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There comes a heavy feeling
in my worn and tired heart
that every time that a bell is rung
its time to fall apart
I am scared of wind in the way
a deer is scared of headlights
but i have mistaken a wasp sting for a fleabite
Aug 27, 2021
Aug 27, 2021 at 5:09 AM UTC
wait what hey ***
that aint mine
you said you didnt wanna come back here tonight
fox worthy
you funny guy
put
my
hands on the back of my
oh **** that old ladies got SOME
GUM
see ya
ding daddle ding
dumb
on the run again
lost all my favorite jeans again
hiding in the trees
haw
johny law man
cant see me
oh snap here comes my friends !
oh no
dont see me!
im a bird
nothin to see
chirp
haw awe man
heh heh whatta u doin up there
hey
look cops are here again
you owe me twenty bucks
ohh neat
off to jail again
oh no not that judge again
i hope i get some mail from my friends
i just cainst wait ta get out a jail agin
Turbulent , tumultuous,
Testing ,
Trying,
Times.
Solo
So
Low
So
Slow
Lowly
Solely
Slowly
Solo-ee
Trudging
Bare foot in the snow
Uphill up
A bell curve incline
As the weight of the world
Focusing
All of its weight
Upon
Me.
And all of it gravity
***** me down
Yoked to the
Worst of the uncaring
On the verge of collapsing
They wait impatiently
Up on yonder wonderin
How much longer I'll be .
Thay all got thier
Big ole
Buckets
Of burden
They gotd time to do themselves
But rather throw them on
Me.....and at the midway in this most vertical
Incline
Snow blowin
In my mind
Something gives
.
....an....
I'm thinking
Exacerbating.
Pondering
Contemplating
Vacillating
..Wondering ..
I'mportant
Things
All kinds a things.
Like if ice
Is made from water
Then
When it
Melts
Why does it taste funny.
and why does my celly always fall asleep before me and sounds like a weazing grizzly ridin a bulltaco 500 up hill underwater and i cant ever sleep
And why don't the fruit flies in my room like my organic made from real fruit
Gummy bears
And do the cows stop and
Stare at me as if
I'm melting
Is it because they are eating the mushrooms
And Is it accidentally
Or are they secretly
High and
Harvesting?
seems like
a ******** way to get high
buuut........... then again
who am I
ta think
on such things?
What do you think I think?
Nothing ?
Ya?
No!
I think
That I think
Too much.
If there is
Sucha
Thing.
Anotha
Vanilla bean
Ice cream
Wet willie
Hypolerbies
In tune with
June
Jumpin on
Jupiter
With pockets full
Of juniper
Berries
I swear hes
Done gone lost his mind
This time
I got got
Got
GOT
No time
I got to get out
Of this
Place
Oh boo you got idears but no clue
What solitary confinement
Can do ta
Me .......here....s
Mar 3, 2021
Mar 3, 2021 at 6:20 PM UTC
Each day I wake with a feeling of pride.
I’ve made a recovery, have healed my mind.
Learned to appreciate the world so wide,
Do my washing, make my bed, fall in line.
I even go for daily walks to clear my head,
For when the man in the shadows spits out death threats,
To escape what is and discover what could be,
If I just power through with my recovery.
But I don’t know what I’m doing, I don’t know how to live,
I went diving head first without knowing how to swim.
My family waits, smiles fixed, but eyes tired,
Clapping for any little thing, weighed down by wishful pride.
I just have to raise the alarm, make some kind of sound,
But falling is fine until you hit the ground.
Jun 29, 2018
Jun 29, 2018 at 4:16 AM UTC
Ben Harper I'll Rise
h ttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TFBJ5rZvkqg&index;=13&list;=PLWkaSIv8-XkuLA_JfCceL0UpXZciixzwO
The ***** Caravan - ****** (1/8) Movie CLIP (2000) HD
h ttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tGDO-9hfaiI
I'll Fight Ya For It - ****** (2/8) Movie CLIP (2000) HD
h ttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g7QBS0O7gT0
Red Hot Chili Peppers - If You Have To Ask Lyrics
h ttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wl7im2WyWS8
Apr 2, 2016
Apr 2, 2016 at 12:49 PM UTC
Danzig - Mother with lyrics
h ttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wvQ2z-DWBA8
and they rallied round my family...
rage against the machine - bulls on parade lyrics
h ttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eQUdVZetaFE
Mar 31, 2016
Mar 31, 2016 at 5:13 PM UTC
I wept last night for a lost home,
not a home of roof and walls windows nor doors,
not of beds, chairs and rooms to rest upon or within,
But a home of my heart where i feel lost,
a place where God flows and embraces,
and i never am forgotten not in the hearts of man,
but never forgotten in the heart of God.
I felt so far from home, though even when I am close and in full embrace,
I cry and hurt cause of all the love i feel for such a place.
not a poem, just a fact.
Mar 31, 2016
Mar 31, 2016 at 5:09 PM UTC
Ten Months since this thing seemed to come to a head.
As the content of and events of my bed,
Or is it piped directly to your head,
This thing of my sad spread.
Ten Months have transpired,
As stated by someone probably via better satire,
They have seen far worse Devils in the month of January comets fire,
Though the Devil of me was found not for hire,
Far from the Mountains of the Moon in dead head attire.
So ten months have gone to waste,
As I fumbled about is desperate haste,
All to turn down a crowned fate,
Or was it far more true that I was just too **** late.
So, they say life is what you make it and make it so frail,
Yet I found power of positive thought seemed one more suited for hell,
Did I simply not notice the posted directions in my cell,
Or was it more to the facts and the mind of mine simply set sail.
Was it that silly of me to care and doubt,
That I would or could be the last boy scout,
As the last star fighter shouted out,
Look out, oh **** look out, this thing can wipe us all out.
Sad really that I find time and dates to be so cumbersome,
As if I could keep track of such complexity while on the run,
Or was it more to the fact that I never stood a chance against all your fun.
Ten months gone and none to quote,
That my life stand in stark contract with a slit on my throat,
Or was it simply and cruelly just a sick joke,
One that I wish I could escape with a long deep ****
So I lay to rest this Devils tongue of mine raging insanity,
To maybe trade it in on a life or fit for manifestation instantaneously,
Or maybe so you can stop bashing my heart upon this pain constantly,
Hoping to escape this prison of defamation and self deprecation finally,
Maybe my language choices will reveal something better of me,
Not that you didn't already know what the out come is to be.
But hey,
Who cares anyway,
I do in and every single **** day,
I am betting you do,
Other wise you would have paid such attention to this of me a fool,
So take no offense,
Please don't choose to be on the fence,
Love me or hate me pick one of the two,
Before all other thing you too are a fool.
I do care and some of you do too, so by all means never forget that I chose
all I chose hoping you could do better than this of me being the ******** fool.
Not a poem to call worth your while,
No, it is simply a moment for you to smile,
And remember that you to can aspire,
To do more than you thought and care all the while.
Or to realize what not to do cause this here **** did me and mine some serious damage and well, it will be okay, maybe, in a great long *** while.
Side note of a thought last night:
and of these moments upon moments what has the people to say?
ah, to describe their lusts of my decay, though some support my frail smiles,
as the light residing in me begins to burn the ****** of the media to their cores vial.
the good shall dance upon the graves buried alive the media's naive.
bane is the name and your end is my game, oh sorry dear media prostitutes,
what again was your name? your head stone the good smiling victims beg to know
as they sing the praise of long sweet days of you ****** dethroned.
Mar 31, 2016
Mar 31, 2016 at 4:54 PM UTC
UAL 568
You All Fixate.
You All Fix It.
Fix It You All.
Ahhh Hell it could be anything right!?...
welcome to the tag line, it is fine, it is fine all the time...
Ahh who am I kidding I fixate as I try and Fix It..
like I said, Jack of all trades Ace of none hon.
well Ace of some... just lost the password to my username is all.
Mar 31, 2016
Mar 31, 2016 at 4:25 PM UTC
http://biblehub.com/john/10-1.htm
Mar 31, 2016
Mar 31, 2016 at 1:08 AM UTC