You don't see the world
The way I do
You see stars
I see constellations.
Feb 18, 2015
Feb 18, 2015 at 12:58 AM UTC
One more drink,
A cigarette,
Another song,
Any excuse to **** the pain,
Of remembering,
I'm all I've got,
And I used to be so much more.
Jan 21, 2015
Jan 21, 2015 at 4:49 AM UTC
I know you say I hurt you,
Lets contrast and compare,
Mine are still here,
Yours were never there.
Jan 21, 2015
Jan 21, 2015 at 4:38 AM UTC
I know that I'm not ready,
I know you fear it too.
If only I could open you up,
To all of your most tattered pages,
Feel the rips the others left behind,
And mend them one by one,
Piece together the scraps let loose,
Make sense of the sentences torn apart,
Give your story meaning,
By putting you back in sequence,
I can bare the cut of every page,
And swallow the pain of every word,
If only it meant that you would continue.
I would rewrite your beginnings,
Soften our rise and fall,
And give you the ending you always deserved.
Jan 21, 2015
Jan 21, 2015 at 4:25 AM UTC
I like men and I hate cuddling
so im left to wonder why
this beautiful woman
is laying her head upon my chest, slightly
snoring, peaceful as she rests.
She's beautiful as she sleeps
but im confused and honestly
her leg is making mine hot.
Im uncomfortable.
I know she needs this and I wont be
the one to take it away from her.
Jan 8, 2015
Jan 8, 2015 at 4:38 AM UTC
Four hearts,
I can barely handle one.
The first: My own,
Broken many times before,
Mended by nothing but my own hands.
Experienced by many.
The second:
Slightly worn and completely stable,
Experienced by one.
The third:
Soft and gentle,
Experienced by few,
But keeps coming back for more.
The fourth:
Open and beautifully naive,
Experienced by none,
Ready to start beating.
All of them amaze me,
The love you can learn,
Sometimes exceeds what you can feel,
Curiosity greater than experience.
Oct 27, 2014
Oct 27, 2014 at 5:53 AM UTC
It's been almost a year,
A year since you've gone.
Since our last dance,
And I can remember every word,
You whispered to me,
As the band played,
To orchestrate our movement.
My arms aligned with yours,
Our bodies in perfect unison.
That was the last night,
That was the last dance,
And your final breath,
I still feel you on me,
It's honestly a tragedy.
I know it was wrong,
But you made me the happiest I've ever been.
I still think of you
Every day,
When I walk through the door,
When my hips shift,
I want you to shift with me.
In my mind,
You're still here.
Oct 27, 2014
Oct 27, 2014 at 5:44 AM UTC
In walks little ole me.
Then the two girls talking ****
In the corner,
With their stares burning my skin.
Then the **********
They've had too much to drink,
Loud.
Now I can't hear my favorite song.
The one the bartender decided to play,
Because at one point,
It was just the two of us.
It was perfect,
But nothing is forever.
No, perfection isn't us.
Its not out style.
Oct 23, 2014
Oct 23, 2014 at 12:55 AM UTC
you said
it doesn't matter anyway
it never did
you said
it didn't matter
if it was a week, a month, or a year
we wouldn't be forever anyway
you once said
you loved me
on a cold and dark night like this
you said
it didn't matter
but baby
it matters to me
Oct 20, 2014
Oct 20, 2014 at 4:48 PM UTC
When loving someone, we sometimes get lost
I went from someone you wanted
To someone you resented
Because love has the power to change us
And now I realize that I miss my old self
The one you loved before becoming this empty shell
And now I realize I must become that self again
Change for the better so that I will keep sane
And now I realize that you miss that old self too
But you still love me like I love you
And that has made all the difference
That you kept holding my hand while I fixed myself
And become once again the girl you deserve
Oct 19, 2014
Oct 19, 2014 at 3:18 AM UTC