#stupidlove
I don't understand
Was I not enough
Was our love just a wasteland
Why is letting you go so rough
I tried my best
Yet I have failed you
Was I too depressed
Please tell me what to do
Don't leave me
Don't make me cry
Don't toss me out to sea
Just why?
All I did was love you
And you still left
Did you find someone new
Or was I just too big of a mess
I planned a future
Was it just a lie
The pain will just get worse
But in the end, I'll die
Nov 7, 2018
Nov 7, 2018 at 11:27 AM UTC
I think romance is a pointless dream...and yet like most girls, It's on my mind constantly, I daydream of course.
If you were to ask me about it I'd say true love is a joke...nothing more than a thought.
Love is an overused word that's meaning was set on fire and neglected...it rarely ever means what it's supposed to anymore!
Jun 4, 2015
Jun 4, 2015 at 3:57 AM UTC
Today
I know
You want to break up
Don't try to hide it
Your eyes tells it all
The burning love, no more
You that once smiled brightly for me
Now drowned in tears
I no longer want to see you like that
Don't cry for me,
As if you care
Pretending to be nice
When I know it's all lies
I know you want to leave me
But just can't say the words
You keep pretending nothing's wrong
When nothing was even right
Those lips
When you kiss me
I get choked up
I can't breathe
It's no longer love
It's poison
Crazy in love
That was how we lived
You and me, was our everything
Now
we are just crazy
But no longer with love
Now we exchange blows
Words that hurt more than knives
With our relationship
You keep telling me you're tired
But you can't even end it
Don't hold on to me
Feeling your breath against my neck
Is like a cold wind piercing through my skin
Now our love story is nearing its end
But even now you won't say it's over
I know you want me to say it's the end
Even now you are the nice one
And I'm the bad guy
The one who broke up with you
Fine, I'll be the bad guy
I say
"It's over"
I no longer want to see you with tears
I hope you'll find a better love
So don't hold on to me
I might never let you go.
Then you'll continue to hurt
So now please go,
Don't ever come back,
If you do I'll fall in love again
And the cycle of pain will continue
"But just grant me one last wish
Smile brightly for me again
Leave me with that beautiful memory"
Your eyes,
That looked at me with love
Your nose,
That breathed love
Your lips,
That spoke of love
We were stupid in love but now is the end, goodbye my love
Jun 2, 2015
Jun 2, 2015 at 4:44 AM UTC
You drunkenly texted me regarding how I'm supposedly "Really pretty"
and how you can "only imagine how much prettier I've gotten" since you last saw me
Well, what makes you think time increases beauty?
Especially when I had none to begin with?
Well, alright yes
My beauty has multiplied by exactly 85 times as much as it used to be
0 times 85 is still zero though
Jan 3, 2015
Jan 3, 2015 at 3:34 AM UTC
Cupid's arrow is such a dangerous thing,
Hitting people without a clue,
Fixing their hearts together to never fall apart, stuck together like glue.
Until one day,
Cupid's arrow disappears and the glue fades away,
The people become depressed and lose all interest in life,
Their hearts feel like they've been ripped apart with a switchblade knife.
And once again, that stupid arrow comes flying past,
Creating love too fast, and destroying people's hearts,
Cupid's arrow is such a dangerous thing.
Nov 6, 2014
Nov 6, 2014 at 7:42 PM UTC
A boy you can't resist
He pretends feelings exist
How long will you linger
He has got you wrapped around his finger
You're thinking everything is going so right
He has got you wound pretty tight
It's never going to get better
Eventually you will end up reading a dear John letter
You really need to think twice
Listen to the words that have been given as advice
Sure it may be just an opinion
But they're from real experiences they've been in
There is so much you haven't seen
My dear you're just eighteen
Sep 25, 2014
Sep 25, 2014 at 11:40 AM UTC
I told Halie she was beautiful today
And she smiled and said “You’re handsome.”.
I could tell immediately that there had been miscommunication.
I returned that smile as if I could ever hope to mirror the beauty of hers’ and changed the subject
but honestly, she was missing the point.
‘Handsome’ refers to features that are aesthetically pleasing whereas ‘beautiful’…
‘Beautiful’.
It’s a word I try to avoid defining because I don’t think I know enough
but just talking to her…
Putting our foreheads together instead of our lips,
I feel like I could write a bible about what that words means.
I see more than anyone has seen of her yet.
Sadly, herself included.
I love you like a blind man, Hail
Where it isn’t your body that keeps you in my mind,
It is everything you are to me.
You are the symbol of innocence, even after all this time
I still find myself searching for words to say
that could do you justice.
Now I wrote a poem for Amy because of her looks.
I wrote a poem for Megan because of the pain she caused me.
I never wrote you a poem, Hail.
Maybe I was afraid my words would fail
To describe in detail the way your fingertips strike my nerves
as flint strikes steel and throws sparks
into my heart.
I want to let words fall out of the front of my face
and land at your feet
as if they would have any semblance of coherency.
When we’re touching, I can’t make words.
I can’t rush to my first line of defense against the outside world
because I don’t want to be defended from you.
People hear my brazen declarations of love and I know
They’re thinking exactly what I’m thinking.
‘In the grand scheme of my life, our relationship is the blink of an eye’.
But if I can make you one promise
and if I could only make you one, this would be it.
I’m going to remember you, girl.
Life is the tide that washes over the sand castles we've built together
in this sandbox we call an adolescence,
but I promise you that I will always remember
the times I laid my heart bare
for you to see how much I care.
I promise upon this fluttering pulse
I’ll always be
Your something else.
Jun 14, 2014
Jun 14, 2014 at 4:53 PM UTC