#sadder
I’m completely fine,
because when I said that I was not,
they responded with,
"You can’t be sad, just look at what you’ve got."
All they did was doubt,
they said,
"You don’t have anything to be sad about."
they said,
"Just look at all the friends you have,
and family around."
that only made me sadder;
do I need a reason to break down?
Mar 18, 2020
Mar 18, 2020 at 8:59 AM UTC
today i spilled the clorox
all over the linoleum tiles
and
i don't know why it matters
so much suddenly
that i'm alone
even just for a moment,
but even then i feel
alone for eternity
and the songs sound sadder
when you're sadder
but how can i be sadder when
there is nothing to be sad about,
at least not in my world?
mom says to stop letting myself
feel the pain of the world around me
because if i let it
seep into my mind,
into my being,
into my everything,
i will be too leaden to stand
Jun 21, 2018
Jun 21, 2018 at 10:11 PM UTC
i was fine
until i remembered you
and i dont want you back
i just want the past to be my present
and live forever in your room
each day be the same as the last
just you
just me
surrounded by empty cans
listening to that one band
all it took was one smell
a reminder of when days were clearer
and my mind didnt blur
and i may have been sad
but who'd have known i'd be sadder
the days are getting shorter
i dont care
i care to much
i dont want to die
i want to have never existed
Oct 10, 2014
Oct 10, 2014 at 11:50 AM UTC
It's sad that I am a broken glass,
but it's even sadder to know that people around me hurt even more.
Apr 17, 2014
Apr 17, 2014 at 7:54 PM UTC