#imdone
I'm done with you
I'm done with drama
I'm done with life
I'm done with being 17
I'm done with not be happy
I'm done with him
IM DONE!!!!!
Apr 14
Apr 14, 2026 at 11:45 AM UTC
DEAR PENPAL PEOPLE, I think my words speak for themselves;}
tired of the blinded faults
disgusted by the brutal unappreciation
manifested in the untied bonds
to **** the place and fire up the numbs
maybe ending in tons of regrets and flooded ponds
yet my indecisive conscience knows no faked up fonts
and my rage is bored of a game of prison where no fun
just please me with your silence drowned
keep me with your mouths shut down
you call me rage with no bounds
well blame yourselves for the upcoming storm and sounds
-----ravenfeels
Apr 2, 2021
Apr 2, 2021 at 1:47 PM UTC
well let me think on this...
am I stupid too?
for loving You?
yes, I guess I am...
May 28, 2020
May 28, 2020 at 10:32 AM UTC
I deserve to be with someone
who isn't confused
about the feelings
they have for me
Oct 20, 2019
Oct 20, 2019 at 12:26 PM UTC
This world is a huge mess
My life is a huge mess
People yell at me
I'm unloved,
Bullied,
Mentally beaten,
Sleep deprived,
Hungry
I get anxiety attacks
Because of my dad,
School,
People,
The voices in my head,
And my own thoughts
And all I can say is "I'm fine."
I'm sorry,
I can't do this anymore,
I don't know if I'll ever come back
I'm not strong enough anymore,
I'm losing this fight
Goodbye, I'm done
Nov 9, 2018
Nov 9, 2018 at 9:56 AM UTC
Badly need someone to lean on
My knees are weak, so faint and down-and-out
My tears are falling, my pretention is over.
Sep 20, 2018
Sep 20, 2018 at 10:55 AM UTC
Drink until I give up
Drink until I die
I've done my share
I've tried to save
But now I say goodbye
Aug 13, 2018
Aug 13, 2018 at 6:42 PM UTC
i won't talk about my depression
it'll only bring you down
you'll get that nervous look in your eyes
the second i open my mouth
if you only knew how much energy it takes,
for me to take that step
how much fear i feel,
and how little hope i have left.
if you knew that it feels like lava,
burning through my chest.
someone wraps iron hands,
on the the few words i have left,
and it takes everything i am
to scream
and
scream
them out.
they come out like a whisper,
and now its your shout
you sit and say your sorry,
that you hope i'll be better soon.
maybe i should have an early night,
or watch a movie
like
you
do.
my love, no, you do not understand.
mi not just tired
im through.
i've long accepted shallow understanding
i just didn't expect it from you.
Mar 9, 2018
Mar 9, 2018 at 3:16 PM UTC
I'm done for the day
What else can I say
I no longer want to play
Emotions starting to sway
My mask flew away
Leave me alone
I just want to go home
There's nowhere to roam
I'm turning off my phone
Gonna Lie down tired bones
I'm done for the day
Thoughts in disarray
They never obey
It's a feeling of dismay
Being life's proverbial prey
©Pauline Russell
Jul 17, 2017
Jul 17, 2017 at 10:20 AM UTC
there's endless poems of broken hearts and broken dreams
there's endless stories of what could've been
I think about what we were
and how I become a part of the cliche in which I am another woman
broken down like a little girl
because of the infidelities that I thought would stop because you said you love me
I have realized that love has become an excuse
to hurt others and for others to accept it
I accepted your lies
time and time again
now I am another cliche
broken by the relationship you let fall to pieces
Apr 27, 2017
Apr 27, 2017 at 11:53 PM UTC
I don't want a kiss from you
With begging I am through
I'll no longer softly touch your back
I'm done with all of that
I now believe what you say
Love, you will Never show my way
You say you still care
But with that I can not bear
In my heart I've already let you go
So there is NOTHING you need to show
So keep on living your emotionless life
I'll take my razor sharp knife
Cutting out the emotions I had for you
I'll seal it all up with glue
It'll be like it was before
Just a heart bleeding and sore
I don't want to think of you any more
Of how you pushed me back in the ocean when I washed upon your shore
I'm sorry I fell in love
I understand your shove
So I will continue on my way
Maybe I'll find what I'm needing one day
Your signals at times where so confusing
You always left me a glimmer of hope,.... I guess it was amusing
But don't worry anymore when I'm around
There will be no emotions in my eyes to be found
I'll stay as distant as you have always been
I might even manage that elusive grin
Jul 29, 2016
Jul 29, 2016 at 1:04 PM UTC
i'm sorry really,
but i guess we were both being silly,
i hope you agree with me, but i no longer see a you & i.
i no longer see the galaxies in your eyes.
i no longer see you shining like a star from afar.
i no longer see the art pour out of you,
i guess what im saying is i'm through.
i'm done with you.
i'm done trying to be who you expect me to.
i'm done with you not caring about me.
You see, we were never meant to be.
We're too different from each other,
I just wasn't ready for a lover.
You moved to fast,
I moved to slow.
I kind of knew we weren't going to last,
i also knew it wasn't going to grow.
So.
Im sorry really,
but i guess we were both being silly,
i hope you agree with me,
but i no longer see a you & i.
Feb 13, 2016
Feb 13, 2016 at 10:31 PM UTC
I'm done
Fighting
Trying
Fixing
I'm done
Being a cliche
Not making the cut
Being picked on
But yet here I am, doing all those things
Cliche
Cut
Picked
So I try to do as they say
And do something different
I cry instead of keeping it in
I talk instead of bottling up
I become vivid instead of shutting down
I'm done
Feeling stupid
Feeling useless
Feeling powerless
I'm done
Trapped
Pawn
Kid
I'm ready
Ready to stop taking it
Ready to take control
Ready to get out
So here I am
I'm done
I'm ready
So
I'm gone.
Jan 27, 2016
Jan 27, 2016 at 11:59 PM UTC
Rain clouds as far as the eye can see.
Water pouring from the sky, drowning me.
I close my eyes, and shut out the dim, pale light.
I give into my sorrow, my starless night.
My eyes fill with tears, but they are covered up by the rain.
The blood drips from my body, and the water worsens the pain.
The pain shoots through my body, the worst pain I've ever known.
And i let out a scream of terror, the most weakness I've ever known.
I wait for myself to drown beneath the tide.
This time, why even bother to ask why?
I'm so far out to sea not a soul would hear me.
But then i remember, my mind is the sea.
My thoughts enclose me, trapped with no way out.
And then i stop crying, it's already too late, not a thing to cry about.
My eyes slowly close as the world fades away.
This time I'm asleep for good, I will not live to see another day.
A bittersweet smile finally crosses my face.
The muffled "goodbye" and I'm gone without a trace.
Oct 25, 2015
Oct 25, 2015 at 11:14 PM UTC
I think I'm like a mega man fan in 2012
I'm unable to sleep correctly
Fiercely debating what I need to do in my life daily
Lately, I've been restless even though I know I'm blessed it's
A monkey a can't kick off my back
Has anybody else been here?
Slapped in the face consistently by fear?
of not knowing where you're supposed to go
or where your river of life shall flow?
Second guessing can be a blessing
steppin back to consider the lessons
life teaches you on the way
To where you're supposed to be going
it's better than where you've been, I can guarantee.
restlessness is a persistent imp.
following me like a pulp fiction style gimp
so stop following me,
I'm done with thee
Oct 23, 2015
Oct 23, 2015 at 1:31 AM UTC
i was going to write about
how much i hate you
~
but then i realized
i just hate myself
Jul 18, 2015
Jul 18, 2015 at 1:40 AM UTC
Why do you have to push me?
I don't have any choice?
Love is not enough for you?
Because oh my dear, I'm done with you...
Mar 6, 2015
Mar 6, 2015 at 3:25 PM UTC
I wish I may I wish I might
slide a blade across my throat tonight
take a pill just one too many
the world doesn't need me there's more people, there's plenty
climb atop the roof so high
fall right off and try to fly
tie a rope around my neck
pull it up my life's a wreck
maybe now you can finally see
what this place has done to me
Jan 1, 2015
Jan 1, 2015 at 1:32 PM UTC
just let me go.
just let me leave.
I'm tired of all this pain,
all the never-ending rain.
so it's about time I said goodbye.
and slipped quietly into the night
maybe then you can see
what life has done to me.
I know you'll care more once I'm gone.
you'll think what could I have done, what did I do wrong.
so the time is finally here.
there's no hope for me, no cheer.
goodbye I say to you all.
and I hope that none of you feel the same fall.
Dec 31, 2014
Dec 31, 2014 at 6:56 PM UTC
I thought I was done
But I remember.
Your hand
And his spine
Almost made contact.
I remember why I hate you.
I thought I was done
But no.
Writing it down only resurfaces what happened.
You never hit me.
You never would.
But it's them you hurt
And for that you are done.
No longer mine
No longer theirs.
I remember why I hate you.
I thought I was done
But I remember.
Oct 11, 2014
Oct 11, 2014 at 9:56 AM UTC
I run to my friends with all these fears and they tell me it will be OK.
I cant put it into words to tell them how I cant sleep, I cant breath
How I lay in my bed everyday and cry... Tears that stream down my face are of mixed emotions, but the truth is I am tired
How I wake up every morning with a pounding head and how long I have been popping pain killers.
I keep chasing shadows that I will never catch, In my own highway of dreams I have been letting through people's dreams and never mine.
I am tired of society's high bar, the stuff we have to do be accepted to be loved.
This is a burden I cannot carry, a cross I can no longer bear.
So in this open space I crucify my empty soul.
In these empty space i divorce society and life because I cant any more.
Sep 29, 2014
Sep 29, 2014 at 3:30 PM UTC