#loveme
I am
Somewhere
Under the sun
Maybe beyond
Far away
Fly away
Find me
Somewhere
I am
Everywhere
Under the sun
Through the beyond
Close and far
Hopeless heart
Love me
Everywhere
I am
Nowhere
Under the sun
Never beyond
Not here
Nor there
See me
Nowhere
I am
Me
Under no suns
Far beyond
Never myself
Always someone else
I'm hiding
Me
Somewhere and Everywhere and Nowhere.
6d ago
May 28, 2026 at 12:36 PM UTC
Roses are red
Violets are blue
Sunshine pulses down
Like my heart beats for you
Red like my love
Blue like your absence
Pulsing like a heartbeat
That I would give for you in an instant
Roses are red
Violets are blue
I wonder if you notice me
Like I notice you
Red like my blood
Which for you I’d gladly bleed
Blue like my tears
Which for you I’d cry freely
Roses are red
Violets are blue
I hope you love me
Because I love you
Apr 24
Apr 24, 2026 at 3:11 PM UTC
My heart is a drum
Beating for you
Mostly I’m numb
But I still see you
You may be blind to me
Another girl you hardly know
But while I think you do see
I know you won’t let it show
I don’t know if you feel the same
If this true love
If it is, I’ll wait and wait
If it’s not, I’ll move on
But for now it’s real
What I’m feeling is true
And it’s the way I’ll feel
Until and even when it’s through
Apr 24
Apr 24, 2026 at 3:03 PM UTC
Tears of my soul
Halving my whole
Breaking me down
I know not how
To live
To love
To hate
To have
Holding my heart
In hands so hard
You hurt me so
You won't ever know
I love
I hate
I want
I wait
For you to rock me
In arms so steady
To love me forever
And leave me never
Alone
Afraid
Alert
Unmade
Take care of me now
I hope you know how
For I will be yours
Forever more
Apr 23
Apr 23, 2026 at 9:12 PM UTC
If no one ever loves me,
Am I worthy of love?
If no one ever hears me,
Am I really here?
If no one ever holds me,
Am I meant to be alone?
If no one ever stays for me,
Am I worth staying for?
If no one ever sees me,
Am I even visible?
If no one ever cries for me,
Am I cold-hearted and cruel?
If no one ever talks to me,
Am I simply stupid?
If no one ever hugs me,
Am I a skeleton?
If no one ever kisses me,
Am I poison in person?
If they only hurt me,
Am I a punching bag?
If they only use me,
Am I useless otherwise?
If they only laugh at me,
Am I red-nosed clown?
If they only fear me,
Am I the monster in the dark?
If they only hate me,
Am I despicable?
If they only blame me,
Am I a convenient scapegoat?
If they only leave me,
Am I supposed to run?
If I just pretend,
Will it all go away...?
The answer is hidden
Within a fog of self-hate
Apr 23
Apr 23, 2026 at 8:58 PM UTC
Yeah!!
I mean yes...
I do fall in love quickly, BUT
wait—that doesn't mean I'm not the one for YOU.
Sue... LOOK! Two birds on a wire, haha...
Oh, you don't get that reference?
Oh, okay. Uh, well...
I like you. I know we just met two days ago, but I think you're cool!!...
Silly me to be a fool,
But I just fell hard for you.
Apr 20
Apr 20, 2026 at 12:04 PM UTC
I wish you could see me
the way you used to,
back when your eyes softened
just by looking at me,
when your hands found mine
without hesitation,
when I was everything
you ever wanted.
You used to hold me
like I mattered,
like losing me
wasn’t even a possibility.
Now I look at you
and I don’t recognise
who you’ve become.
Cold in ways
I never knew you could be,
distant in ways
I can’t seem to reach,
like the person I loved
has been replaced
by someone
who doesn’t love me at all.
And maybe the truth is
I don’t recognise myself either,
not without you.
Maybe that’s why I stay,
why I keep holding on
even when it hurts,
because I don’t know
who I am
if I let you go.
I feel alone,
even when you’re right here,
like I’m grieving something
that hasn’t fully gone yet.
I don’t know what’s worse,
you leaving
or you staying
like this.
Why can’t you see me?
See how much I want you,
how much I’m trying
to keep this alive
with nothing left
to hold onto.
I want us back,
the laughter,
the warmth,
the way love felt easy
instead of something
I have to beg for.
I want you
to fall in love with me again,
to choose me
the way you used to.
But wanting it
doesn’t make it real.
And still,
some part of me whispers
the same quiet plea
I can’t seem to let go of—
please,
come back to me.
Apr 19
Apr 19, 2026 at 10:11 PM UTC
I can’t help but feel
like I’ve let you down,
like somewhere along the way
I became someone
you no longer recognise,
someone you can’t place
in the future you’re building.
And I keep wondering
when that shift happened,
when I stopped being enough
and started being optional.
You choose them over me,
even when you don’t say it out loud.
I see it in the pauses,
in the way your replies fade,
in the silence
where your messages used to live.
It’s quiet now,
too quiet,
like something that mattered
has already ended
and I’m the only one
still holding onto it.
I wonder if they get
the version of you I remember,
the one who stayed up late,
who made time without asking,
who spoke like I mattered.
I wonder if they hear your laughter
the way I used to,
if they get the softness
you don’t show me anymore.
Days pass,
slow and heavy,
and I don’t know why
my stomach sinks the way it does,
like my body already knows
what my mind won’t admit,
that I’m losing you
in pieces I can’t hold together.
I keep asking myself,
are you going to leave,
or am I meant to go first?
Would it hurt you more
if I disappeared quietly,
or stayed long enough
to watch you let me go?
Would leaving make you miss me,
or just make it easier
to forget I was ever here?
Because I want to be yours,
more than anything I can explain,
in the way that feels whole,
certain,
real.
But I can’t exist
as a second choice,
as something you return to
when it’s convenient.
I can’t be half loved,
half seen,
half held.
And maybe that’s the hardest part,
realising
I would give you everything,
while you’re already learning
how to live without me.
Apr 19
Apr 19, 2026 at 10:04 PM UTC
some are short
some are looong.
some convey nothing
some convey most
honestly?
i don’t really care what words you use.
just tell me you love me,
even if it’s behind closed doors.
Apr 10
Apr 10, 2026 at 12:24 AM UTC
The world is so big, when we compare it to the universe its so tiny.
Does this make you feel so lonely?
Out of 8.3 billion people i chose you,
The spark we once had is fading.
Longing for a warm embrace,
Dont wanna feel replaced.
On cold nights, the quiet voices awaken, do they bring comfort or just more confusion.
Dreams slowly seep in,
I picture us dancing, I see us laughing, I dream of once what was here but now has vanished.
I hang on to hope,
Once was could reappear under new circumstances.
An ember lingering only just, would you miss me if we both became free?
Or does this make you feel lonely?
We Flicker so much,
We love so passionately but can't you see?
This weight you carry is hurting me.
The burning light we once had, I want it back even in the darkest of times I still choose you.
The world is dark and cruel,
We can only hold onto the things we know and embrace the journey of our future.
For today will become tomorrow and by then it's yesterday, for you my love I dont want to feel so lonely.
We have shared so much. lately we are strangers, Does this make you feel lonely?
Feb 11
Feb 11, 2026 at 4:13 AM UTC
my music is what keeps me going
I don't talk to anyone and just keep flowing
all it takes is
a 1,2,3 and
my playlist sets me free.
Jan 14
Jan 14, 2026 at 11:51 AM UTC
I know that
my hands aren't tiny
I know that my body isnt as curvy as a princess
but I want you to love me..
I want you to see I'm funny and I'm just me
sometimes I mold like clay just for you to
love me,
I may not get my hair done every two weeks
or wear new clothes every month and or shoes
but I make sure I smell good and
always keep myself up
just for you
so when you look at me look past that shine.. because deep down I just
want you to love the person who
always hides.
just Love me
Jan 13
Jan 13, 2026 at 5:04 PM UTC
Reminiscing about a love that was in my dreams. A love that was its own chapter. The chapter been over. I’m just re reading it. Hoping for a different outcome.
But it won’t come. It never will.
Nov 15, 2024
Nov 15, 2024 at 3:41 PM UTC
Hold me like you know I deserve to be loved,
And make me realize im your best-loved.
Wrap me up inside your heart,
And we can light up this dark.
Kiss me, and make me feel like I'm your only,
Like no one in the world exists, and we can enjoy this time slowly.
Let our lips touch like stars,
And so it can heal our scars.
Love me, because our time now is timeless,
In a world that's just us, everything is priceless.
Make me wonder what part of you did I love the best,
And I'll answer: I loved them all the brightest.
Aug 30, 2024
Aug 30, 2024 at 10:57 AM UTC
Give me a me
I need me a me
A me that'll love me like I love
A me that'll love me how I love to love
A me that'll make me experience how my love feels
I have trust issues,
With this me,I won't be in constant fear of disappointment from my lover
Give me a me
Because I know me got me with no exaggerated expectations and strings attached
Love me like me would love me
Mar 10, 2022
Mar 10, 2022 at 3:27 PM UTC
fall asleep with me
in nothing but underwear
and your skin
hold me close
fall asleep, fidgeting your way
into the right curves of my body
until you fall into place
or don’t,
maybe we’re forcing it
waking up to dead limbs
but that’s okay
for now
sleep with me shirtless
so I can rest my cheek on your bare chest
feel the softness of your skin
against my hands when I pull you into me
and when we wake up
I’ll run my fingertips
Over your collarbone
And clavicle
Your shoulders and the edge of your jaw
Till you kiss me
In the early morning sunlight
Falling bright and asymmetrical through the curtains
Forming a near spotlight
And my hands on your bare skin
The applause
A spotlight to you
To your hands in my hair
To the way you look at me
When you sleep with me shirtless
And kiss me in the sunlight
Feb 8, 2021
Feb 8, 2021 at 7:22 PM UTC
I pretend I don’t see of what is undesirable
It doesn’t move my soul ..
It’s always something , it’s such an unpleasant feeling..
You’re hurting me, with the blame game..
Say that you love me, but how could you feel the same?
Abuse comes in all forms. Verbally you’re killing me, with words that cut deep..
I keep patching myself up.. you keep ripping the bandages off.
It’s amusing to you.
You shatter my heart on a daily ..
Some days are good and some are bad.
Some are wet and rainy and some are dry
Some are stormy, and some are just cold.. like your heart.
I turn a blind eye to a love that will never be told because it’s so hard.. Its so embarrassing how much I love you ... they would say how could you love someone like that!?
And yet , I still do.
A blind eye to being a fool.
Jan 15, 2021
Jan 15, 2021 at 9:31 AM UTC
When I am by myself
I just sit there
My eyes unfocused
Completely trapped in my mind
As I feel my chest sink
And my heart breaking
I realize
I am alone
The three words echo
Louder in my head
Than a broken glass
In an empty auditorium
I have waited
For calls that never came
Love,
That was never given back
I believed
I could love other people
So much that I could one day
Eventually
Love me too
But when everyone you love leaves
Apart of you, leaves you
too
Even if they come back
I continue to greet them
with open arms
But never forgetting
And Always reminded, Every time
No matter how hard I love
How much I give
That I am easy to let go
People see me whole
But every time
I look in the mirror
All I see, is everything that’s missing
I fill my holes with lies
And short term happiness
It’s easy to not notice
What’s missing beneath the surface
If all I choose to show
Is my smile
But not the pain behind it
The twinkle in my eye often
Confused for happiness
I avoid superficial conversation
But lack the words
To say what I feel deep inside
I am mute to expressing my pain
Sober,
I drown myself in people
To silence my own mind
Until once again
I find myself alone
Unable to hold back the tears
Of how much
I cannot stand
To be left by myself
With my own thoughts
I don’t have trust issues
I have abandonment issues
For I consistently convince myself
That everyone I love will leave me
Like they have
So many times before
And honestly I understand
To look at myself
From someone else’s shoes
With an insiders perspective
And given the choice
To leave me...
I probably would too
Aug 3, 2020
Aug 3, 2020 at 10:49 PM UTC
Do you know what hurts? Liking someone you have no chance with. Denying your feelings towards them because it’s stupid to love them. Having your feelings towards them is pointless until all of them come out from hiding when you see them smile and your heart beats so fast you can't even think clearly. That tiny part of you that has hope that only leads you to disappointment. That's what hurts, knowing something has a 99.99% of not working out the way you want it to but having that 00.01% chance it could keeps you dreaming about it and stops you from moving on. That 00.01% keeps you happy because even that 00.01% is everything you want.
See I loved a boy once, and I think I still do. I don’t think I could ever say it to you how much you mean to me. How much I want to be with you. See I’m just the girl from your past and I know you have no future plans that involves me. See for a very long time I thought that I might be over you. For a very long time, I thought that being over someone meant you didn’t love them anymore. But with you, I’m not sure that’s ever going to be true.
I may not love you the way I used to but I think a part of me will always care for you. I’ll always want you to be happy, even if I’ll be sad in the process. I’ll always smile when someone mentions your name, or I see a picture of you, even if it also makes me crumble. And I’ll always love the memories I have of each other, when we were both crazy for each other, even if those feelings within you are still long gone.
There are days where I don’t miss you. I sigh with relief that the war I was fighting within myself to get through this is over, that I no longer have to cry begging God to help me let go. I smile knowing its not an aching kind of love anymore, but I wish we could’ve worked out. Sometimes I’m grateful you broke my heart because now I’m stronger.
There are days when you are the first thing my mind wonders too. The days I think of scenarios where you’ll come knocking my door to hug me and tell me that you’ll never let me go again. There’re days where I sit with my heart throbbing knowing I’ll never be a part of your family in the way I thought I’d be and building a life with you - by my side.
You will always be my person, but I will move on. It’s a weird anomaly, loving someone with every piece of you but it’s just not enough. It’s a struggle between holding on to what we were and letting go of what we are.
I know I’m not easy to love. I am stubborn and I breakdown constantly wishing I can tell you about my rough past. But I promise to love you. I promise to give you all I possibly can give. I promise to hold and kiss you every chance I get. I promise to show you off to the world because I will truly be the luckiest girl on earth if I have you by my side. I promise to always make sure you are taken care of and I promise to never let you go to bed upset. I promise to give you all of my attention, regardless if I’m out with my friends. I will always put you first and I will always make sure you’re smiling. I promise to give you the world if you promise to stand by my side, no matter how rough things may get. If you love me, I promise to love you unconditionally. Alway.
I haven’t forgotten about you, in fact, when we started talking to each other again I thought it was a sign. I thought maybe God finally answered my prayers. All the begging would be answered. But now I’m not so sure. We are at a good place now but sometimes I wish you were more than just my friend, that you’d be the person I’d spend the rest of my life with. That your eyes that are warm pools of honey bathing in the sunlight will be next to me every day when I wake up. But before I let myself be dragged into that fantasy I pull myself out knowing that I’m just the girl of your past and you will never know how much I’d like to rewrite my wrongs making everything right…
Jul 21, 2020
Jul 21, 2020 at 5:11 AM UTC
Love me, hate me
Desire me, despise me
Hold me, leave me
But do not ignore me
See me, as I see you
Do not pass me by
as if I’m not there
Do not show me
you’re happy without me
Let me in,
tell me I belong
Do not shatter me
and crush my hopes
But reach out,
take my hand
and let me in.
Jun 12, 2020
Jun 12, 2020 at 10:54 AM UTC
Zie me
denk ik telkens als je me
nonchalant passeert in de gang
**** me
roep ik stilzwijgend
als ik je stem herken
Voel me
fluister ik als we per ongeluk
tegen elkaar opbotsen
Ken me
zoals alleen jij dat kan
Hou van me
bid ik hoopvol elke nacht
Vergeef me
dat ik je dit niet durf zeggen
May 12, 2020
May 12, 2020 at 11:45 AM UTC
give me a number,
the appropriate label,
and compare me to the rest.
set me aside for a rainy day when you’ve exhausted through your list.
lets face it,
i’m just another: nothing more, nothing less.
everything i am to you
is that which you can see.
you simplify me down
to something for your frail mind read.
sometimes I wonder if this feeling is the voice of my own perceived inadequacy?
will someone ever really just love me for me?
Apr 23, 2020
Apr 23, 2020 at 12:06 AM UTC
you play quite well
hey handsome
that rings a bell
looks like home
i think i fell
can you play some more
i am not sure
if i can carry on
on and on
but with you
i can just try again
again
just to gain
some love
some affection
not sure if you are shy
but just let me know
i can wait
just don't be late
love
Apr 22, 2020
Apr 22, 2020 at 4:04 AM UTC
As I watch the kids, being fetched by their parents
I frown and looked away, as I got fetched by my driver
I quietly sat down and had to endure the silence
my misery worsens as i hear kids laughter
I was trained to be an heir
with everything on my plate
I'm grateful and happy for it
but I jus't didn't want this fate
As i ate on the kitchen table..
i only saw a note from my dad
"I'm going out for awhile, tell your mom"
Do i have the right to be mad?
"MOM I HAD ENOUGH!"
tears beginning to escape my eyes
my mom looked at me confused
as to why i started to cry
mom, dad, I don't need fame
mom, dad, I don't want your money
What i want, is something you can't buy...
"I just want you... to love me"
and thats what they have to realize...
that something..money can't buy
Feb 19, 2020
Feb 19, 2020 at 4:16 AM UTC