#moved
hold space for me-
the floating
dust
and you must forgive me
first before i say this
foremost and disorganized
that i miss you-
did you forgive me?
did you read this?
did you see my note in the margins?
i grew up with you and i stayed
the same without you
now that you're gone;
i changed for the worse with you
but i can't bring myself to move
on
so i kept your scrapbook
under my bed
and i collect the gray dust
settling on top
and i put the floating particles
in a silver box.
Mar 15
Mar 15, 2026 at 3:53 PM UTC
Done are the days of May
You could say we moved on
Spent into early retirement
As raw breaths fade away
All there is is change
The importance of a moment
Instilled inside this frame
To have and to hold in exchange
Consumed to idle eyes
A gift for you and I
The view of which describes
Is fleeting if you let it pass by
Who you are and what to do
Escapism clasps many masks
Only shown to grace the task of life
Dec 24, 2020
Dec 24, 2020 at 8:18 AM UTC
****** words paint the flowers a crimson red.
A dove recites the end of all mankind.
Rounding out his edges and sharpening his knives.
Amorous lovers ride the wave of life.
Heart worms my body still tries to burn away.
Kindly, I delude god and myself into a dream.
Every mindless prayer, my secrets scream.
And only my love remains.
To this day, he accepts the woman he lost.
Opals eyes that cry remorse.
No reply.
I can live without the friends I knew.
And each and every missing piece.
Morose taxidermist lives her dreams.
Sullen chords play the lonely song.
And I tell myself that I am strong.
Do the roses in your garden look pretty?
Dec 10, 2020
Dec 10, 2020 at 12:50 PM UTC
#*
The door was closed
Every step addressed
Clean and clear
No trace of dirt
All that was
Left*#
Dec 6, 2020
Dec 6, 2020 at 9:37 AM UTC
I'll sing a song
of Sophie
and the life I've left behind
I've kept all your love notes
but I never found the time
to write you back
I lost track
it always slipped my mind
until the day I lost you
and I could no longer
call you mine.
Sep 7, 2020
Sep 7, 2020 at 11:33 AM UTC
how long has it been
where have you gone
was it worth all the grief
being gone for so long
it will never be the same
no matter how hard you try
where have you gone
do you have NO reply
now that you're back
the change is quite clear
you're not who you were
you’re something to fear
what did you do
you were gone so long
what did you see
you really moved on
Brian Hill -2020 # 56
Feb 25, 2020
Feb 25, 2020 at 10:10 AM UTC
These feelings,
I know them,
I’ve felt them before.
I was reeling,
In feelings,
I felt from a *****
But now I’ve moved on,
That’s all in the past.
She’s out of my life, she’s gone,
I knew that **** wouldn’t last.
Then why, I ask,
Do I feel this way?
Towards the girl I love,
The girl that loves me.
I sit and I think,
About the feelings and thoughts,
That seem to come about,
When it seems I’ve forgot,
That she really cares,
Like nobody before,
Much more than Heather,
That stupid-ass *****
Let’s think a second here,
She smokes and drinks beer,
Along with these habits,
Comes unending fear,
That she likes other addiction,
More than our love,
More than our friction,
Cause when push comes to shove,
I’ll let her shove me,
Right down the stairs,
Before I create some part of her,
That will need repairs,
Years and years from now,
If she ever left,
If she ever up and,
Stole my heart out my chest,
And ran and ran,
Blood spewing and spraying,
Like love was a game,
That is just meant for playing.
And she talks to this guy,
A past sugar daddy,
He thinks that he’s sly,
With Britney and Maddie,
And Courtney and Tia,
In all corners of the world,
He’s got girls that will be a,
Nice ***** for him,
And he likes my baby,
And she says she misses him,
So maybe... just maybe,
If she goes to Canada,
And decides to meet him,
They’ll get in a situation,
Where she decides to treat him...
I know this will never happen,
But there will always be the fear,
That one of us will **** up,
So I worry the end is near.
Soon I’ll gain trust,
This won’t last forever,
But, until then,
Trust issues I’ll sever,
I’ll cut them all off,
One by one,
Because feeling this feeling,
Is anything but fun.
May 1, 2019
May 1, 2019 at 9:44 PM UTC
The wind May Say it moves me
but I don’t feel moved.
The People say they love me
but I don’t feel loved.
The Doctors says he’ll cure me
but I don’t feel cured.
Mar 21, 2019
Mar 21, 2019 at 6:39 AM UTC
Steady in my path
To be exact
To what's inside me
To react
Natural and its beauty
Physically gone
Defined its motion
Never alone.
Jan 23, 2019
Jan 23, 2019 at 12:20 PM UTC
she waited for the flirt
he promised he would write
poem equals her smart
he wrote nothing
he gave her white and sang
without voice he moved
his lips as he sang
she screamed and said," wht a worst!"
he ssaid,"Nothing equals your beauty
except that white appear as a day
telling the world you are shine
as the sun faces the earth to get fine
plant in green as your eye
Jan 3, 2019
Jan 3, 2019 at 5:56 AM UTC
hssss! i will tell a secret
awful! awful!
your heart knew
my secret!
it does not become a secret
because it went and moved
from my heart to your heart
but i hide it
what ?
a secret!
i love you indeed
that i wanted
i wanted
not to tell
your heart
Nov 12, 2018
Nov 12, 2018 at 7:10 AM UTC
i remember talking to God about you
and asking Him why he was bringing you so close to me again
after you broke up with me months before
and i thought He had answered me
because He brought you back to me
but for only one week
we were together a total of 8 days
and then you left
He taught me how to let things go
i fought and fought and fought for you to be in my life
but we were never meant to be
i made everyone else hate me
just so you would love me
how stupid was i?
i gave all of myself to you
every **** part of me
just because you said you wanted to marry me
and i convinced myself you were the one
i never saw myself without you
but look at me now
look at me
i've moved on
Oct 24, 2018
Oct 24, 2018 at 9:50 PM UTC
I would rather have
Moved on too quickly than held
On for way too long
May 20, 2018
May 20, 2018 at 9:49 AM UTC
I always looked up to you
I'm not talking about your height
For your ability to hold me
And make everything seem alright
From a young age you spoiled me rotten
Still do, though I moved out and live on my own
I will always be your little girl
No matter how much I have grown
May 17, 2018
May 17, 2018 at 10:13 PM UTC
The house was haunted
The family fled
They couldn't find the priest
So they got me instead.
I read aloud my poems
Full of sorrow and pain,
About dreary things
And nearly going insane.
"My Gawd", the ghosts cried
" This is fierce gloomy stuff,
I thought we were bad
But this, Enough! Enough! "
Well they wailed and they shrieked
And they wailed some more
Then holding their ears
They ran out the door.
Even ghosts they desert me I thought
After they'd gone
They'd never even heard of a sorrow
so deep
Or a pain as sharp as mine.
I sat there all alone in the silent house
With not a whisper, no! not a mouse
When all of a sudden there came
something strange
A little sound like that of slow trickling
water.
"Have you something to say to me
House", I asked
"Before I up and leave you forever",
The little sound, it stopped all at once
and looked up
As if very surprised at having been
discovered.
I rose to leave
But quickly turned back amazed
When from down & out of the
chimney
Crept this little voice so slight & warm
& tender.
" Forgive me Sir", it said,
"But I could contain myself no longer,
That little sound you hear, the tiny
trickle
Is but the teardrops from my eyes
dripping
Such a pain and sorrow as yours
I never heard before
Those anguish drenched words
They seeped through my walls right
into my heart
They pierced me deeply,
Yea, they pretty near tore me apart,
I'll remember you Sir when you're
gone
I don't think I could ever forget you".
I listened and was sorely moved
"Thank you House ", I said, "thank
you, thank you kindly"
And turning again at the front door
"Goodbye House, look after those
who'll live here, won't you".
Outside the birds, they were singing
And up in the sky, the sun
The sun, it was shining.
Mar 30, 2018
Mar 30, 2018 at 7:10 PM UTC
Begging you, let go
Don't write, don't text, don't call me
I've moved on, happy
Feb 26, 2018
Feb 26, 2018 at 5:07 PM UTC
My dreams were shattered,
My hopes scattered,
The day my son left,
Leaving us bereft,
Not of wealth,
But health.
The shock of him leaving was too much,
Life became an empty watch,
Without the supportive hands.
My husband's health declined,
So did mine.
Soon my better half died,
I had to move on,life I defied,
No more dreams nor hopes,
No search for better scopes.
Each day became a reality,
Forgive and forget,live with dignity,
Live life to the full,day to day,
The rest on Allah,what say.
Nov 18, 2017
Nov 18, 2017 at 3:55 PM UTC