#sucidal - Hello Poetry

Crack the wall Crack my skin To hide the cracked state I’m in Keep falling into pieces Keep telling myself I’m lying You can see my tear stained face Of course I’m ******* lying I cannot cope I cannot cope Why can’t I ******* cope? Maybe I need an intervention Maybe it’s beyond my comprehension But the smug look Of my own mind Likes to remind Death is kind

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Jan 20, 2019

Jan 20, 2019 at 3:34 PM UTC

TheSombreWriter

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Crack the wall Crack my skin To hide the cracked state I’m in Keep falling into pieces Keep telling myself I’m lying You can see my tear stained face Of course I’m ******* lying I cannot cope I cannot cope Why can’t I ******* cope? Maybe I need an intervention Maybe it’s beyond my comprehension But the smug look Of my own mind Likes to remind Death is kind

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Depression, It's like living but feeling lifeless, having an heart but feeling it hollow. Its like being free But being trapped in your own mind. You are not suicidal but want to disappear. Its feeling lonely when everyone are around you. Having insecurities even though you're beautiful. Its when you lose your smile Cause your too caught up in your mind. Its that moment when your past and present Mistakes replay. The moment when you start to feel suffocated Like all the air is removed from you. When you suddenly start crying but have no idea why. You start to feel worthless, You start the harm yourself, You slowly lose yourself to your inner demons, You feel ugly and lonely, It's in that point of time you start to fake smile and say , "I'm Okay" only because you are broken but don't wanna explain it cause it's all too much. Yep that's depression and we are all victims to it at some point of time.

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Aug 16, 2018

Aug 16, 2018 at 12:41 PM UTC

Chiquita01

Victim

Depression, It's like living but feeling lifeless, having an heart but feeling it hollow. Its like being free But being trapped in your own mind. You are not suicidal but want to disappear. Its feeling lonely when everyone are around you. Having insecurities even though you're beautiful. Its when you lose your smile Cause your too caught up in your mind. Its that moment when your past and present Mistakes replay. The moment when you start to feel suffocated Like all the air is removed from you. When you suddenly start crying but have no idea why. You start to feel worthless, You start the harm yourself, You slowly lose yourself to your inner demons, You feel ugly and lonely, It's in that point of time you start to fake smile and say , "I'm Okay" only because you are broken but don't wanna explain it cause it's all too much. Yep that's depression and we are all victims to it at some point of time.

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Yiska slides the razor blade along her wrist a line of red erupts spills drips into the sink she stares at the wrist bloodied she takes the razor blade with her free hand and wraps it in tissue and drops in the lavatory bowl and presses the flush and water rushes the tissue away the ****** hand and wrist become objectified she studies how red the palm and wrist and sink she lifts her hand and walks out into the ward leaving a red trail a scream and a nurse runs to her and takes her to the medical room Yiska what have you done? The nurse washes the wrist under a tap the blood runs diluted into the sink she holds the wrist gently until clean Yiska watches unpreterbured detached gazing on other fingers dab and bandage Yiska senses an inner rage.

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Feb 18, 2018

Feb 18, 2018 at 12:41 PM UTC

TerryCollett

Razor and Rages 1971

Yiska slides the razor blade along her wrist a line of red erupts spills drips into the sink she stares at the wrist bloodied she takes the razor blade with her free hand and wraps it in tissue and drops in the lavatory bowl and presses the flush and water rushes the tissue away the ****** hand and wrist become objectified she studies how red the palm and wrist and sink she lifts her hand and walks out into the ward leaving a red trail a scream and a nurse runs to her and takes her to the medical room Yiska what have you done? The nurse washes the wrist under a tap the blood runs diluted into the sink she holds the wrist gently until clean Yiska watches unpreterbured detached gazing on other fingers dab and bandage Yiska senses an inner rage.

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There are so many questions in life Questions that aren't that important like what should I wear? or what should I do with my hair? Questions that are important like should I take my life? or should I just continue to live my life like this? But all questions have answers Answers you like and answers you don't You are told that you have to go to all your appointments, to show that you are changing and getting better You lie about everything to prove to them It feels like you're a broken record because you have to start from the beginning You lose hope, until you find one new person and you don't hate this person You start to think that everything is turning around Then bad news struck again and you can't see this person anymore You're back at square one and you're worse than ever The question is now WHAT'S THE POINT? You believe there is no point A friend tells you to not give up You try hard You try to stay strong and to stay clean You've lasted longer then ever before but that thought of accomplishment is gone Now was it worth what you did?

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Dec 2, 2017

Dec 2, 2017 at 9:17 PM UTC

sl-2

Questions

There are so many questions in life Questions that aren't that important like what should I wear? or what should I do with my hair? Questions that are important like should I take my life? or should I just continue to live my life like this? But all questions have answers Answers you like and answers you don't You are told that you have to go to all your appointments, to show that you are changing and getting better You lie about everything to prove to them It feels like you're a broken record because you have to start from the beginning You lose hope, until you find one new person and you don't hate this person You start to think that everything is turning around Then bad news struck again and you can't see this person anymore You're back at square one and you're worse than ever The question is now WHAT'S THE POINT? You believe there is no point A friend tells you to not give up You try hard You try to stay strong and to stay clean You've lasted longer then ever before but that thought of accomplishment is gone Now was it worth what you did?

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Late at night I lay awake, I pray the Lord my soul to take, This world of mine is too much to bare, These demons of mine don't play fair. All I ask is for me to depart, Cause I'm tired of this Life, It's tearing me apart. So send me an invitation, So I can feel a sensation, I beg of you to end my story.

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Dec 21, 2015

Dec 21, 2015 at 12:07 AM UTC

chaoticworld

Prayer of a sucidal person

Late at night I lay awake, I pray the Lord my soul to take, This world of mine is too much to bare, These demons of mine don't play fair. All I ask is for me to depart, Cause I'm tired of this Life, It's tearing me apart. So send me an invitation, So I can feel a sensation, I beg of you to end my story.

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The Windows are eyes wings like an eagle with open arms. welcoming us with a little charm. A gesture to ease the hardships this recession have cast upon us, prolongation creeps into another year peace talks or summit talks our lifestyles fades like tears. Does anybody out there really care? Debt collectors calling all hours of the morning, Paychecks shrinks, Our state of mind is on the brink Are we going under? Like a loud clap of thunder. Does anybody out there really care? The front door smiles and the wings are like open arms is this our only charms? recession leads to depression, Is ruining our lives.

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Jun 8, 2014

Jun 8, 2014 at 11:58 AM UTC

darknbeautiful-1

Rooting For All of Us

The Windows are eyes wings like an eagle with open arms. welcoming us with a little charm. A gesture to ease the hardships this recession have cast upon us, prolongation creeps into another year peace talks or summit talks our lifestyles fades like tears. Does anybody out there really care? Debt collectors calling all hours of the morning, Paychecks shrinks, Our state of mind is on the brink Are we going under? Like a loud clap of thunder. Does anybody out there really care? The front door smiles and the wings are like open arms is this our only charms? recession leads to depression, Is ruining our lives.

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