#hers
In the quiet after the school run,
doors clicking shut, kids' voices fading like echoes,
she slips into the bedroom. Husband puttering in the kitchen maybe,
coffee mug clinking against the counter.
She perches at her cluttered vanity. Late thirties staring back,
crow's feet from squinting at homework, laugh lines from silly family nights.
Powders and lipsticks jumbled with half-empty bottles,
earrings tangled like forgotten promises.
But there, off to the side, not buried but waiting:
that small matte wood box, simple as an old habit,
revered in its quiet spot, away from the mess.
She pulls it closer, into the warm glow of the mirror light.
Fingers hesitating before lifting the lid.
Inside: two silver bands, pure and unpretentious,
thin swirls of blue and gold, like veins of memory.
Tucked in the top, that photo. Him, young and goofy,
arm slung around her, both mid-laugh, eyes crinkled with pure joy,
back when life felt endless and unbreakable.
He was her first real love, sparked in those awkward teen years,
through the rough stuff. Broke days, family drama, dreams that bent but didn't break.
They grew tough together, like roots twisting deep into shared soil.
War took him, sudden and unfair, a hole that never quite fills,
an ache that whispers in quiet moments like this.
But before he left, he'd slipped these to her dad:
"Make sure she gets them. Tell her they're us. Our story, the one we were gonna write."
He'd planned the proposal, the forever, the quiet nights dreaming aloud. And with the rings, that note, paper worn soft from rereads:
Find happiness again, without me. Live big, love again,
scribble a new chapter with someone good, someone who sees your light.
Flashes hit her now. Her kids' messy hair at breakfast,
their giggles echoing his once-upon-a-time laugh;
husband's sleepy grin over morning coffee, steady as the home they built.
She's done it, built this life, honored his wish,
yet the heart tugs, a tender pull between then and now.
Tears ***** then spill, hot and messy.
His rings. Still feel like his, cool in her palm, heavy with what-ifs.
Sobs bubble up, chest tight, it's been forever since she let this out,
thought she'd boxed it away for good. But nope, here it comes,
raw as the day she lost him, grief blooming fresh and fierce.
Then a warm hand on her shoulder.
For a split-second, it's him, that old familiar touch, a ghost's whisper.
Mirror shows her husband, smile gentle, eyes saying he gets it,
holds space for her shadows. No jealousy, just quiet support.
He leans in, kisses her hair, rubs her back in slow circles,
then gives her space, stepping away soft as understanding.
She sniffs, wipes her face with the back of her hand,
dabs at the mascara smudges, lets out a shaky laugh through the ache.
A fond smile creeps in. For that boy, that promise,
the love that shaped her, and the messy, beautiful life she's writing now, layered with echoes of what was and what still beats on.
Nov 11, 2025
Nov 11, 2025 at 4:32 PM UTC
paint me with all of this love,
I'll let you carve this architecture
so that you and me can be together
and I'll look at your eyes, above.
Dec 23, 2019
Dec 23, 2019 at 10:25 AM UTC
Like a purple gem
Found deep within the Earths dark layers
Smooth as sandstone beneath rivers running
Warm as blackened pavement beneath summers sun
So this drink is to me
Most teasing of every sense and self
Which is why this cup cannot be
Most tasteful or worth
She made for me
The Best Raspberry Mocha On Earth
Nov 24, 2019
Nov 24, 2019 at 2:45 PM UTC
i see heaven in your eyes
and you see sincere in mine.
Aug 26, 2019
Aug 26, 2019 at 6:17 AM UTC
Presenting my soul,
he will entertain you
while you feel like a waterfall, falling.
Say your favourite song and he will
sing it with passion though
he's not that good in singing.
Play your favourite movie
and he will be your obsessed hero
but just so you know, I'm the heroine
of the show.
Aug 26, 2019
Aug 26, 2019 at 6:16 AM UTC
We all love,
But never mutually.
She approaches you with more than just love.
You keep your distance because you know what you want from her - not love.
She tries everything to win you over, but you don't budge, yet you continuously search for love.
A never-ending search for love never bears fruit because love seems to never be mutual.
You find so much love, but it's always one-sided and never from your side.
Feb 2, 2019
Feb 2, 2019 at 1:03 PM UTC
She's my water woman
Got an ocean in her eyes
And a well in her chest
She drags me down deep, all violent
I let her, for it's me who is blessed
inside of me, she cannot see my swimming heart leap
She doesn't understand
How can she when even just her hand
takes me to the safe place I crave?
An island. I’m surrounded by her.
We make love and she's a tidal wave
At night we navigate by touch
I've learned all her constellations
The stars she's made of
She's the fountain of life
Then she speaks
And I know why
Sailors were drowned
In deep blue seas
Her eyes find mine
She breathes like it's me
Who's the magic one
After, we lie warm and still
She says I'm hers
like I should have known it all along
I swallow my reply down like a pill
And she doesn't know yet,
The magic water woman,
That I had never loved before I met her
I had never loved anyone at all
Jan 5, 2019
Jan 5, 2019 at 4:49 AM UTC
We were drawn to each other — almost instantly. A broken boy and a damaged girl who found comfort in each other’s company. A story old as time but this one rang more true. Though we found the love we desired, we still had depression, but for two.
Dec 26, 2018
Dec 26, 2018 at 2:41 AM UTC
Toxic relationships feed our lustful need for love.
Why do we accept the most fake love around just for physical stimulation?
Love is more emotional than physical, but still we choose bodies over souls.
Just as drugs, love is addictive.
More and more use leads to more and more breakage.
Once we're completely spent at the use of fake love do we only start to see the reality.
Yet, we still bypass the urge to consider the soul and continue being a slave to an urge for temporary happiness.
Without an emotional connection, how do you completely connect with your "loved" one?
Just a physical connection doesn't mean there's a complete connection.
We can't get enough of fake love,
Even though it kills us.
Dec 11, 2018
Dec 11, 2018 at 1:20 PM UTC
#*Promises, I make only to keep
You are a friend and that’s sacred to me
I will be holding space, for us, you see
My words safe in my heart
The hurt mine to behold
My inhibitions, fears
Tears and distance I keep
To elevate and alleviate
You may bring your words
My silence, I’ll keep
It’s been a while, the spoken words I’ve bartered for the written
Won’t give either to you
Escapist I am not
Happy in the crowd, smile and gel
Safely guarded by my shell
Mellowed with age
Outbursts few and defences weak
Empathy, I don’t seek
It’s only human
To let go and carry on
Looking fine and beyond
As quitting is not done*#
Dec 10, 2018
Dec 10, 2018 at 3:37 AM UTC
You are my
Gift
I am your
Curse
Through good
And bad
I will give you my best
Even if It's my worse
Look inside my chest
And you will see broken
Shards of the past
Present and future
Now I challenge you
To take these pieces
And build
A human being
A foundation
A temple
Then will we see if you
Can feel me
The real me the one
They can't behold
The boy who can stand
On his own through
The frozen cold
I often wonder will I
Forever be alone
A beast is what I am
But a beauty is what she is
To me.
Mar 13, 2018
Mar 13, 2018 at 2:13 AM UTC
Love is a 4 letter word with different meanings and properties.
It can be the appreciation¹, the admiration², the affection³ or even the constant need⁴ for person or object.
Love can be overrated¹.
It is seen as a fulfillment² of one's lustful³ nature and not as an intimate⁴ and mutual way of showing affection.
Love should not envy¹, it should be kind².
Love does not boast³, and it is patient ⁴.
4 fingers represent 4 different meanings and properties of love...
4 is the half of 8, the shape of Infinity.
2 sets of 4 intertwined fingers makes 8, love lasting for Infinity. - The holding of hands.
Sep 30, 2017
Sep 30, 2017 at 3:31 PM UTC
your eyes have rain and glitter
i don't know if it is the rainbow
glisten or i'm exaggerating the
beauty of this ocean, to even
equate it to yours but, i
am collapsing as you smile,
won't you please hold your breath for mine?
trying to find your hearts portal
for something fleeting is what i dread.
and you told me that the essence
of pure love is not fickle, remember?
Mar 25, 2017
Mar 25, 2017 at 6:58 AM UTC
he had a voice that made her want to believe in eternity
she had a heart that made him want to believe in love
his mind has a secret garden bearing grapes
his words are butterflies kissing flowers
his thoughts derives from what passion brings
her body curves perfectly like a well crafted grapevine
her crown is the minds image
her beauty is light in a formless world
her body gave him life
his soul told her spirit to feel honesty from that hug
a hug warm like a summers evening.
Mar 24, 2017
Mar 24, 2017 at 6:57 AM UTC
I hate you
*I hate you for making me catch feelings
I hate you for telling me nice things
I hate you for making me think I was healing
I hate you for playing with my heart strings*
*I hate you for leaving so soon
I hate you for finding someone else so fast
I hate you for telling me I was your moon
I hate you for telling me to forget my past*
*I hate you for making pinky promises
I hate you for showing me your favorite songs
I hate you for telling me to give more people chances
I hate you mostly for just stringing me along*
Jan 18, 2017
Jan 18, 2017 at 9:55 AM UTC
as you getting close
and closer
and i getting out
and out...
of breath
walking past me
confidently
i looked over
as you getting near
and near her
and you getting out
and out...
of breath
as your lips touch hers
Jan 15, 2017
Jan 15, 2017 at 2:56 AM UTC
It's her putting letters into words
So he becomes a part of literature
It's the way she spontaneously smiles when she remembers his dress shoes
It's her sitting on the rooftop holding nothing but a half-spent cigarette
Wishing it was his hand instead
It's the exhausted smell on her comforter
Until the day he sprays more cologne on it
Or body spray, either way
It's being comfortable enough to not wear a bra (at times)
It's her way of looking at the shirt he gave
It's spicy food
And the cup of Nissin seafood
It's his giggling whenever she acts like a child
It's the pendant on his neck
It's the "wo ai ni"
It's the intensity of his stare
It's resisting the urge to **** her
It's the bonnet
It's his first kiss in the rain
It's his fear of oblivion
It's his whispers of "God, I love you so much"
It's closing her eyes when she hears "Walang Iba"
It's the "keka ku, kaku ka"
It's the dark closet in her room
And the inflatable bed of their friend
It's fighting over the simplest things that seem like mountains
Like the Great Wall of China
Or the Battle at Gettysburg
It's her shouting "I hate you!"
Only to hear "I love you too!" in return
It's the duets they got used to.
It's being with each other for 72 hours straight
It's him
saying he's not good enough for her
And her
thinking he deserves someone better.
It's the lapse between seconds
It's him breaking her walls without breaking anything else
It's her making him believe in waking up to the same face for the rest of his life
It's the music
It's the silence
It's knowing that she desires him for herself
Even with all the stars between them.
It's seeing,
That although the road is rough,
She is his medicine
Just as he is hers.
It's the entire universe conspiring to bring them together
It's the petty misunderstandings
Or the major ones.
It's the stargazers.
And the shotguns.
It's loving too much
Or loving just right.
It's you.
Jan 12, 2017
Jan 12, 2017 at 4:15 PM UTC
"I was her's but she was never mine to begin with..."
~Unknown
Dec 24, 2016
Dec 24, 2016 at 2:31 PM UTC
Your parade makes me purple, it makes me thin as an alphabet, I don't know, I don't wanna understand. I'm an estimation, I'm over and not in great abundance. Don't defend me, I'm not the header atop your letter.
Open me, I'm like your chimney, inside your mouth I am the lips you dip your tongue through, growing with sensation. See me and seam me to threads and tow me through your ****** lines-
little piece of flesh
Just a little dance, Just a little romance
Keep me in your pants let me be your postcard
I'll float across your eyelids.
Let me know your name
You can taste my skin. You can see my seams bend, my hours grow a little tired
Lifting up your dress, I can taste your pastes, your pastel belle comes floating at me sideways.
Ours and again, you ask me, "is it a nightmare?"
You ask me, "is it a car crash?" You say, "I can feel you breathing." This is not a spell, there's nothing left, not even a little lie I can play with in my fingers, you say, "is it the moon in the stars." And I stop you from ruining the sound of words to preserve a moment. Something a silence and a dollar doesn't buy you. I ask, " is this you my love? You're an imaginary process I'm never going to be interested in prosecuting perfectly. I'm not- an extroverted invert, a spirit floating in the corner of your eyes. I'm over zealous, a zealot, full of youth, using grief to keep your eyes
Oct 30, 2016
Oct 30, 2016 at 10:15 PM UTC
I told her I'd never fallen in love
with an alien before
She gave me an odd glance
And then I told her she was out of this world
She chuckled and smiled
And at that moment
it became evident
Her lips don't even have to touch mine for me to get lost in them
Sep 15, 2016
Sep 15, 2016 at 6:04 PM UTC
There's a subtle subjugation
Of my spirit, mind, and body
To the touch of your fingertips,
Your eyes, lips, mind,
And soul.
My every fiber looks forwards to
The every second that we use up as
We move forward and let
Love take it's relished toll.
May 20, 2016
May 20, 2016 at 7:00 PM UTC
Cheek bones
High and sharp
Press against your heart
Hold her close
She could slice you
Take your heart
But
She never draws
First blood
Mar 30, 2016
Mar 30, 2016 at 5:04 PM UTC
They were three,
Playing with her hair in a spree,
Clasping a handsome tuft in her hand
She left off her hair-band,
Suddenly she broke one’s solitude
And let him into her glossy hood.
There was none,
to inhibit there union
for they epitomized joy
On a face that seemed so coy.
The gazing eyelids cherished
As she let her left-outs loose,
She was cruel to not let a few
Merge with them on a truce.
Again and again, her locks fell,
their failure to entangle the fallen
striking them insane.
They only drest her braid,
Pained to see, her dangling locks
Kiss her forehead.
For on a lyrical note,
They redefined beauty
Letting not her flawless exuberance
Being curtailed to brevity.
A rhythm so ambrosial
was ne’er to be found,
for it was divine symphony
simply all around !!!
--- Shubham Roy
Oct 28, 2015
Oct 28, 2015 at 3:59 AM UTC