#liana
dear liana,
i know you aren't here anymore. i don't know if you're alive. here- i knew you for three months- like everyone, it seems- and we messaged every day about stupid things and depression and being left behind. did i ever hurt you, by accident? i'm so sure i must have. anyways. i did love you. with all of my eleven-year-old heart. maybe you don't remember me because you knew me by a different name.
m.
i don't know exactly what you did. i know you stopped me. i do miss you too.
love, m.
ps. why am i signing with all my names? i still hope you'd know me as ren. i hope you'd recognize me.
Mar 31
Mar 31, 2026 at 3:21 AM UTC
dear liana,
i know you aren't here anymore. i don't know if you're alive. here- i knew you for three months- like everyone, it seems- and we messaged every day about stupid things and depression and being left behind. did i ever hurt you, by accident? i'm so sure i must have. anyways. i did love you. with all of my eleven-year-old heart. maybe you don't remember me because you knew me by a different name.
m.
i don't know exactly what you did. i know you stopped me. i do miss you too.
love, m.
ps. why am i signing with all my names? i still hope you'd know me as ren. i hope you'd recognize me.
Mar 29
Mar 29, 2026 at 5:45 PM UTC
i don't know what happened to you
where you went
who you were, exactly
i don't even know if you're dead or alive
i know i love you
a lot
more than you could imagine
sometimes i think about you,
when i'm lying awake
with razors under my pillow
and knowing that people have it worse
than me
i think about you when i see stars come out
from behind clouds at night
i think about you when i see dandelions
growing in sidewalk cracks
i think about you all the time
if you're there
know i care
know you deserve the world
and the stars
and the universe
for everyone you ever loved
to hold your hand
know you were always
the meteor shower
not me
know you were always so much stronger
and brighter
and better
you were shining
know that if you ever come back
i hope to be there
whatever you wish,
liana
i always loved you.
** your star
Nov 3, 2025
Nov 3, 2025 at 11:33 PM UTC
That night
It was
Us three
Two voices
Speaking. One
Sat silent
Us existing,
Talking, being
Apart, together.
I miss
Your voice
And you
Sep 22, 2025
Sep 22, 2025 at 11:19 PM UTC
thank you 6.21.25 (8:42 pm / 20:42)
i think i made someone's day happier today
i don't think you have any idea how wonderful that is
the feeling that instead of ruining something like i always do
i made it better
you'll never know how happy that made me
to realize i could help someone else be happy too
she said i was a star
the kind that comes out from behind clouds
on a too-dark night
i have never been told anything more beautiful
all the stars are on your side, liana
thank you
Jun 21, 2025
Jun 21, 2025 at 11:53 PM UTC
Whispers of the night,
Raindrops dance on rooftops low,
Dreams drift in the hush.
Feb 19, 2025
Feb 19, 2025 at 10:44 PM UTC
I love the way you write
I love the way you comment on so many poems
I love the way you post so often
I love the way you bring happiness and poetry
I love the way you show others you care
I love everything I know about you
(Platonically of course)
Nov 12, 2024
Nov 12, 2024 at 10:30 AM UTC
i fear that when i love
it is far to much like a vine.
always longing to cling
and unable to grow alone
feeding off the sap of another
deteriorating any of my host trees
competing for their light
heavily vine laden trees grow more slowly
produce fewer seeds
less fruit
and due to their deteriorative effects on trees
most people seem to advocate the removal of vines.
i fear that when i love it is far too parasitic.
Feb 14, 2018
Feb 14, 2018 at 7:30 AM UTC