Ever felt trapped?
Smothered
Suffocated
No escape
No way out
Short of breath
Short of sight
One way
Dead end
Ever felt trapped in a memory?
With no desire to find a way out .
Dec 5, 2014
Dec 5, 2014 at 1:48 PM UTC
I love you but not as before
When everything I can I would give
But now, not anymore.
I love you but some things changed
You're not the one bringing my smile
It is somebody that must not be named.
I love you but I don't miss your voice
I'm content now with your seldom text
That's not my making, it's your choice.
I love you but you're not what I need
When before your words gave me warmth
But now you withhold but I will never plead.
I love you as I know you love me
Twisted to some
But for us, it's the way and how we see.
I love you and that means
"Te Amo, my friend"
Now, I'm spilling the beans.
3.27.14
Jul 24, 2014
Jul 24, 2014 at 12:00 AM UTC
a strong addiction to a dream is fantasy without reality.
May 11, 2014
May 11, 2014 at 9:26 AM UTC
I lay in my bead cold and alone
Waiting for the endless pain
To go away.
I lay in my bed cold and alone
For someone to save me
From dying at home.
I lay in my bed cold and alone
I write and I write
but nothing comes out.
I lay in my bed cold and alone
Talking to myself
For there’s no one to talk.
I lay in my bed cold and alone
Waiting for my soul to fill what broke.
I lay in my bed cold and alone
For happiness I seek when I’m alone.
I lay in bed cold and alone
Please save me from drowning
In my own thoughts.
I lay in my bed cold and alone…
May 9, 2014
May 9, 2014 at 8:18 PM UTC
Break me
Breathe me
Touch me
Feel me
I don’t have any reasons to stay
I don’t have any reasons to live
I need help
I’m drowning
I’m slowly dying
I’m not okay
I am
But I’m actually not
I know it gets better
It does
But when?
When is it going to be my time?
When?
Please answer
Please say something
Oh wait
I forgot something
I’m talking to a keyboard
Writing*
Cries
Long sight
May 1, 2014
May 1, 2014 at 6:00 PM UTC
I always wear pink
But I am broken inside.
I always wear pink
But I don’t always smile.
I always wear pink
Because it shows how strong I have to be.
I always wear pink because it is my favorite color.
I always wear pink because I have no friends.
I always wear pink because it gives me hope
Though I have nothing to rely on.
I always wear pink to lie to everyone.
I always wear pink because it’s the only thing I have.
I always wear pink because my life
Is so messed up not even the brightest sun can
Illuminate it.
I always wear pink because I’m really not happy
But I have to lie to everyone so that they can be strong.
I always wear pink
For my extraordinary soul
That has nothing but a simple cut.
I always wear pink.
I always wear pink.
May 1, 2014
May 1, 2014 at 5:11 PM UTC
i cannot believe
it has taken me so long
to realize that you
were never coming back
and that when you said
that it was over
you meant it
i cannot believe
it has taken me so long
to realize that you
are never going to see these tears
nor read those poems
and that i
was only wasting my time
May 1, 2014
May 1, 2014 at 5:08 PM UTC
I am a happy girl...
Though I go through the dark
and lay on my knees,
I laugh and I laugh
till my laugh leads to tears.
Though I look and I look
at the razor once again,
I open and smile and go back to my cave.
And even though
I cry my eyes out,
this is the image I show
to the world when i'm out.
The thing they don't
know is that my tears
lead to fears,
and my soul is a virtue
no one will ever meet.
Apr 24, 2014
Apr 24, 2014 at 8:21 PM UTC
Seasons fade
into the years
a pen ablaze
with poet’s tears
A young boy
must be a man
to please the one
he never can
A girl in pain
lamenting fate
her trickster gods
arrived too late
Everyone took
and no one gave
an empty race
to fill a grave
Hearts are broken
love’s a *****
start a party
throw a war
I fear that I
forgot to say
I love you
it’s too late today
No more tears
to write or cry
alone at night
still asking why
Apr 24, 2014
Apr 24, 2014 at 8:08 PM UTC
You'll get hurt.
End up miserable.
Be left alone.
Have a broken heart.
Shed buckets of tears.
Feel unbearable pains.
These are the reasons
Not to fall in love.
But,
When it comes to love,
The heart knows no limit,
No risk,
It will do anything it wants.
That's the magic of love;
It can make even the most intelligent people
Lose their logic and common senses.
So, forget these risks,
Forget the possibility of crashing.
Forget the chances of failing.
Coz eventually,
Unknowingly,
Your heart will soon beat for someone.
Fall in love deeply,
Intensely,
Passionately,
Unconditionally,
Genuinely.
Fall in love in spite of it all;
Who knows,
You'll be that lucky
To fall for someone who will forever make you happy.
♡
Apr 24, 2014
Apr 24, 2014 at 8:02 PM UTC