I think morbid thoughts
When I hear that siren.
I think morbid thoughts
When I am driving and
wonder what would happen after the crash.
I think morbid thoughts
When I look at my sleeping aides
And wonder what it would taste like
To sleep forever.
Mar 7, 2020
Mar 7, 2020 at 9:54 PM UTC
You can't see behind the picture,
you can't hear all the noise.
Mar 3, 2020
Mar 3, 2020 at 7:31 PM UTC
I hear the call of the animals
through the darkness
their piercing need
Searching
Searching
For one another
in the black
stony night.
Jan 20, 2020
Jan 20, 2020 at 11:53 AM UTC
I knew it was bound to happen
but I was still shocked.
How did you move on from
what could have been?
I knew it was bound to happen
I thought I could pretend
that if I don't think about it
then it won't happen.
Reality is like a sucker punch.
Punching holes into my fantasy.
You blew up my heart to smithereens
with one smile
It blew up
though the wildfire lives on.
Jan 20, 2020
Jan 20, 2020 at 11:46 AM UTC
You were the beast
that ravished
my heart.
Jan 20, 2020
Jan 20, 2020 at 11:42 AM UTC
It's not you it's me...
I'm sure everyone would hate to be on the receiving end.
Well, it is you, which is partially true, but I won't tell you that.
You just didn't make it on the list of people I want to invest my time in.
You seem nice, but you didn't win the lottery ticket.
Some other girl will award you her time, but not this girl.
Sorry not sorry.
Sep 24, 2019
Sep 24, 2019 at 9:09 AM UTC
Will I be stuck in the past forever?
I miss
when it was
just you and
I.
Sep 16, 2019
Sep 16, 2019 at 11:18 PM UTC
Oh, how you were so pearly white when I saw you.
What a good impression you made with me.
It took some time to get comfortable.
Soon enough we've made so many memories
walking here and there.
But as they do, you've got some scuffs now.
More time passes, you're not as clean as when I first saw you.
Usually how it goes, I either get fond of these well worn shoes and want to keep them forever or end up tossing them.
I still remember the good times, but I've moved on and there are other shoes to admire now.
Mar 30, 2019
Mar 30, 2019 at 11:46 PM UTC
I realized the reason
for my discomfort around him
He's never really responded to me
When I have said something it's like
I've spoken to myself, like I'm invisible, like my words can't be heard.
It makes me feel insignificant.
I don't like it.
So, now I know why I don't like to talk around him,
to feel like the center of attention cause normally I'm not.
Mar 29, 2019
Mar 29, 2019 at 9:28 AM UTC