dear liana,
i know you aren't here anymore. i don't know if you're alive. here- i knew you for three months- like everyone, it seems- and we messaged every day about stupid things and depression and being left behind. did i ever hurt you, by accident? i'm so sure i must have. anyways. i did love you. with all of my eleven-year-old heart. maybe you don't remember me because you knew me by a different name.
m.
i don't know exactly what you did. i know you stopped me. i do miss you too.
love, m.
ps. why am i signing with all my names? i still hope you'd know me as ren. i hope you'd recognize me.
Mar 31
Mar 31, 2026 at 3:21 AM UTC
dear liana,
i know you aren't here anymore. i don't know if you're alive. here- i knew you for three months- like everyone, it seems- and we messaged every day about stupid things and depression and being left behind. did i ever hurt you, by accident? i'm so sure i must have. anyways. i did love you. with all of my eleven-year-old heart. maybe you don't remember me because you knew me by a different name.
m.
i don't know exactly what you did. i know you stopped me. i do miss you too.
love, m.
ps. why am i signing with all my names? i still hope you'd know me as ren. i hope you'd recognize me.
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