54 PM UTC
can’t move mountains
but i can climb
it seemed so intimidating
far outpacing skills of mine
but i decided and when i decide
i do not let obstacles prophecize
spiritually aligned, i breathe in life
i love the wash of sunlight
cleanse me of my grime
turn me into the type
type of person that i like
the wind moulds me
the water breaks my bones
the cold freezes me
the summer blooms my soul
May 7
May 7, 2026 at 10:51 AM UTC
weathered but wise
i have earned these smile lines
i deserve to dance
i have earned this simple right
you don’t need to be consumed
the poison of the ****** rules
you don’t worry about proof
sway to the spirit and move
i notice the beginnings and i act
i notice the transitions and i act
i believe in my intuition and i act
when i trust my wings
the wind has my back
May 6
May 6, 2026 at 2:54 PM UTC
didn’t let my wounds get infected
by your names mere mention
didn’t let the salt be invested
i trust myself without testing
is this a testament to healing?
getting over the mountain
crossing the river of feeling
i would’ve never guessed
i would’ve never planned
my orbit was warped
my body was perpetually spent
i hold you in my jewellery box
i visit you often or more than once
i hold you in my jewellery box
i value your presence but i never wear you out
it’s not my style anymore
but once upon a time
it certainly was
Apr 27
Apr 27, 2026 at 3:59 PM UTC
I am more than you met
the person that held your hand
he is here but his spirit ascends
weave myself into new ways
embrace the pain of the bend
i am more than you met
my ego still drips and rips
my halo i am still trying to get
where is here, slip into shallow regret
i wish you could’ve met this version instead
my head on my shoulders
less tension in my back
emotions more settled
less shame choking my neck
Apr 21
Apr 21, 2026 at 4:29 PM UTC
put me into perspective
my length against a tree
miles covered on foot
but nothing in the grand scheme
i repeat my affirmations until i am free
the universe has a grip on me
i led my life with glee
but the circumstances remain humbling
my smile won’t fade
pearl wont grey
time always takes
more than you want
more than it needs
rob me, remaining, deplete
heart too strained to compete
heart too stained to retreat
the Rockies carry me
Apr 17
Apr 17, 2026 at 4:50 PM UTC
back to my old reality
spirit completely different
rewired my desires, trials by fire
my old self so distant
i rebirthed and unearthed myself in the valley
the in between, salt, rocks, and standing
breath in the air and brace the landing
falling from the sky wasn’t so bad
it was losing the love in your eyes
that haunts my architecture tonight
cuddle up with the demons
out in the open, no where to hide
i baptized, opened eyes, and fled
to the new path, to the new river bend
my life is increasing the speed of spin
rotating my earth, again and again
Apr 15
Apr 15, 2026 at 4:13 PM UTC
eating a blunt for breakfast
way too blunt and restless
can’t seem to front the same
my armour of sterling grey
scratches litter the frame
dangerous games, dangerous lanes
i ride until dawn
sing the song of the swan
release the first of one
each tear follows like ducklings
i am determined to do something
let it be, let it happen
lean into abstraction
Apr 3
Apr 3, 2026 at 12:28 PM UTC
bottle my breath that Banff took
understand the rhythm of presence
perfectly maintained, towering treasure
bottle my breath that Banff took
picturesque cabins along the route
bridges over lake Louise we outlook
i think of all the time
time spend building the sublime
inches turn into miles over life
inching to heaven my whole life
Apr 2
Apr 2, 2026 at 9:12 AM UTC
rejuvenating
the weekend has come and gone
but i am left changed
in the precipice, a never ending dance
i can imagine the lightening hit
i see my perspective each glance towards the open sky
i see my limiting beliefs flicker like fireflies
do not follow the rabbit to warpath
do not underestimate your path
either you or i
either me and them
i cradle lies
you steady feed them
Apr 1
Apr 1, 2026 at 12:06 PM UTC