#suppress
suppress my sickness
impermanence is my best friend
cannot heal with quickness
this is something without an end
debilitating revelation
inconsistent villains
each day spent trying to pretend
Feb 19
Feb 19, 2026 at 10:12 AM UTC
are you
going to
apologise
for yelling at me
for no given reason
or
am i just
to suppress the
tears and
are we to
act as if nothing happened?
am i supposed to be
okay?
Oct 31, 2020
Oct 31, 2020 at 4:49 AM UTC
I have a voice
behind this tongue
that is quiet and sky
and knotted in my throat.
I have a voice
that whispers to me
but i fear to amplify,
for you see it reflects on who am I.
I fear of what they might think,
as it is not an attempt at speaking
but an insight to my perspective,
and thoughts
allowing them to know and judge.
It's a fear I dread to face,
that consumes me everyday,
I don't face.
I have a voice,
its mine
and I don't want it to be
muted by people
and neither fear.
I have voice,
that it is all mine,
that I will amplify.
For it is a part of
who I am, my opinions
my thoughts,
I choose for it not to be taken away,
neither suppressed.
I give it a platform,
a channel,
and courage
to let it speak
its very own language.
Liberating me
with every syllable it lets slip.
Jul 24, 2019
Jul 24, 2019 at 5:51 PM UTC
Hypnotized
Spinning in your web of lies
A cocoon of love
Or a festoon of self?
Trophied under disguise
Cold to the touch
But burning in bliss
Partial exposure
I know what this is
Solar eclipsed
You do not know who this is
One face over another
Mirroring within
Body, malnourished
Feed me your sins
Feb 8, 2019
Feb 8, 2019 at 11:10 PM UTC
I've forgotten your face.
I've forgotten your face.
How have I forgotten the face of someone I loved dearly?
I have these memories of you but cannot picture what you look like,
or what you sound
or smell like.
Grief is a funny thing and has made me forget the person you were.
God, why can I not remember your face?
Jan 9, 2019
Jan 9, 2019 at 7:59 AM UTC
suppression of the love,
when you had enough
believing he could love you.
Jan 6, 2019
Jan 6, 2019 at 7:05 AM UTC
Yearned is thy cheerfulness to wax
a particle within thee,
however,
stuck be not
Dec 10, 2018
Dec 10, 2018 at 4:19 PM UTC
She sharpened blades,
turning her head as she engraved
thou blistered name
into her delicate flesh
Dec 10, 2018
Dec 10, 2018 at 4:13 PM UTC
Multitudinous battles,
Inhibiting every single darted tear dying to transpire
Dec 10, 2018
Dec 10, 2018 at 4:08 PM UTC
She sobs so deep and profusely to the peak of
taping her mouth shut to repress her whimpers
ensuring that no soul pay attention to her throttling tears
cheered on by the toxic oxygen she inhaled each
second she still animatedly exists
Dec 10, 2018
Dec 10, 2018 at 4:00 PM UTC
The problem with people-watching
in the middling suburbs outside Pittsburgh,
is everyone looks like they’re related,
a little too similar, bad photocopies
of the same dull morality.
The girls have similar haircuts
and the boys wear similar shorts.
The men and women,
they cannot stomach the ‘F’ word,
but they adore efficient order
enforced through totalitarian violence.
Chemical air fresheners are pumped
through department store ventilation systems.
Perhaps the compound is designed
to induce complacency for the status quo
and suppress everyone's style
or sense of fashion.
May 19, 2018
May 19, 2018 at 12:12 PM UTC
Let me fly high
Breaking all ******* by
Let them see
All my wisery
Defining the path
Alonging the sea
By passing all the misery !!
Apr 9, 2017
Apr 9, 2017 at 2:13 PM UTC
All I hoped
was once a dream,
but fortune was in my favour.
I came to life
to live and love
and give all light a flavour.
A cave within
was filled with thoughts
drowned by emotions contained.
First of the friends,
show me the way,
to be, no longer, estranged.
May 4, 2016
May 4, 2016 at 5:06 AM UTC