#seeme
I walk in rooms that hum with light,
Smile stitched tight, shoes pressed right.
Yet inside me, a quiet plea
Whispers, See me. Really see me.
I fold my words in careful lines,
Hiding cracks, rehearsing signs.
A laugh, a glance, a practiced tone—
Still, my soul feels left alone.
I crave the eyes that look and stay,
That trace the shadows, the frayed array
Of fears and dreams I tuck away,
And nod, I understand today.
Not for applause, or fleeting praise,
Not for mirrors that briefly gaze.
Just a hand that holds, a heart that knows,
The raw, unfiltered me it shows.
I am more than shape and skin,
More than what the world lets in.
And though my voice may sometimes thin,
I long for someone to see within.
Jan 31
Jan 31, 2026 at 10:52 PM UTC
I wish you could see me
More than my gaze,
More than my smile
I wish you could hear more than these words
That I’m speaking out loud
Your eyes wander up and down slowly against my silhouette
Yearning my embrace, craving my warmth
Just to fill your thirst with your empty glass
Eyes that lust - dress me up in lies.
Gouge them out and throw them away, please - If you can not, meet me in purity
Haunted by tomorrow’s hopes,
I wish you could see me.
Not just idolize or fantasize
I am not your projection
I am not your sacred prize
I wish - you could see me.
Immaturity loves Shiny objects,
Because that’s what beings are to IT - objects, right?
IT caught a Butterfly and caged her in,
Just to boast: “I touched her Wing.”
But never asked how Light is fed,
Or why the Stars sleep in her head
IT wants to say IT once touched Divinity,
But not honor it, nor grow with it
In seeking to cage the Butterfly,
You lost the chance to learn
how to tend your own Light
in the presence of one
Who carried Sun in her wings
I can never be enough,
Or fully myself.
You want me to limit my presence for your liking,
Need to be careful not to shine too bright, Otherwise you’ll go running to the shadows. There’s the comfort zone..
Did I scare you?
“Too much” - what does that even mean?
Perhaps it’s just the trembling scream
Of egos fearing what they lack,
So they attack or turn their backs,
Since her fullness can only be tolerated in fragments.
If you want to stay in your comfort zone,
By all means go ahead, regress.
But don’t expect me to conform.
I don’t operate for likes,
Or to have people understanding me anyway. I know all wisdom seekers were also once never understood,
So I don’t expect you to.
But nobody told me how lonely
This path of Truth was to be walked upon.
This is the ache of the mystic,
The healer, the truth teller
The one who feels so much, Sees so deeply
Yet must often walk
Without being truly met
Still…
I wish you could See Me.
Jun 10, 2025
Jun 10, 2025 at 5:22 AM UTC
I want you to see me in the golden hour light
I think I would look pretty as the sun goes down
Pink and gold sunset is a good shade on me
I will wear your kisses just as well
As the sun and the moon are in the same sky together
We will be together
Warm bodies in a cold breeze
Jul 25, 2024
Jul 25, 2024 at 11:52 AM UTC
you want to see me stripped on the floor
a motor of a girl gasping for breath
crawling with her blistered knuckles
her wounds harsh and fresh
can’t you just breathe in deeply?
exhale, then inhale me
oh, for your sake baby
push it in then leave me diseased
you only see a body
you only see a body
you only see a body
you only see my body
—i wish so hard that you would just see me
Apr 1, 2024
Apr 1, 2024 at 7:04 PM UTC
the tears that fall
that fall down my face
are viewed as weak
they are not weak
they show I have feelings
they show I do care
they are not weak like you think
they are strong
so what if I cry
so what if I let how I feel show
just ignore me like always
just act as if I weren't there
just pretend you don't see me
pretend I'm invisible
like I don't exist
I don't need you
what I need is a friend
someone who sees the tears
sees who I am
sees me for me
someone who views them as strong
someone who cares
someone to listen
I need these tears
Dec 16, 2020
Dec 16, 2020 at 10:19 AM UTC
Love me, hate me
Desire me, despise me
Hold me, leave me
But do not ignore me
See me, as I see you
Do not pass me by
as if I’m not there
Do not show me
you’re happy without me
Let me in,
tell me I belong
Do not shatter me
and crush my hopes
But reach out,
take my hand
and let me in.
Jun 12, 2020
Jun 12, 2020 at 10:54 AM UTC
I just want to speak to you.
Can I get one moment of your time?
I just need me to see you.
I just need you to see me.
I know sometimes it’s not easy.
I just want this one moment to last.
But I know the images of me.
Brings up the bad moments of your past.
I just want to say sorry.
Although history can repeat.
It usually does..no matter how discreet.
Things can still rise to the surfaces above.
I’m thinking of you too much.
And the mistakes that were made.
But I’m also missing your touch.
Almost by days: like yesterday and today.
Tomorrow could be a different story.
But I still think about you always.
I won’t go into details.
But I shouldn’t raise my _______.
I feel sorry where it landed.
It should of firmly planted.
If it was me instead of you.
I would of never withstand it.
So, now I understand it...Why.
You left me without a goodbye.
Then again you just left.
Without a single text.
I started with a Hello...
I got silence in return
I guess your wondering what’s next..
I guess your still feeling hurt..
I’m Sorry (it’s not just words)
I’m Sorry (I really mean it when your hurt)
I’m Sorry (I should thought of my action first)
I’m so so Sorry.
Jul 16, 2019
Jul 16, 2019 at 6:52 AM UTC
I feel ****** to the
Eternal inferno of flame
The smoke burns my
Lungs
As I listen to the
Crackle of burning skin
The brimstone hearth
Holds the flames of
Those lost
The fire burns through
My flesh
As my eyes turn to flames
Sep 28, 2018
Sep 28, 2018 at 9:38 AM UTC
Someone granted on me death
They reached out and stole my life
My only wish that they held my breath
But instead they used a knife
Don't need roses at my grave
Don't need sorrow, hurt, or pain
Stolen life, that i had gave
Stole my life, but what'd you gain
Aug 22, 2018
Aug 22, 2018 at 10:09 AM UTC
I can feel the chain
Wrapped tight to drag me down
I can feel the pain
A sensation that brings me to the ground
I can feel your eyes
Set upon me burning
I will not say goodbye
Even though I'm yearning
I feel very broken
Torn up beneath your cleets
I feel very broken
Like the ground Beneath Your Feet...
Aug 17, 2018
Aug 17, 2018 at 9:56 AM UTC
My Irrational thoughts
Lead me astray
The delusion I have
Of a life I don't
I make myself believe
I live in a semi-perfect
World
When I never will
The insanity in my head
Causes complete delirium
The Mania of a Broken Person...
Aug 16, 2018
Aug 16, 2018 at 10:39 AM UTC
All i see is battle scars
Lined up and down my skin
And I will crash this car
Just so i won't win
Im half crazy and insane
With a knife in my hands
Im half bitter and vain
While i listen to the same ol' band
I want to rebuild and restake
This claim to fame
But the blood on my clothes
Looks unsafe and untamed
So I'll just sit in the back
While you sit there and laugh
At this joke of a human
And this waste of a life...
Aug 15, 2018
Aug 15, 2018 at 12:32 PM UTC
Nights Alone
Cities Brace
Give Me Some
Of Your
Strength...
Aug 15, 2018
Aug 15, 2018 at 11:06 AM UTC
It's been a week since then
I saw you with another girl
It broke my heart
Shattered It
To pieces
I picked it
UP off the floor
You're already over me
I cant get Over you.
Why cant I get over you...?
Aug 14, 2018
Aug 14, 2018 at 10:14 AM UTC
Sometimes the storm
Of life goes by
But you have to remember
To keep your head held high
It seems the same wrath
Will just not leave
So you take the dark embrace
That you have received
Then you feel the light
Seeping through
And realize that what you
Felt before was not true
There was so much dark
It hid the light
Even though it was in you
The entire time
It was the little spark of hope
That just kept going
The little spark of light
That just kept showing...
Aug 13, 2018
Aug 13, 2018 at 7:44 PM UTC
You call it uniqueness
I call it flaw
My marred appearance
Isn't good at all
There was a shortcoming
So blemished I appear
Defective my nature
So close and so dear...
Aug 13, 2018
Aug 13, 2018 at 11:56 AM UTC
Nervous.... When I enter a room... Do I look okay?
I fidget with my bracelets, making sure my battles are hidden...
What will they think.... When they find out...
I'm not okay... I'm a loose ***** A walking wreck...
Held together by barb wire, the rough edges pierce my skin...
Will you hear my pleas? Will anyone answer me?
Or just pass by like a blurred figment of imagination?
Believing the smile on my face, the joyful laugh I make,
misguiding you? That I'm always this pleasant and easygoing?
But I'm not, never was, but I'm trying to hide and show you
all at once... Can you see me?
Nov 6, 2017
Nov 6, 2017 at 4:52 PM UTC
You silence my brains loud screaming and violent thrashing,
With a touch... How can you mean this much?
My heart, thumps rapidly in your presence;
Why can't I tell you...
My words of confession get trapped with aggression as my lungs fight the will to breath...
You take my hand and everything stops... As time moves on...
Can you feel my hand as it shakes in yours?
My pleas for help to save me from myself?
Or... Do you just see a carefree girl smiling with glee?
Please explain why you mean so much to me....
Nov 1, 2017
Nov 1, 2017 at 10:57 PM UTC
I struggle with myself,
I struggle with my brain
it ain't that I'm a crazy
it ain't I'm gone insane
trauma changes people
deep within the mind
all that I am asking
is you be the loving kind,
I gotta thinkin problem
some things invade my thought,
I don't know when it happened
or if it was something I was taught,
so tell me I'm annoying
but don't say that I'm bad
tell me I am wonderful
in loving me your glad,
I will love you truly love
cuz I am true of heart
but maybe we are doomed you know
doomed we were the start,
but still,
too not seek the beauty in the experience,
seems to me a waste of both our precious precious time
when loving could be so amazing
exciting an sublime
I only ask you try
be present be with me
open up your mind and heart
only then we will see
if to love so unencumbered
will set our love so free,
only then we will know-
if you an I
were ever -
REALLY
meant to be.
Ma Cherie © 2017
Jun 19, 2017
Jun 19, 2017 at 4:31 PM UTC
Don't ignore me
I'm standing right in front of you
My heart still beats
And yet you stare right through it
Like I'm not even there
I beg for your acknowledgment
Still you don't listen
I feel like I don't exist
Life becomes meaningless
And still
You ignore me
Feb 16, 2016
Feb 16, 2016 at 4:38 AM UTC