#ily
Did a stranger ever think I was pretty?
Or a child admire my smile?
Or do they sigh in pity as they walk through the city,
Because I haven't laughed in a while?
Did a girl ever like my blue sweater,
Or a boy ever blush and go slow?
Or do they mention the weather as they share looks together,
Because they know what the sleeves hide below?
Do they see the dark and the worry
Or the carefully constructed facade?
"She's fine, surely," as by me they hurry,
By my mask painstakingly made.
Did a stranger ever think I was pretty?
Apr 11
Apr 11, 2026 at 11:52 PM UTC
I love you
In a way that would worry a therapist
The kind of love that would thrill a poet
Love that would crumble kingdoms
I love you
In a way that would worry a therapist
When I speak of you
All others hear is me boasting
A speech worth toasting
Some say its smothering
Toxic love bombing
Manipulation rooting
Blooming in too vulnerability
Boarding on codependency
I love you
The kind of love that would thrill a poet
Words can never describe
Rhymes are the closest
Doing my best to do it all justice
How I want it to be just us
Able to dance in the kitchen
See a sun set with
Knowing you'll be by my side
When the sun rises
Worlds apart
With you it’s a fresh start
I love you
Love that would crumble kingdoms
I would burn empires
Just to see your eyes light up
Ignite a spark inside
Bringing you to the dark side
Like an executioner with his blade
I get the final say
This is no play
Bodies lay scattered
Peoples minds shattered
Heads roll
While me and you walk away
Never to stray
Ready to see the next crown fall
Mar 14
Mar 14, 2026 at 9:25 PM UTC
okay and i js want to say don't dm me for awhile i just won't be replying to anything i'm just so tired and honestly thats not a good excuse and its not an excuse i only want you to know why and it's not anything that you did i promise
everyone here has been really really good to me more than i deserve honestly and i swear you saved me
so im really sorry i wont be messaging people you know who you are anyways be good to yourself take care eat and drink be safe i love you.
Mar 14
Mar 14, 2026 at 12:19 AM UTC
And if you call my name, I'll be there
even if it takes me years.
You don't understand what you mean to me
So why don't you understand,
What do you mean, and don't you mean?
I will always be there,
even if it's between heaven and hell
Even if you don't see me, I'll be there
I love you more than anything,
What does 'I love you' even mean
It's a word, not a cure,
words only words.
So why do people say it?
It's more than words for some people
its more than words for me!
I love you and I always will
more than my life,
more than myself.
And you might not understand what it means to me
But it means a lot
more than anything
And I don't say it for fun
I love you, and I'll always be there
I want to be a person you can come to
a person you can laugh with,
a person you can cry to
So you don't have to leave crying when I go
laugh, laugh at all the good times we had,
remember me when I'm gone,
I love you so much.
So call me, I'll come
I'll never leave you.
I don't care how long it takes.
I will never leave,
even if you hate me
Or if you want me to go
i wont i love you so much
more than you'll even know
Mar 2
Mar 2, 2026 at 6:21 PM UTC
do you think i don't hate myself
for letting you go?
for letting you slip
so i could climb back up?
do you think i don't slash myself up for that?
i love you, i do;
i promise i love you
and i'm sorry
Feb 25
Feb 25, 2026 at 6:26 PM UTC
the night is silent
and you are screaming in my ear
but i am thinking of someone else
she lies awake too
in the dark
and she says no one loves her;
i guess i'll be nobody for you
the dark is screeching and seething
and her hand reaches over to the drawer next to me and says
pick up the razor you deserve it you deserve it you deserve it
why don't you hurt
like you've hurt everyone else
hours later i read your poems
so it must be five am here
and oh my god, i
wish i could be someone for you;
yes
i know it hurts to be something
if you ever stop for a second
my love
if you stop spinning and realize
you are glorious; if
you ever stop
i hope you also realize
you never ruined me
you probably saved me
and you deserve a lot better
than another girl who leaves
Feb 21
Feb 21, 2026 at 2:02 PM UTC
if you go
then i would miss you
so much
more than you would ever think
more than you could miss me
if you go i don't even know what i'd do
i'd have failed you
like everyone else
if you go i would stop writing
and there would be nothing to put into words
Jan 28
Jan 28, 2026 at 10:16 PM UTC
i don't want to write you all goodbye letters
so i guess i'll leave you
with an apology
and i hope you'll understand
i hope you won't curse me
for being too tired
to write you a dm each
i hope you don't lie awake
with
**** you
on your lips
i hope you don't hurt yourself
and i hope that you don't go
i hope you know
you're beautiful
always
i love you
so much
Feb 9
Feb 9, 2026 at 8:34 PM UTC
in the time i'm gone i'm not gonna **** myself chat
i hope youll be okay
i love you
Feb 9
Feb 9, 2026 at 8:40 PM UTC
j my love.
i would just like to say
that i hope you're okay
-r
Feb 4
Feb 4, 2026 at 8:58 PM UTC
and if you died
just know i wouldn't be ren
i would be renne arlot juliet yu
and i wouldn't wear black either
i would wear purple if you let me
because it's your favorite color;
and i hope dead you'd know how much that meant
that i wasn't wearing black
because god
i haven't worn a color in a while
and i might sing for you
when everyone else had left
i'd sing the saddest song anyone had ever heard
even if my voice cracked on every word
just don't die on me
i need you here
and just know as long as you're alive
i'll be too
i love you too
too much to leave
Feb 3
Feb 3, 2026 at 2:49 PM UTC
as the last thing i'll do
i'll write to you
something epic and beautiful
that hopefully
just hopefully that you'll remember
i would die happy if you told me
you would always remember
Feb 2
Feb 2, 2026 at 2:54 PM UTC
i just realized how much everyone on hp has actually helped me and i lwk sat down for a moment js like what how did i even find ts </3
anyways i love you all have a good night or morning or whatever
its night in seattle
Jan 31
Jan 31, 2026 at 12:09 AM UTC
since we keep on telling each other
the other never knows that the poem's about them
unless we say it
i hope i have the chance
gia
to write you so many poems
that when you look at one of them
without your name
you'll know it's for you
i hope we can both stay long enough for that
i hope i can sneak my laptop into my bed again
so i can message you when it's late
i hope you know you shine so brightly
and i will always be glad
i found you
or maybe you found me
and we'll find each other
again and again and always
i really hope i can make that promise for you
Jan 30
Jan 30, 2026 at 10:58 PM UTC
everyone has a song
our song isn't the same
our song is quiet
our song can sometimes be loud
our song is messages at 1am in the morning
our song is writing poems back and fourth
our song is pretending were fine when were not
our song is separate music accounts
out song is shared Pinterest boards
our song is shared canva projects
our song is pushing conversations too far because we don't know what to say
our song is probably mostly sung by me but
our song is when you have those few lines it sounds beautiful
our song is sharing the darkness
our song is sharing the light
our song is everything you hear in the night
our song is secret messages typed on my chrombook
our song is sitting upstairs on your laptop so your parents wont see
our song is realizing your not completely alone
our song is echos that someone is going through the same things you are
our song is missed assignments due to talking
our song is shared music tastes
our song is arguments over if your pretty or not
our song is filled with love
but our song is also filled with pain
our song is a melody I cant stop playing
our song is a beat if I pause I'll be broken
our song is everything to me
our song makes me happy love
please don't let the verse end
to our song
Jan 30
Jan 30, 2026 at 11:37 AM UTC
where are you my twin
my moon
my second period messages
I miss you I really do
it feels like I'm back at the beginning of january
I don't know how to breathe without you
you think you're not enough but willow
I need you
I swear I need you so badly
I check your messages every hour
your probably living your life
after all its only been 7 days
but 7 days without you feels like an eternity
so please
let me at least say goodbye
I hope your okay willow
I love you
Jan 30
Jan 30, 2026 at 11:09 AM UTC
midnight
you shine so bright
on the darkest of nights
your messages light up my screen
when I feel like I'm nowhere to be seen
because of you I'm one day clean
I wish I could hug you
miles apart
no matter what happens you remain in my heart
I may have just met you
but you helped me in many ways
ways most people haven't been able to help
in the last hundred days
if I leave
just know this please
I love you so much
like the flowers love the trees
Jan 30
Jan 30, 2026 at 11:00 AM UTC
for some reason
it's so much more than when my other best friend left
when i ended it with her
when i said
**** you
but there were tears in my eyes
it hurts so much more to watch you write
checking your profile every hour
and seeing you cry
it kills me to think that i'm just sitting here
in my big *** house
and you might be alone
perhaps i'm a sensitive person,
yes
but you in particular;
honestly
there hasn't been anyone like you in
well
a long time
love
i'm sorry
i couldn't do anything
Jan 28
Jan 28, 2026 at 10:13 PM UTC
because of you guys
I want to die a whole lot less
Jan 28
Jan 28, 2026 at 11:37 AM UTC
we once caught fireflies in baltimore
in the summer
little lights in a jar
it was cruel, perhaps
but we were happy
they made you happy
those captured stars
didn't you know
you have always been brighter than everyone?
Jan 27
Jan 27, 2026 at 2:52 PM UTC
perhaps you instinctively knew or something
or shared my common opinion
mondays are certainly the worst
or maybe thursdays but that's irrelevant
i was sitting in third period science;
you sent me a poem and my friend across the desk;
she says
why are you smiling like that
oh god, she has no ******* idea
so i told her it was nothing but it was anything
but nothing
Jan 26
Jan 26, 2026 at 7:45 PM UTC
we planned for today
25 janvier
for three dollar drinks at starbucks
we said we'd meet up
my birthday weekend
and i guess we both forgot until now
you're texting me
hi!
u still wanna meet up
and i smile at the screen but honestly i don't really want drinks
just seeing you is fine
Jan 25
Jan 25, 2026 at 3:22 PM UTC
i would say i don't have to name you
but you would say
no
that can't be me
but of course it is you
gia and willow and ash and midnight
and nikrosewood and reece and leya
and jax and kai
and whoever i forgot
sorry
reading your words
and messaging on pinterest at night
and complaining about the new website
it's kind of strange
since not a lot of things make me feel like
this
but you always have;
you may feel very small but you are all so important
you are someone to stay for
Jan 22
Jan 22, 2026 at 8:54 PM UTC