#satisfy
I gave you all my overflow
but you said it wasn’t enough.
So, I gave you more pieces of me
but to you, it still wasn’t enough.
Then, I gave you half of me
but still, it wasn’t enough.
So, I gave you everything,
everything, and all of me
and yet, it still wasn’t enough.
Now, I have nothing left to give,
nothing left even for myself
But still you claim,
I didn’t give you enough.
Sep 23, 2025
Sep 23, 2025 at 9:46 AM UTC
and now i’m drenched in desire.
feral and writhing at the hand that feeds me
and everyone always feeds me.
there’s no use in waiting
or wading in the grass
yet, i still feel the blades upon my back
every drop of wet wet dew caresses me
and the breeze shimmers me tauntingly.
now, i twist and contort at the touch of something new
and it rises up in me,
this new longing,
this new pining.
won’t you satisfy me?
won’t you give me what i deserve?
and i know that i will see you again
under the shade of the night
covered in sticky sweat
and love’s delight.
and until then,
nothing else will satisfy me.
nothing can compare.
and soon, so soon,
you will own my flesh
and you’ll have me, rare.
Jul 22, 2025
Jul 22, 2025 at 9:39 PM UTC
Taking all of my hunger
In the palm of my hand
I carry it with me
From the sea to the sand
.
I curl every finger
To a fist in my gut
Feeding it anger and
Sadness and glut
.
The more that I fed her
The more Hunger grew
Seeking and wanting
Far more than I knew
.
The bigger she got
The more her bite stung
Until all left of me
Was teeth, blood and tongue
.
And all that I ate
Turned right to dust
I desired no food
But wanted to lust
.
I wanted to crave
I sought to suffer
Because that state was easy
But living was rougher
Jan 15, 2025
Jan 15, 2025 at 5:20 AM UTC
When life is out of order and things just don't make sense
When I'm left out in the dark and the cold and I'm in suspense
Everywhere I turn I am closed in by walls on every side
There is nowhere I can run and nowhere I can hide
If life was a car, I'd be careening out of control
If life was a gamble, I'd have one foot in the hole
When my life is chaos and disorder
Of sanity and insanity, I'm hanging on the border
I would be lost if I didn't know who was in command
I would be lost if I didn't recognize the good that He had planned
So, Jesus, take the wheel and turn this car around
Take my feet and place them back on solid ground
I know I should trust you: this has happened before
But doubt creeps in and I hold back, afraid once more
I like feeling like I'm in control even though I'm not
It terrifies me that, for certain things, I have blind spots
I want to channel this love inside, but I go about it all wrong
It leaves me feeling emptier, it never satisfies for long
I won't find the answer where I've been looking until now
I'll only find the answer when I finally allow
You to take control over me entirely
To give you all I am and have and ask you to take over
To fill me with the joy, the passion, the pleasure
Help me live a life in purity and truth
Until the day you say here is the one I made for you
Jesus, command my thoughts, conform my will
Satisfy me daily so I can have my fill
Take me past my blindness so I can more clearly see
How perfect your plan and how great your love for me
When I give up my control and truly surrender
I am freed from the grip of that wily pretender
I call upon your grace and strength as I struggle day by day
To walk with you in faithfulness and let you lead the way
Oct 28, 2024
Oct 28, 2024 at 10:23 PM UTC
Shades of yellow cast on our dreams
Skin burning through layers of sunscreen
When gifts of foresight weigh on our beings
Let great powers grow evermore carefree
To satisfy eternity.
Empirical evidence against the empire’s truth
Makes humankind akin to a neurotic fool
Who comes to think that it’ll always nullify
Oh for we all must die!
Young and old both playing their games
Seduced by the baits of short-term gains
Unable to afford the bail out of prison
Wait for great powers to relieve this addiction
To satisfy eternity.
Spawns of decadence in the wake of our new tools
Let us deter suicide with the poisons that soothe
They all say everything will fall, to act seems futile
Oh for we all shall die!
Whether in shame or in desire
Must we forget all we’ve acquired
For yesterday’s pride, tomorrow’s glory
Shake hands with friends and slain the enemy
To satisfy eternity.
Jul 12, 2022
Jul 12, 2022 at 8:33 PM UTC
I sometimes wonder if I’ll ever be satisfied in my life time
But until then
I will keep writing
Feb 10, 2022
Feb 10, 2022 at 10:37 AM UTC
You'd think I'd have more to say
2 years and I still find a way
To bite my tongue and still feel numb
But yet, I've become a pawn.
I stuck myself to your word
Like a struggling flightless bird
And I make excuses for all my muses
But maybe, I've broken a mirror.
Maybe I've truly been cursed
Then wouldn't it be worse?
You've clung to me while I've tried to flee
But I feel nothing but regret.
You've always callsd me a nuisance
And I still choke on your nooses
Constantly on edge while you're by the ledge
But you're living in your own shadow...
Jan 28, 2021
Jan 28, 2021 at 2:31 AM UTC
lose myself in you
i want to lose myself in you
why would i want to live in my own mind
when i fit perfectly inside you
i don’t mind leaving it behind
to satisfy and start new
Dec 11, 2020
Dec 11, 2020 at 12:44 PM UTC
Beauty, i've realized, is not confined to one singular moment
Nor one singular place.
Not one precious moment in time but perhaps a web of them.
It's intrinsic to nature.
Confounded through and possibly limited by the dullness of people.
We need too much.
We desire emptily.
We set definitions leaving little space for the outlier.
But beauty, in its purest form, is the outlier--a great composition of them.
For what we set our eyes forth to blatantly, routinely, and mundanely is often the most beautiful, masked by our innate desire for novelty.
Mar 27, 2020
Mar 27, 2020 at 4:02 PM UTC
I feel vulnerable
My heart won't calm down
And it's the strongest part of me
But it latches on too quickly
So help me
Satisfy me to linger
Jan 27, 2020
Jan 27, 2020 at 5:08 PM UTC
Living a life
When the voices in your head are a little louder than your own
No one knows
The things you have tell yourself everyday
Staying strong
Because you are expected to
"Don't be a disappointment"
Because it makes people upset
"Fake it till you make it, it works."
She told me
And all I felt was sadness
Because it dawned on me
That everyone lives in fear
Of being the 'let-down'
And we all stopped caring
For ourselves
Because 'we'
Are used
To always
Satisfy
Another
Aug 4, 2019
Aug 4, 2019 at 11:33 PM UTC
Would you like it if I cried?
Would that make it more real to you?
Would you like it if I died?
Would that make my feelings true?
Would you make me go and hide?
Would that finally impress you?
Would you eat up all my pride?
Would that satisfy you?
That's how you'd like it.
That's how you'd like it, isn't it?
That's how I'd like it.
Feb 3, 2019
Feb 3, 2019 at 7:27 PM UTC
Baby,
I'm like a piñata
You have to hit me
In the right spot,
With enough force
To be rewarded
With my sweet
Dec 27, 2018
Dec 27, 2018 at 1:49 AM UTC
Some of us
are just
a free meal to
Curious brains
Lustful eyes
And
Hungry egos
Know your worth
and become good appetizers
to the ones
who value you
Like a feast
from paradise
Dec 10, 2018
Dec 10, 2018 at 1:28 AM UTC
You don't care,
So **** you to.
Life's never fair
Or nearly ever through.
I burnt like a *****
At the stake a witch,
Heretic, non conformist,
On a penny you switched.
I was cinders
Amidst the timber,
Never could fit
So to the rest thought **** it.
Pour the fuel
It's raining from buckets,
Abrasion, the friction makes it hot,
Sparks & burns the ******* lot.
I'm chaos, worth more than the
Pay off,
A taste of fury to satiate your thirst,
Once a lick and forever you'll be cursed.
Kiss Kiss ~
Leave my lips pursed,
Hands on my hips
You find Apathy dispersed.
Sep 9, 2017
Sep 9, 2017 at 4:36 AM UTC
When heaven and hell collide
Then we'll both be satisfied
Until then, we should stay
On our own.
May 23, 2017
May 23, 2017 at 6:05 PM UTC
I am the man I am today,
From all the experience I've gained
The lies I made, the cards I played
Watch it all burn around an Ace of Spades
And as I fumble with the match,
My life like flashbacks flashes past
The days I cried, the days I died
Clawing, tearing my insides
I, know that I can't run and hide,
Knowing that, even if i tried
Nothing will be better when I take a peek
Because it's all uncertain, and all left to me
And I, am not satisfied
With the anger we feel and the rage we defy
Why, is it so hard to see
That we're caught in a landslide, an avalanche of debris
Some days, I lay on the ground
And stretch my hands up without making a sound
Reach for the sky, but there's no prize
All hope is lost and I've lost all my pride
Insane, is the only way
That normality fades, and only you change
You've got more control, as we rise and we fall
Being crazy is the only way to stay sane...
I, know that I can't run and hide,
Knowing that, even if i tried
Nothing will be better when I take a peek
Because it's all uncertain, and all left to me
And I, am not satisfied
With the anger we feel and the rage we defy
Why, is it so hard to see
That we're caught in a landslide, an avalanche of debris
Mar 11, 2017
Mar 11, 2017 at 6:44 AM UTC
There is a hunger I can't quench,
An addiction I can't subside.
An itch that burns under my skin
And I've tried scratching it.
I've tried.
I want that pretty silver tongue
To match pretty porcelain hands
Hovering over ink wells
And candle stands
But I can't have that.
I can't salvage
From the depths of my mind
A poem to wrap around words like
"Gossamer",
"Murmurous",
"Erstwhile".
Art is a circle
But I am a line with crumbling architecture,
My thoughts linear and grit;
My prose stuffed with an hour-long process
Of charm and wit.
I write these words to feed you;
Please you;
Fill you with the sense of understanding
That I can't come to.
My art is a lie with a rainbow
And I stand smiling in an empty room,
A vacant audience in a ghost of a show.
I write because I need you.
I write because I want to dance for you.
I write because I want to seem wise.
But all that it amounts to
Is a high that always dies
And a candle that burns out
Far too quickly.
This is not a cry.
This is not goodbye.
This is me.
And I hope, for me,
That this is enough to satisfy.
Jun 19, 2016
Jun 19, 2016 at 2:18 AM UTC
Complimenting a succubus, may not go as planned,
For every line you feed a ***** she will want several more.
Words are fuel for her fire, keep it burning, her desire.
More, and more, and more it takes,
To satisfy, to satiate.
Give me some ******* more,
And I'll be your little *****
May 12, 2016
May 12, 2016 at 12:25 AM UTC
Even through all the eggs
A reliable chicken can provide,
The farmer still takes the knife
For enough is never enough.
Apr 12, 2016
Apr 12, 2016 at 4:58 PM UTC
*I want you to satisfy my soul
and make me stay forever.*
Mar 28, 2016
Mar 28, 2016 at 12:40 PM UTC
You make me feel like the Queen of Fools…
Gifting me all these precious jewels
I don’t know if your intentions are crystal and your heart is gold
Still; you gift me all these precious jewels
Leaving me to feel like the Queen of Fools.
because even the most precious jewels can not satisfy me.
For what I truly desire are your intentions to be of crystal and a heart of gold.
However it seems to be that;
I am the Queen of Fools,
surrounded by all these worthless jewels.
As it seems; the most worthless of them all has become you to me
Mar 2, 2016
Mar 2, 2016 at 10:16 AM UTC
And the old ways are not satisfactory enough,
You feel like wanting to marry a petite girl.
A beautiful girl she should be who gives you a feeling pleasurable,
You start dreaming of her imparting satisfaction immeasurable,
Imagine her digging nails into your back as deeper you seep.
Not away from marriage you keep your desires ever,
And the imagination takes the better of your youth,
The volcano accumulates lava & erupts blissfully.
Feb 9, 2016
Feb 9, 2016 at 1:07 PM UTC