#inpain
This feeling is like
A weighted blanket
I can’t shake
A suffocating
Uncontrollable
Hurt
A silent scream
Ever present
A severed connection
Separating me
From life
Stuck behind glass
Always looking in
Banging loudly
Yet never to be heard
Only ever alone
With my pain
The only one
Always by my side
The only one
Never to leave me
Mar 28, 2022
Mar 28, 2022 at 9:10 PM UTC
It had been a while
Even tho no tears were shed
I could feel it was a wound tt would possibly leave a huge scar
I had no bad intentions when i said it
I had no ill meaning when i did it
I did it out the pure feeling of longing
Out of the innocent feeling of yearning
If i had to mke an apology
I would apologising for loving a woman like a lil girl
It was all love at first
And that love kept growing n spiraling out of control
Everytime my hrt beat ...... i swear i could feel it ...... as if its about to break through the cage
Everytime i put my hand on my chest it was as if im trying to calm a mad dog down
A feeling i loved n hated
Cause Everytime it reminded me of how deep it was
How deep the wound was gonn be
As i kept replaying the worst case scenario in my head
And making more rush decisions
In a sad attempt to protect my heart
In the end it didn't hurt
At least not at the moment
But the longer i sat there the more i could feel the wound opening
As if its about to rip my hrt in 2
I clucthed at my chest
Held on for dear life
The laughter echoed in the empty starry nyt
Reminesce of a broken heart,
No.......broken mind
As i sat there feeling regret from the word protect your heart.
Mar 17, 2021
Mar 17, 2021 at 7:26 AM UTC
Will you please experience the rain of love ?Which sheds not from the sky
But from my eye everynight !
Feb 5, 2021
Feb 5, 2021 at 9:57 AM UTC
Its raining heavily, I'm stuck in the mud.Struggling, trying to stay still...
I am helpless and can't escape.
Before, I wasn't stuck in here, but when I saw her pulling them up; One by one, they all break free. They all rejoice while she still suffers.
I couldn't bare it much longer. I took a step and pulls her. Her other half is free at a distance but still miserable behind its own cage.
I have decided to take a risk. I'm aware that there's no turning back.
I chose to take her place and free her; even if it means I'll be the one to suffer.
I wipe her tears with my hand. Wore my smile and tell her it's fine. I promise I will free her from such burden. And see her soothing smile at me again.
The more I pull the more I sink, but its fine...so long as she's freed. I will give her my all even I sink deeper. My life is nothing in exchange for her freedom.
Sep 20, 2019
Sep 20, 2019 at 9:38 AM UTC
People have their own agenda and objective,
And no matter how much of yourself you give,
I've realized people just take and you're left alone by yourself to live.
Sep 26, 2018
Sep 26, 2018 at 12:15 AM UTC
till the day I can forget you
or
the day you'll realize you can't forget me.
Jun 23, 2015
Jun 23, 2015 at 8:41 PM UTC
Its 6 am,
and the clock
on the wall,
keeps me awake,
makes me aware
of time ticking by.
My heart broke,
a long time ago
and i don't think
i can ever
be whole.
Apr 6, 2015
Apr 6, 2015 at 12:06 AM UTC