#imnotokay
its a never ending cycle,
loss after loss. Im tired of my friends
telling me that time heals, i know it does
but for a moment i just want to stop healing, breaking.
i keep breaking myself over and over, im tired.
Tired of healing, tired of breaking,
tired of giving my all and receive nothing but sorrow.
When will I get off this labyrinth of suffering im trapped in?
Jan 5, 2023
Jan 5, 2023 at 1:50 PM UTC
You like D&D,
Audrey Hepburn,
Fangoria,
Harry Houdini,
And croquet.
You can't swim,
You can't dance,
And you don't know karate.
Face it,
You just read this in Ray Toro's voice ;)
Dec 18, 2020
Dec 18, 2020 at 10:21 AM UTC
Roses are red
Violets are gay
MCR broke up
Im Not Okay
(I Promise)
Dec 13, 2020
Dec 13, 2020 at 8:12 PM UTC
why do i have to pretend
that i don't care
just to get you
to care
Nov 30, 2019
Nov 30, 2019 at 3:05 PM UTC
The light in her eyes fade
The candles unable to draw a flame
Because the winds are to strong now
The smile she wore everyday
Hanging in the back of her closet
Her happiness left
She’s begging it back
Everyone knows that never works
Why me? Why now?
The days were brighter yesterday
Today is nothing but clouds
She trying to pulls her smile over her face
But the brace
It wont stay
Especially today.
-kathycis
Nov 29, 2018
Nov 29, 2018 at 2:23 AM UTC
i am not okay
i still remember you
every ******* day
Jun 14, 2016
Jun 14, 2016 at 10:33 AM UTC
I keep telling myself I'm okay,
I keep trying to trick myself into thinking that I'm happy, but it isn't that easy.
Nothing is ever easy.
So, I fake a smile all day and get caught in mindless conversations.
At the end of the day it just isn't enough.
I stay awake all night, tossing and turning,
With awful anxiety.
I worry about what could've been,
But mostly of what will be.
I hate not knowing if what I've done is right
And if this is the life im supposed to be living.
I feel as if I might turn down the wrong road,
Like one small mistake will ruin my entire life.
I wish I could believe in destiny.
Oct 16, 2014
Oct 16, 2014 at 3:26 AM UTC