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I approached the familiar chair, And sat, breathing out the stress of the day. Looking around, familiar faces with almost-remembered names Flashing back and forth on the TV. In my hand is just water, But it feels like a tell. I sit, all my possessions within reach. Everything that makes me what I thought was Unique Fearless Strong Is hidden behind my leg. Embarrassment and shame engulfs me again. Another hotel lobby, because no bed welcomes me. A bag filled with donated miscellaneous mystery meat Cans I bow down for, gratitude for something For something someone found. From Easter, or Christmas, 15-20-30 years past. No good for people, To the homeless it's passed. The chair is familiar. It is the chair I sat in when I realised - Pity is not low enough, Disgust is not deep enough. You know how you feel when you see them. Sat outside because no one welcomes us in.
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Mar 18
Mar 18, 2026 at 1:11 AM UTC
Permanent Address
The word homelessness sounds like the word hopelessness and no doubt, it should.
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Nov 17, 2025
Nov 17, 2025 at 11:04 AM UTC
“Unhoused”
To sum it all up, taking a piece of word from his version of Psalms; “Twenty-four doesn’t sound that old,” so said the ugly *** Today I borrowed a homeless man a cigarette, his words were an ashtray – burned out like the filter; sounding ashy. You could start a fire with the knots inside his hair; eyes dimmed to the colour of ash, smoke curling off the edges of memory. Twenty-four years of breathing in what he could never let go, still clinging to the cracked seams of his face. His hands were black and oily, fingers stiff with factory life — each line a map of labour leading nowhere but back to rust. No kids, no wife. He mumbled verses from the Word, a sermon half-lost in static, holy words turned cryptic; by too many nights without rest. Still, he was a humble addict. He struck a matchstick against a box, wrapped in a cloth —the flame trembling in the wind, his jacket pocket rustling like paper filled with forgotten names. From living under locks; mostly the locks of others, he never found the key to his dreams. As the world counted his body, but not his breath; once shining through the seams - now just empty dreams. Steel teeth, a dusty cap, a gambling hand; a whiskey flask half full of forgetting. He drank like a man who mistook warmth for home; never regretting. Some nights he slept on steel — bench or bed, I couldn’t tell. But don’t assume he was sad; some men make peace with their ghosts —some paint their heaven with the smoke of hell. They said he’s just another one, a mumbling story in torn clothes, words scattered like receipts for a lifelong spent. A man treading the thin line toward his own end. But I still walk that street — the one where he talks to no one, and everyone avoids his eyes. They say not to mind the words he mumbles; but that man, the one they cross the road to miss — __that man is our uncle.__ And I still check up on him.
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Oct 30, 2025
Oct 30, 2025 at 6:01 AM UTC
Cigarettes, Ugly Bums & Psalms
To sum it all up, taking a piece of word from his version of Psalms; “Twenty-four doesn’t sound that old,” so said the ugly *** Today I borrowed a homeless man a cigarette, his words were an ashtray – burned out like the filter; sounding ashy. You could start a fire with the knots inside his hair; eyes dimmed to the colour of ash, smoke curling off the edges of memory. Twenty-four years of breathing in what he could never let go, still clinging to the cracked seams of his face. His hands were black and oily, fingers stiff with factory life — each line a map of labour leading nowhere but back to rust. No kids, no wife. He mumbled verses from the Word, a sermon half-lost in static, holy words turned cryptic; by too many nights without rest. Still, he was a humble addict. He struck a matchstick against a box, wrapped in a cloth —the flame trembling in the wind, his jacket pocket rustling like paper filled with forgotten names. From living under locks; mostly the locks of others, he never found the key to his dreams. As the world counted his body, but not his breath; once shining through the seams - now just empty dreams. Steel teeth, a dusty cap, a gambling hand; a whiskey flask half full of forgetting. He drank like a man who mistook warmth for home; never regretting. Some nights he slept on steel — bench or bed, I couldn’t tell. But don’t assume he was sad; some men make peace with their ghosts —some paint their heaven with the smoke of hell. They said he’s just another one, a mumbling story in torn clothes, words scattered like receipts for a lifelong spent. A man treading the thin line toward his own end. But I still walk that street — the one where he talks to no one, and everyone avoids his eyes. They say not to mind the words he mumbles; but that man, the one they cross the road to miss — __that man is our uncle.__ And I still check up on him.
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Watered out into this cold, cruel world My parents are still trying to survive Can I blame them for wanting not to? I don't either. Want to lose what I love. Home. What's the cost if what I love harms me? Isolate again insearch for home. Where my soul can finally rest. My human can thrive without love's conditions. My mind loses its grip. Who I had to be is no more. My heart numb. Overwhelmed. Trying not to care. Making myself invisible. Still yearning for deep relief. I've tried creating a home in falsehood Belonging to causes & thoughtforms. Soul is now their prize, imprisoned. These mental bars amplify the internal echo. My ancestors' screams through every DNA strand. You can't fully experience what you don't give yourself first. Overflow all that energy they want from me from within. Protect our essence. Your wholeness is home.
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Sep 24, 2025
Sep 24, 2025 at 4:35 PM UTC
In search of an unmeshed warmth
Most days are an empty worn Out house On 1300 south block It sees all the wealthy From Costco to it's front door - If, you heed the need. No one pays attention Or spends on empty houses with broken boards for steps or bed springs to sleep on. Most walk by thinking something like, That house did it to itself. To get to where it is. But they would be dead wrong. It takes years for a house to empty out Because of neglect from all sources, for a time, For misfortune, no matter all the life inside. This was a yellowbird house proud to be built. People, a cat or two, maybe an obedient dog walked in and out Someone cared enough to put a roof on It thought complete. Some people are like empty houses, Neglected, cobwebs and sticky. But, people bleed, that get torn down by so many things. One thing in common though, houses and people are eventually demolished if no one cares. Someone may crash into your car of goods as you exit the fancy box stores that make you think more is better. But then your son collapses at home from an overdose. You, clueless. What were you paying attention to? Just barely 26. What was, your yellowbird home, will now be remembered When the sound you heard of your son's thump as he hit the bathroom floor, as you readied for work. Split in half. Someone dies. You didn't plan on being an empty house now today, did you? So, what will you do about it? Abandoned like an empty parking lot Sorrow the only true begger Grasping for something, A currency To take you back. So stop flirting with birds As they come and go. Time is not for sale.
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Aug 12, 2025
Aug 12, 2025 at 2:06 PM UTC
Time Table
Most days are an empty worn Out house On 1300 south block It sees all the wealthy From Costco to it's front door - If, you heed the need. No one pays attention Or spends on empty houses with broken boards for steps or bed springs to sleep on. Most walk by thinking something like, That house did it to itself. To get to where it is. But they would be dead wrong. It takes years for a house to empty out Because of neglect from all sources, for a time, For misfortune, no matter all the life inside. This was a yellowbird house proud to be built. People, a cat or two, maybe an obedient dog walked in and out Someone cared enough to put a roof on It thought complete. Some people are like empty houses, Neglected, cobwebs and sticky. But, people bleed, that get torn down by so many things. One thing in common though, houses and people are eventually demolished if no one cares. Someone may crash into your car of goods as you exit the fancy box stores that make you think more is better. But then your son collapses at home from an overdose. You, clueless. What were you paying attention to? Just barely 26. What was, your yellowbird home, will now be remembered When the sound you heard of your son's thump as he hit the bathroom floor, as you readied for work. Split in half. Someone dies. You didn't plan on being an empty house now today, did you? So, what will you do about it? Abandoned like an empty parking lot Sorrow the only true begger Grasping for something, A currency To take you back. So stop flirting with birds As they come and go. Time is not for sale.
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Echos of the forgotten children dance along the breeze. With tired eyes and weary smiles as they sleep along the streets. No kind words or helping hands from the strangers passing by, just echos of forgotten children an endless hopeless cry. Nowhere to turn, no place to run. Just lonely damaged souls. They try to hide or numb the pain of being left out in the cold. Years its been, since they felt warmth; most do not remember love. So the echos of forgotten children are quietly swept, under the rug. Their tears trace familiar paths across their ***** cheeks. The echos of forgotten ones that sleep along the streets. Its cold its dark, they are alone. They fear the end is soon. So they numb their pain in any way even if it brings their doom. The echos of forgotten children forced to grow up much to fast, dance their way through lonely streets. Reminders of their tragic past.
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Jul 10, 2025
Jul 10, 2025 at 6:15 PM UTC
Echos Of The Lost
too late to hold me too late to promise yourself a savior too late to cry and say you're sorry too little, too late i'm gone
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Jun 17, 2025
Jun 17, 2025 at 10:07 PM UTC
it's too late
There's a city where people are asleep on the streets, with nothing to eat, some of them even lack shoes on their feet. A city where overdose deaths are the "norm" People are fighting for the doorways at night to keep warm. Fentynal is everywhere and the addicts need help. But with all of the stigma, they're to ashamed of themselves. In this city where people smoke drugs on the street, and burn hand sanitizer at night for the heat. Where the rents are to high and income assistance to low. If you can manage the rent here, there'll be no food in your home. Moneys not spent on saving their lives, no its spent on public art and yet another high-rise. Tourist attractions and random art pieces, are great when the overdose deaths AREN'T  INCREASING. We need social programing and addiction resources,   some good low cost housing or more food supports. In a city like this what are the addicts to do, just stay out of your sight, as to not offend you? Cops do Illegal searches and seizes, and your friends tell you about, the POLICE LEAD Stanley Park BEATINGS. In the mornings on Hastings Street the city workers come through, now destruction of peoples belongings ensues. They can't even protest this or put up a fight, because the City Workers come armed with VPD by their side. This city treats homelessness as if it was a crime, they are treated like **** that is not worth your time. If you're homeless here dont  expect any respect, in fact your human rights don't even have an effect. This city is sick and its priorities need help. Vancouver B.C you should be ashamed of yourself.
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Aug 13, 2022
Aug 13, 2022 at 3:47 AM UTC
Ruins Of A City
There's a city where people are asleep on the streets, with nothing to eat, some of them even lack shoes on their feet. A city where overdose deaths are the "norm" People are fighting for the doorways at night to keep warm. Fentynal is everywhere and the addicts need help. But with all of the stigma, they're to ashamed of themselves. In this city where people smoke drugs on the street, and burn hand sanitizer at night for the heat. Where the rents are to high and income assistance to low. If you can manage the rent here, there'll be no food in your home. Moneys not spent on saving their lives, no its spent on public art and yet another high-rise. Tourist attractions and random art pieces, are great when the overdose deaths AREN'T  INCREASING. We need social programing and addiction resources,   some good low cost housing or more food supports. In a city like this what are the addicts to do, just stay out of your sight, as to not offend you? Cops do Illegal searches and seizes, and your friends tell you about, the POLICE LEAD Stanley Park BEATINGS. In the mornings on Hastings Street the city workers come through, now destruction of peoples belongings ensues. They can't even protest this or put up a fight, because the City Workers come armed with VPD by their side. This city treats homelessness as if it was a crime, they are treated like **** that is not worth your time. If you're homeless here dont  expect any respect, in fact your human rights don't even have an effect. This city is sick and its priorities need help. Vancouver B.C you should be ashamed of yourself.
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in this country, we waste so much food in a country where people go to bed hungry if food doesn't sell then it gets thrown away perfectly good and edible food just wasted it could have been handed out to homeless people or people struggling to provide for their family they could've gotten many meals if only we didn't waste food poverty and homelessness would decrease it's so amazing what people can do when they have a full stomach the work they can accomplish
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May 6, 2025
May 6, 2025 at 8:00 AM UTC
waste
Fifty years ago, the future came, built in concrete, tile, and bright lights, underground station, undergirding the fame of this city, adding to its manifold sights. Now the future’s a place that smells of stale beer, barely lit by futuristic lamps in disrepair, wallpapered in graffiti, strewn with gear of the pale homeless who’ve made this their lair. They, like this chipped, grimy, forsaken place are left in the dust of our dreams’ mercury pace.
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Jan 17, 2025
Jan 17, 2025 at 2:40 PM UTC
Underground dream
Homeless and roaming the streets like an orphan. It was the dead of winter, and I was still alive—barely. My ex-girlfriend let me crash on her couch for a few days. She didn't smoke. I did, so whenever I wanted a cigarette, I went out in front of her apartment and lit up. One night, bent on nicotine, I entered the January thaw. As I had my smoke fix, a man with a huge Rottweiler slowly walked by. The dog caught sight of me, and gave me a low growl. The guy talked to his pet like he was his best friend. 'Leave him alone, that's his home; let him smoke.' The dog knew better, and glared at me. He barked loud and viciously. 'Leave that poor man alone. Let him enjoy his cigarette, that's his home, ' the man said. A small dog began yapping in the distance. The man said, 'Oh great, you've upset that little dog. Come on, let's go.' The Rott gave me an evil look, and sauntered off. He recognized his own kind. He also knew that there was something different about me. He could smell it, almost taste it. He knew I was a mongrel and a stray. He knew I didn't belong.
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Aug 23, 2024
Aug 23, 2024 at 5:33 PM UTC
One Recognizes His Own Kind
The tempest tears roofs away from attic secrets -- devours people's pasts.
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Mar 12, 2024
Mar 12, 2024 at 4:34 AM UTC
[ The tempest tears roofs ]
Lawrence Hall, HSG [email protected] Homeless Man Found Murdered He had nothing And even that nothing Was stolen from him
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Nov 9, 2023
Nov 9, 2023 at 10:36 PM UTC
Homeless Man Found Murdered
HOMELESS POETRY These are poems about the homeless and poems for the homeless. Epitaph for a Homeless Child by Michael R. Burch I lived as best I could, and then I died. Be careful where you step: the grave is wide. Homeless Us by Michael R. Burch The coldest night I ever knew the wind out of the arctic blew long frigid blasts; and I was you. We huddled close then: yes, we two. For I had lost your house, to rue such bitter weather, being you. Our empty tin cup sang the Blues, clanged—hollow, empty. Carols (few) were sung to me, for being you. For homeless us, all men eschew. They beat us, roust us, jail us too. It isn’t easy, being you. Published by Street Smart, First Universalist Church of Denver, Mind Freedom Switzerland and on 20+ web pages supporting the UN Convention on the Rights of Persons with Disabilities Frail Envelope of Flesh by Michael R. Burch for homeless mothers and their children Frail envelope of flesh, lying cold on the surgeon’s table with anguished eyes like your mother’s eyes and a heartbeat weak, unstable ... Frail crucible of dust, brief flower come to this— your tiny hand in your mother’s hand for a last bewildered kiss ... Brief mayfly of a child, to live two artless years! Now your mother’s lips seal up your lips from the Deluge of her tears ... For a Homeless Child, with Butterflies by Michael R. Burch Where does the butterfly go ... when lightning rails ... when thunder howls ... when hailstones scream ... when winter scowls ... when nights compound dark frosts with snow ... where does the butterfly go? Where does the rose hide its bloom when night descends oblique and chill, beyond the capacity of moonlight to fill? When the only relief’s a banked fire’s glow, where does the butterfly go? And where shall the spirit flee when life is harsh, too harsh to face, and hope is lost without a trace? Oh, when the light of life runs low, where does the butterfly go? Neglect by Michael R. Burch What good are tears? Will they spare the dying their anguish? What use, our concern to a child sick of living, waiting to perish? What good, the warm benevolence of tears without action? What help, the eloquence of prayers, or a pleasant benediction? Before this day is over, how many more will die with bellies swollen, emaciate limbs, and eyes too parched to cry? I fear for our souls as I hear the faint lament of theirs departing ... mournful, and distant. How pitiful our “effort,” yet how fatal its effect. If they died, then surely we killed them, if only with neglect. The childless woman, how tenderly she caresses homeless dolls ... —Hattori Ransetsu, loose translation by Michael R. Burch Clinging to the plum tree: one blossom's worth of warmth —Hattori Ransetsu, loose translation by Michael R. Burch Oh, fallen camellias, if I were you, I'd leap into the torrent! —Takaha Shugyo, loose translation by Michael R. Burch What would Mother Teresa do? Do it too! —Michael R. Burch Keywords/Tags: homeless poetry, homeless poems, homelessness, street life, child, children, mom, mother, mothers, America, neglect, starving, dying, perishing, famine, illness, disease, tears, anguish, concern, prayers, inaction, death, charity, love, compassion, kindness, altruism
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Jun 2, 2023
Jun 2, 2023 at 7:32 AM UTC
HOMELESS POETRY
HOMELESS POETRY These are poems about the homeless and poems for the homeless. Epitaph for a Homeless Child by Michael R. Burch I lived as best I could, and then I died. Be careful where you step: the grave is wide. Homeless Us by Michael R. Burch The coldest night I ever knew the wind out of the arctic blew long frigid blasts; and I was you. We huddled close then: yes, we two. For I had lost your house, to rue such bitter weather, being you. Our empty tin cup sang the Blues, clanged—hollow, empty. Carols (few) were sung to me, for being you. For homeless us, all men eschew. They beat us, roust us, jail us too. It isn’t easy, being you. Published by Street Smart, First Universalist Church of Denver, Mind Freedom Switzerland and on 20+ web pages supporting the UN Convention on the Rights of Persons with Disabilities Frail Envelope of Flesh by Michael R. Burch for homeless mothers and their children Frail envelope of flesh, lying cold on the surgeon’s table with anguished eyes like your mother’s eyes and a heartbeat weak, unstable ... Frail crucible of dust, brief flower come to this— your tiny hand in your mother’s hand for a last bewildered kiss ... Brief mayfly of a child, to live two artless years! Now your mother’s lips seal up your lips from the Deluge of her tears ... For a Homeless Child, with Butterflies by Michael R. Burch Where does the butterfly go ... when lightning rails ... when thunder howls ... when hailstones scream ... when winter scowls ... when nights compound dark frosts with snow ... where does the butterfly go? Where does the rose hide its bloom when night descends oblique and chill, beyond the capacity of moonlight to fill? When the only relief’s a banked fire’s glow, where does the butterfly go? And where shall the spirit flee when life is harsh, too harsh to face, and hope is lost without a trace? Oh, when the light of life runs low, where does the butterfly go? Neglect by Michael R. Burch What good are tears? Will they spare the dying their anguish? What use, our concern to a child sick of living, waiting to perish? What good, the warm benevolence of tears without action? What help, the eloquence of prayers, or a pleasant benediction? Before this day is over, how many more will die with bellies swollen, emaciate limbs, and eyes too parched to cry? I fear for our souls as I hear the faint lament of theirs departing ... mournful, and distant. How pitiful our “effort,” yet how fatal its effect. If they died, then surely we killed them, if only with neglect. The childless woman, how tenderly she caresses homeless dolls ... —Hattori Ransetsu, loose translation by Michael R. Burch Clinging to the plum tree: one blossom's worth of warmth —Hattori Ransetsu, loose translation by Michael R. Burch Oh, fallen camellias, if I were you, I'd leap into the torrent! —Takaha Shugyo, loose translation by Michael R. Burch What would Mother Teresa do? Do it too! —Michael R. Burch Keywords/Tags: homeless poetry, homeless poems, homelessness, street life, child, children, mom, mother, mothers, America, neglect, starving, dying, perishing, famine, illness, disease, tears, anguish, concern, prayers, inaction, death, charity, love, compassion, kindness, altruism
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# *What is it about that elusive word? I will throw my arms around it,           --if it could only  become                    tangible  to me.              Children sit in families.. (and there was bonding from the beginning) I don't know what that means I don't know  how that feels.. I   don't..                                                     ...                                           I ...   don't...                                                      kn--....     ...                   I ..*       .                                     .... #
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May 5, 2023
May 5, 2023 at 8:23 PM UTC
Displacement
Everywhere you go Every where you are promised Every where you land Is not for a slab of steel But are places you imagined to be Only in your mind You are where you want to go You are where you lead You are all the broken plans Intended to lift you high above the land You are air, as light as your intentions As strong a wind, as your heart can stand For there you are Three times over Where you must be As you wait on this drifting sand There may be another path Just wait long enough To take a stand
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Jul 3, 2022
Jul 3, 2022 at 3:12 PM UTC
Only In Your Mind
You give one man a home address and that my friend is not addressing homelessness but it's a beginning and we have to start there, don't we? but this piece is about anxiety and the way it affects your chemistry, suddenly you're shaking, feeling dreadful, scared of daylight and more so of nightfall so you sit and drink and have a skinful, wishful thinking doesn't cure you, and you still need to get through the gnawing feeling that you're dealing with the devil or his disciples, the home you've got becomes a hell and you, the prisoner sat inside a room which to all intents and purposes is just another prison cell do not feel well they'll tell you it will be alright even as the day and night conspire against you and you're still wishful thinking hoping that will cure you, yeah good luck with that.
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Jun 7, 2022
Jun 7, 2022 at 11:41 AM UTC
The distant horizon
The tree bears that fickle fruit; slouched figures swaying in the midnight wind like its leaves above the garden. Ripe and sweet to the core; never satisfied, and wanting more as the sordid souls ignore the elements beyond the door. Hellfire ignites and sandy scripture lies upon the bay, like plastic bits of dogma with infected red resin in its tray. Rotting fingers of snakeskin grasp at survival throughout the day. Make the apple last in cardboard crematories, they pray the temptations of Eden away.
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Nov 24, 2021
Nov 24, 2021 at 2:16 AM UTC
Eden
I just have to write. **** everything else. I've suffered for my art, and there's no doubt that I will suffer more. We all have our agony, that's life and I accept my plight. I am what I am (as Popeye would say.) And I couldn't change it if I wanted to. I remember one night, staying in an abandoned house. I wrote some poems on the walls. I saw the words in the moonlight through a broken window. Even though I was famished, I hadn't eaten in three days, at that moment, I became full and complete. I knew right then, as long as I had the words; my words, I would never feel empty again. My black satchel full of writing and the clothes on my back were all I owned. I had no idea where I was going at dawn, but I sure the **** knew who I was.
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Jul 21, 2021
Jul 21, 2021 at 9:08 PM UTC
A Writer
shopping mall charging hope silent in a corner windows empty souls
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Mar 27, 2021
Mar 27, 2021 at 6:44 AM UTC
INTU electric
My dad taught me that placement in society is ultimately irrelevant. He taught me you can find your eager slice of happy anywhere, not just in between four familiar walls. I used to think that if only he had access to a mattress and a ceiling he'd find his happiness. But, I realized - Who am I to dictate what makes another feel complete? Here, by the park benches, His heart blooms like a grandmother's rose bush. He lives moment to moment. Cares not for possessions, Has no schedule, No place to be. Has no bills, no debts, no credit, no ID. Scrounges the ground and kind strangers' gestures for everything he owns. But oh, his cold, tired bones! I worry how long a journey lasts for a lone vagabond. Envigorated by the sounds of the sea and chance encounters whether they be familiar friends or family or the palpable presence of all that's imaginary. It all lurches to him in a grand symphonic dance, Linking his hours to days, and days to weeks, extending outward and upward to take the heavens in his grasp. A pigeon dove lands on his tattooed finger. He laughs, and it flocks to another's perch. A tree branch this time. The animals and children look into his eyes and wonder about the stranger. Alone, raggedy, down on luck but up in spirits, and they recognize a body brimming with presence. My dad taught me you can be nobody and still have everything.
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Mar 14, 2021
Mar 14, 2021 at 4:14 PM UTC
What My Dad Taught Me
I'm back in the psyche ward again. It's my home away from home, next to jail and the emergency room. I sat under the bridge the other night. It was January, and extremely cold. I was jonesing for a drink—I knew what I had to do. I had only been out of jail for a couple of days for another public intox. I narrowly avoided going back to the can today. My nut-job girlfriend said, "Why don't you get us some wine? " "Sure, " I said. Shaking and sick, I walked a mile to my favorite store that I steal ***** from. I arrived, and had a bad feeling, but I don't pay much attention to feelings anymore. In and out is always the plan. A bottle of chardonnay down the front of the pants, and one in the coat. I thought I had it. I was wrong. A customer saw me and snitched me off. I went with the manager to his office. A cop showed up shortly afterwards. I engaged the store-guy with talk of literature. It turned out he was an English major. I wrote down the title of my book, and slipped it to him. He put the paper in his wallet. He told the cop that I was very cooperative. Instead of taking me to jail, the cop gave me a citation with a court date on it, and let me go. Sometimes, providence smiles on me. On my way back to the apartment, I was already planning the next store to hit, I needed a drink. The cop, from the store, pulled up along side of me, and said, "Your girlfriend called, she said she didn't want you at her place anymore. All your stuff is in front of her door." I felt like I'd been run over by a rhino. The cop said, "I'll give you a lift, jump in." When I arrived, there were two loosely packed bags of clothes weighing around 100 pounds. There was no way in hell that I could have carried all that crap eight miles to Iowa City. I grabbed a back pack, and stuffed it with a pair of jeans, two shirts, my writing, and a copy of Don Quixote. I went outside and waved to the cop, then headed towards town. I finally made it back to the bridge. I waited to get the nerve to make my next move—steal wine. I did it, and with no cork ***** I opened it with a broken ink pen. I'm not complaining, it was the needed elixir and it went down like nectar of the gods. I drank it quick, it was three degrees out. Life had to change. This was getting real old.
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Feb 19, 2021
Feb 19, 2021 at 12:35 PM UTC
This is Getting Real Old
I'm back in the psyche ward again. It's my home away from home, next to jail and the emergency room. I sat under the bridge the other night. It was January, and extremely cold. I was jonesing for a drink—I knew what I had to do. I had only been out of jail for a couple of days for another public intox. I narrowly avoided going back to the can today. My nut-job girlfriend said, "Why don't you get us some wine? " "Sure, " I said. Shaking and sick, I walked a mile to my favorite store that I steal ***** from. I arrived, and had a bad feeling, but I don't pay much attention to feelings anymore. In and out is always the plan. A bottle of chardonnay down the front of the pants, and one in the coat. I thought I had it. I was wrong. A customer saw me and snitched me off. I went with the manager to his office. A cop showed up shortly afterwards. I engaged the store-guy with talk of literature. It turned out he was an English major. I wrote down the title of my book, and slipped it to him. He put the paper in his wallet. He told the cop that I was very cooperative. Instead of taking me to jail, the cop gave me a citation with a court date on it, and let me go. Sometimes, providence smiles on me. On my way back to the apartment, I was already planning the next store to hit, I needed a drink. The cop, from the store, pulled up along side of me, and said, "Your girlfriend called, she said she didn't want you at her place anymore. All your stuff is in front of her door." I felt like I'd been run over by a rhino. The cop said, "I'll give you a lift, jump in." When I arrived, there were two loosely packed bags of clothes weighing around 100 pounds. There was no way in hell that I could have carried all that crap eight miles to Iowa City. I grabbed a back pack, and stuffed it with a pair of jeans, two shirts, my writing, and a copy of Don Quixote. I went outside and waved to the cop, then headed towards town. I finally made it back to the bridge. I waited to get the nerve to make my next move—steal wine. I did it, and with no cork ***** I opened it with a broken ink pen. I'm not complaining, it was the needed elixir and it went down like nectar of the gods. I drank it quick, it was three degrees out. Life had to change. This was getting real old.
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