god recognised that you were in too much pain,
he knew that you have suffered enough,
have bared too much pain in your life,
and knew that it was finally time for you to come home.
safe travels on your journey above.
we all miss you dearly below.
keep a seat warm for me.
I love you.
Oct 23, 2021
Oct 23, 2021 at 9:43 AM UTC
any day now it will be my time,
my time to shine,
to live,
to be happy,
to laugh,
to be happy to be alive.
any day now it will be my time.
a day where I can finally wake up content,
with my anxiety at bay.
any day now.
any day now.
it will stop any day now,
right?
Aug 6, 2021
Aug 6, 2021 at 4:33 AM UTC
i will never to admit to anyone how my loneliness has bred desperation within me,
desperate to be in love,
desperate to be held,
desperate to be someone's first choice,
desperate to be someone's whole world.
i cannot even bare to look at couples nor friends
where they are laughing and holding one another,
as this forever growing envy and jealously runs through me veins,
constantly reminding me of my loneliness.
desperate, so ******* desperate to be loved.
Aug 6, 2021
Aug 6, 2021 at 4:33 AM UTC
I’m.. alone.
Completely and utterly alone.
The loneliness drowns within my veins and lungs, constantly reminding me of how alone I am.
I just want this feeling to go away.
Jun 23, 2021
Jun 23, 2021 at 9:02 AM UTC
im tired
i just want to lay in bed all day and do nothing
where no one bothers me
where no one can hurt me
where i am at peace,
and where i can listen to the rain
as i slowly waste my life away
Apr 11, 2021
Apr 11, 2021 at 4:49 AM UTC
all my life I have had my kindness been taken advantaged of,
through friends,
classmates
and strangers.
for the longest time I saw this as a sign of weakness,
that people would forever walk over me because of my kindness,
but it is not a sign of weakness,
it is a sign of loyalty,
bravery,
compassion
and so much more.
kindness is not a weakness,
only those who use you for your kindness are simply too weak to find solace within their own hearts.
Jun 10, 2020
Jun 10, 2020 at 1:19 AM UTC
I’m sorry you were taken too early from this world,
safe travels on your journey home,
in peace may you find the next,
I will see you soon.
May 12, 2020
May 12, 2020 at 8:43 AM UTC
I have been conditioned by toxic people previously in my life,
that I was not good enough because of my quiet nature,
because I would rather keep to myself than be in the limelight,
because I am introverted,
because I am not like other girls who 'crave attention' - but rather the opposite.
They made me believe no one would ever like or even date me,
that no one will ever love me because of my 'different and unusual personality'
They broke me,
ruined me.
But they will never know, as they go on to live their lives and leave me in the mud - as I live on hating myself.
Apr 27, 2020
Apr 27, 2020 at 3:10 AM UTC
I have drawn the unlucky card within life of having friends,
I always befriend people who use me,
break me,
manipulate me,
use my kindness against me
and walk all over me.
This card has served me great moments of loneliness, depression and suicidal thoughts and along with this card, it has made me feel worthless, ugly and alienated.
Friends, have never been by my side in life.
Friends, always end up leaving me in my life.
Friends, constantly abuse me emotionally and made me question myself.
Although the question is, who are you without your friends?
Apr 27, 2020
Apr 27, 2020 at 3:06 AM UTC
I'm sorry that I constantly push you away, without an explanation at all,
I'm trying my best, but my trauma convinces me that you may hurt me.
My issues make me feel lonely, even when there are days when I am not.
I secretly crave attention and love, but will never admit to it because of my trust issues.
So instead, I make myself content within my loneliness and
made the rain beating against my window on a winters night,
my only friend.
Apr 27, 2020
Apr 27, 2020 at 3:01 AM UTC