Sharing my feelings and my perspective of your behaviours I try,
But all you respond is, "you built it up in your head to cry".
Jan 14, 2025
Jan 14, 2025 at 2:16 PM UTC
Craving for that quick fix, the euphoric yet momentary feeling of being loved,
Mustering up enough empathy, love and kindness to give, even though I am starved,
Walking down dark alleys, searching in all the wrong places,
Quick taste of the sample has me blurring out all the bad memories and faces,
Until, I am yet again brutally mugged,
Robbed by people often disguised as friends and family the minute I’m sufficiently drugged,
I wallow in pain and self-pity,
Over and over, it’s the same story,
Falling from a new height to an even newer low,
There’s heartbreak wherever I go.
Mar 16, 2022
Mar 16, 2022 at 5:51 AM UTC
And in my head, when I'm gone,
I'm the only one to mourn
Dec 19, 2021
Dec 19, 2021 at 3:35 AM UTC
A web intricately designed to accept this warped reality,
Demanding what I deserve, I've now lost the ability,
Trapped in a labyrinth of fake promises and smiles,
Ever so often, a new can of worms I am handed from familiar aisles,
Yet I am made to believe it is all in my mind,
I desperately need to leave this life behind
Dec 19, 2021
Dec 19, 2021 at 3:31 AM UTC
Poets are sociopaths
masquerading as artists
who've convinced themselves they know how to connect to other people
while having no clue where their own heart is.
Feb 17, 2021
Feb 17, 2021 at 2:38 PM UTC
What if the clouds are weeping with glee
As they gently let their burdens go
Cherishing what it means to be free
Dancing in the wind, with ebb and flow?
Feb 17, 2021
Feb 17, 2021 at 2:34 PM UTC
My death
Would be my last attempt to get your attention
Dec 25, 2020
Dec 25, 2020 at 9:38 PM UTC
I always thought we were the perfect match.
But matches are meant
to ignite
and burn out.
Jun 14, 2020
Jun 14, 2020 at 5:27 AM UTC