#mysoul
Graphite looks nice in the light,
Like stars in a pitch black night,
Words popping like popcorn...
I’m torn;
Why do the girls over there laugh at me?
Am I like some comedy act—but free?
Perhaps it’s my face
Or the way I like to trace
These words on this table,
These little meaningless fables
Flowing straight from my mind,
Only to be left behind
On this starry night sky,
Installed by some guy
That nobody knows
Or remembers when he goes...
Nov 30, 2018
Nov 30, 2018 at 1:26 AM UTC
Broken hands
Broken hearts
Oh, how I come apart
Your presence so sweet
I ache for you
I cry out Your name
"Why is it so hard?"
Among all the clanging
I hear your call
even in the chaos of space
I hear your call
through different voices
I hear you calling me back
"I will provide"
Come back home my sweet daughter
Let me love you
put your faith in me
lean on me
You are known
and
You are heard
Oct 18, 2018
Oct 18, 2018 at 4:05 AM UTC
I pour it into the cup
And take a long sip
the mix of regret and hope fill into my stomach as I drink the last bit down to the bottom,
I eagerly shake the cup and act like if I shake it any longer and harder, it will shake the feeling of my love back into nothing.
Nothing is what I wish I would feel when I hold the cup with every inch of my soul and the strength of my tiny weak hand,
I cannot stand why you left me with the inches of fear getting to me,
I walk down the path of regret and I drink from the fountain of shame as I stand before the thing I’ve always hated the most about you,
your love.
It was the same love that made me believe that nothing turned into something so beautiful,
even the heavens are jealous of how much it shines,
the thing is our love for each other shines brighter than any hope in the sky.
After awhile the hope left and so did you
and I’m not surprised if you don’t show up ever again,
You see I’m still trying to shake the thought of you coming back like I’m shaking the cup,
Harder
and harder
I shake and shake and cry until I cannot feel anything anymore,
I grab the bottle of memories but accidentally spill the regret,
the same regret I wear on my sleeve whenever your around.
It’s not like this is the first time though, drinking the remembrance of our love until I throw up, no sweetheart, it’s only the beginning.
Feb 15, 2018
Feb 15, 2018 at 11:32 PM UTC
I've felt anger for too long
So I called cousel with the Ancients
Asked them for some help
They taught me the art of patience
Mixed with gravity
Rooted in reality
Changed my mentality
So I won't become another causality
So hear me now
Learn to love each soul so bold
Fill you with the fire
Keep away the inner cold
Threatens to steal your life
Admist all the strife
Please head this warning
Hope to see you in the morning.
Dec 11, 2016
Dec 11, 2016 at 7:35 PM UTC
I just want him to reach within my soul
and try to grasp all the pieces that make me whole.
Feb 1, 2016
Feb 1, 2016 at 9:19 PM UTC
I love to share my soul with someone nice
I love to said the poems under my soul
I love to say to the grey sky
I love to see the grey clouds alone
I love to hear sounds of souls
I love to remember everything around me
I love to write poems to you
I love the sound of quietness
I love the memories in the mist place
I love the darkness in the ocean blue
I love to open eyes under the black sea
I love to close my eyes when I hear your soul.
My poems is slow dance with your words; My words is dancing in the blue moon under my soul.
Dec 24, 2015
Dec 24, 2015 at 11:56 AM UTC
I pass right by u and catch ur sent.
That sweet aroma that make me forget.
Dont know what it is,but is just so pleasent.
For that brief second made my day.
Back to the real wrold,where all my strugles
Arise.
But cant wait for the day again where u pass by,
Once again I catch ur sent and it takes me
Away.
Sep 2, 2014
Sep 2, 2014 at 7:09 PM UTC
Today
I will find my heart
where you left it
Today
I will rinse it clean
and
sew it back into my chest
Today
I will buff the scars
and watch as it inhales
red
Today
I will be fully alive
but
Tonight
I will detach it from my veins
and lay with you again
May 5, 2014
May 5, 2014 at 12:51 PM UTC
We search for love, and any time we encounter love we introduce ourselves to such power. Cause at the end of the day its power. Makes you feel some type of way type of power. We either **** for it or strive for it. Encountering love is seen as deadly, your emotions are roller coasting through the maybes, the what ifs, the why not, oh and the who cares. Well you care, if you didn’t care you wouldn’t think about it so analytical. You wouldn’t question every aspect of f love. It should be simple, many of us tend to fear this word yet progress conflicting its beautiful emotion with chaos. It shouldn’t be chaos, it should be passion, it should be pure, it should start slow, or it should become true. However it happens we search for love. Women have idealized this theory of men treating women well. But it makes you reflect on, do women treat men well. In this society, that has ruined our hearts and took over our souls. We have idealized the meaning of a relationship, the meaning of two people intrigued by one another’s mind, the meaning of a happiness that occurs in silence. The energy of love being touched by one soul to another by only a curve of a smile, the beauty of a smile. Smiles change someone’s image, I, being the observant feign, have realized that you can tell when people are faking the smile cause it leads to the vibe. Energy’s feed off each other, the type of energy you give, will eventually become the same you tend to receive. Becoming off topic is sort of my style, started it out with love thought about smiles. Cause love evaporates a smile, it flirts with your desire, it conflicts with your honor, but it can feed you everything you want to learn about its power. Love is power, we are all humans, searching for another soul that can touch our hearts and warm up our bones. Someone that can make you feel alive when you’re stuck in that hole. Someone you share your flaws with and still be content that those flaws that excite your beauty, and if you’re imperfections weren’t pure you wouldn’t be worth it. I can be that person, the only problem is, where is my person? where is that one person that makes me cling to my seat with those sweet kisses being spread across my cheek.
Apr 9, 2014
Apr 9, 2014 at 11:15 AM UTC