#lastgoodbye
It happened before I even started school —
a goodbye I never wanted,
never understood, but have carried ever since.
It was with the most important person in my life.
She was strong —
strong enough to fight death with all her might,
just to hold off that painful goodbye.
But in the end,
God won,
and He took her far away from me.
So far…
that we never met again.
So far…
that all I have now are stories, photographs,
and pieces of her living gently in our memories.
Her absence became my first grief,
her love —
my first lesson in strength.
Jul 24, 2025
Jul 24, 2025 at 8:15 AM UTC
in soft whispers, our tale did start,
he, the constant beat within my heart,
through all my flaws, his love prevailed,
yet now, it's like a ship that sailed. (drifted away)
in silent vows, we danced in dreams,
but now, reality it seems,
has torn our love like shattered beams.
his gaze, once warm, now icy cold,
my love, a story never told,
i loved him deeply, hearts enfold,
now distant shores, my love untold.
in silent tears, my heart does weep,
a love so deep, now lost in sleep,
i gave my all, our secrets keep,
but now alone,
i sadly reap. (feelings of loneliness and heartache)
as i watch him drift away,
i'll cling to memories, come what may,
for love, though lost, still finds its way.
Apr 1, 2025
Apr 1, 2025 at 11:37 AM UTC
If the world was ending, I would text you
But I know I wouldn't even be on your list;
A part of the special few.
But the thing is, I wouldn’t text you to tell you I love you
Because that wouldn't be the truth
A part of me still misses what we used to be
But I've become someone new.
My text would come from a place of love,
But not in the way you might think
Because I've already mourned the loss of us.
I'm stronger than that fragile girl with bloodshot eyes,
Watching her tears roll down the sink.
I would text you and say:
My Love,
You deserve the world.
You deserve to be happy.
You deserve the sun,
And every star in the galaxy.
I wish I could've given you the universe that I promised
But your world came crashing down
And you chose not to be honest.
I wish you would have given me the chance to say one last goodbye
Because, my Love,
I would've told you you deserved everything;
I would've told you not to cry.
Jul 6, 2021
Jul 6, 2021 at 5:43 PM UTC
being driven off a cliff isn’t too bad
other than the cold breeze
and that song that ended too soon
the butterflies even eventually fade
but man, let me tell you about the view
clouds danced with the horizon
the setting sun peaked through
Bob Ross would’ve envied my last adieu
sea gulls hovering
waves crashed over dunes
ocean mist floating freely
my head was stuck on stupid ****
bills unpaid
plants unwatered
I wondered what you’d assume
You'd search for something rational
Maybe a faulty barricade
or a curve that I hit too soon
positive I had been a little reckless
in fact those are partially true
I don’t know how to tell you
the real answer was you
Apr 5, 2018
Apr 5, 2018 at 2:32 PM UTC
How many goodbyes must I do to be finally a goodbye?
Jan 31, 2018
Jan 31, 2018 at 5:20 AM UTC
I saw her line fall flat
It was a sign that she's not turning back
A while ago i checked on her
It made me cry a river
I asked a question
But her silent told me everything in her position
A sound I'll never hear again
A beat that skipped a thousand repeat
I long to see
Her being with me
But all acts are nothing now
She has bowed her last show
I waited for her to come back
But it was a time to accept the fact
That she is no longer breathing
And she is in the great unknown just smiling
I wanted to say goodbye
Not knowing she already did
Like the last song i never heard
From the stereo i always listened to
She was and still the best
She deserves a rest
Rest in peace
When my time comes to an end
I shall see you again...
Mar 25, 2017
Mar 25, 2017 at 10:28 AM UTC
Having a friendship with you was emotionally taxing. Some days you were awesome and on most,you were shitty. I'd wake up not knowing which you I'd get that day. You have messed me up more than anyone else,and what made it worse was you never even noticed . You might disagree but,when someone tells you you've hurt them,you dont get to justify it or decide that you didn't.
It was rainbows and butterflies and shii in the beginning but as time went on,it got real. You weren't there when my whole life was falling apart,on days I woke up hoping to die. You were never that friend I could rely on for emotional support..I'm just gonna assume it's because you're such a happy person so you have no patience for such?Don't know but ya.
I told you our friendship was slowly dying but you refused to believe it. While you were busy with your awesome life,I was learning how to not be so reliant on you,how to go back to life without you,how to fall out of love with you (because i never really got over you) but anyway,I'm over all that. All the effort I put into our friendship, I'm gonna put into myself.
Oh and,nice move not putting up a fight,how easily you let me go shows me how much I meant to you. Anyway ,bye.
Jul 25, 2016
Jul 25, 2016 at 10:38 AM UTC