Is this what love was meant to be?
This overwhelming feeling in your company
Undeniably true, unfathomably right
Becoming my everything in the blink of an eye
How is every touch so perfectly placed
Mindful and distinct
Yet absent-mindedly performed
Like second nature
Every word written or uttered from your lips
Fills my heart to burst
You've been fulfilling my young girl fantasies
Those of which I never thought could be brought into this reality
When you ask me, "where did you come from?"
While staring into my eyes, bewildered
Or breathlessly gasp, "what the ****
During and after every passionate night
Every time I'd blow your mind
Knowledge of some obscure childhood memory you hold dear
I was there to share it
Though I was nowhere near
Our beginning started on a shattered base
Each of us unaware that the other
Was precisely meant to be in this place
Convoluted events leading us here
At the same time
For our beginning
It's been 4 years in the making, you and I
And even longer than that still
A perfect set of circumstances
That it took to reveal
You're what I've been wanting
You're what I've been seeking
I'm what you've been yearning for
I'm what you've been needing
May we continue to grow this happiness
Grow this family
Meld these lives
Expand our spirits
I cannot explain why I feel this way
But I promise to love you every day
Sep 13, 2023
Sep 13, 2023 at 10:57 AM UTC
My lungs grow weaker with each stifled breath, my heart with each offset beat. My feet no longer hold on to this little piece of rock we call Earth. Mother is summoning me back to her. I will test her patience before I yield to the overwhelming call...
Oct 17, 2020
Oct 17, 2020 at 9:46 AM UTC
like Mother nature, herself
i am unpredictable and beautiful
but also Ugly and stagnant
i am chaotic and destructive
magnificent and Tenacious
growing and learning
like mother Nature
i can be destroyed
only to come back Stronger
full of raging love
and Arcane fury
Aug 22, 2020
Aug 22, 2020 at 10:44 AM UTC
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our little walk...
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our little friend...
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we're a little lost without you...
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Jul 29, 2020
Jul 29, 2020 at 10:53 AM UTC
I keep looking outside wondering when you will pull up,
Sitting in your car pondering your demons alone,
You don't want to share the load...
I understand more thank you know...
And I wish more than anything you would have leaned on someone to give you strength,
Breathe life back into your deadened soul...
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Accept the love that was shown...
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And now it's too late...
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To say goodbye...
Jul 23, 2020
Jul 23, 2020 at 10:49 AM UTC
well let me think on this...
am I stupid too?
for loving You?
yes, I guess I am...
May 28, 2020
May 28, 2020 at 10:32 AM UTC
You stole my Heart
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I tried to take it back
Fumbling for the pieces
Smoothing the cracks
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You stole my Heart
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I let it go
The beating grew still
But it began to glow
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You stole my Heart
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And helped it to heal
After all my fighting
I've found something real
May 17, 2020
May 17, 2020 at 10:59 AM UTC
When I watch you being a dad... I love you.
When I see you smile and laugh... I love you.
When I see the boys getting along and wanting your attention... I love you.
When I see you trying... I love you.
But there are also times when I feel stupid and hurt...
When you yell at us even though you know you shouldn't...
When you get upset for the kids being kids...
When you put them down with the words you say not even realizing that you're hurting them or me...
When you call me names...
When you forget to do things you say you will...
When you stop trying because I've stopped asking...
May 9, 2020
May 9, 2020 at 10:06 AM UTC
How do you even like me? What do you even like about me that makes you keep saying you love me everyday?
How do you keep those thoughts at the forefront of your mind as you watch my daily failures?
How do I also attain this level of love for you?
May 9, 2020
May 9, 2020 at 10:03 AM UTC
your vague and generic words don't soothe my worry...
it seems like you immediately went to talking to someone as soon as I left the room...
and your only offer of reassurance was your generic, "you're the only woman in my life"...
but I know I don't just have to worry about women with you...
i have to worry about everything.
i feel like you don't care anymore, and I'm not sure where this feeling is coming from.
but it has been growing and there have been no reassurances from you that seem genuine anymore...
Mar 13, 2020
Mar 13, 2020 at 2:21 AM UTC