#fuckery
Just *** for me
Release all your energy
Just focus on now
Feel my tong go round
Your beautiful ****
Feel my **** on her
Bite your lip
Enjoying my every touch with a purr
Arms wrapped around your thighs,
This will be my demise
Your taste I crave
With every breath, I must chase
The idea away
Of having you stay
With me, here
For our futures, they fear
We are addicted in fact
To each other, not the act
A bonus to our presents
Is knowing each others talents
They fear, we will stay near
To our roots, but we know we must go
To the unknown
The world beckons
To go far and wide, we must learn lessons
This area cannot offer
So we must go
What will the journey behold?
Will I find you again?
Or will you find another man?
I hope he’s cool calm and collected
Can support you with through everything
Treats you right
Not just at night
but also in the day light.
Apr 5, 2018
Apr 5, 2018 at 11:34 PM UTC
fee fi fo fum,
I feel ******* dumb
hickory dickory dock
just want the clock to stop
knick nack paddy wack
my life and mind have no slack
where it will stop, no body knows!
my mind always running but I wont let it show!
Apr 5, 2018
Apr 5, 2018 at 11:28 PM UTC
The puzzle crashes once more
Finding the familiar rigid floor
Unforgiving and strong
It was so close, after so long
One or two pieces at best
Needed to figure out that extravagant mess
But the table wasn’t enough
To hold all the pieces, twas just too tough
Crashing down with a loud clatter
Now all is gone, with only one to care for the matter
Search for all
Like finding identical leaves in the fall
They all have changed
Now he must find one that matches his own strange ways
A piece that fits his moves and quarks
One who embraces him with a genuine force.
He must find this one in himself
For only you can continually fill your empty shelf
Take the table out of the equation
Puzzle made on the floor
No table to collapse, no weight it must bare.
This realization can change everything
And rid one of desperate madness,
Even in the worst situations that wash ashore.
Apr 5, 2018
Apr 5, 2018 at 11:26 PM UTC
As two puzzle pieces
Fit together so divine.
Make me feel like you’re all mine
No other could make me feel so fine
All day walking around with some special kind of shine
No other pieces could fit together like we do
Not just once or twice, but every single time
Complete the need that is felt inside
Matched together at first sight,
Now I just need some kind of sign
You want to be whole again, don’t give into the fright
Be strong for me, look deep to find
That one that was thrown aside.
Somewhere the piece lays,
The one that will keep destruction at bay
On the table for weeks,
Just waiting for the piece.
That will complete the picture it beholds
Fulfill the potential it has
To look beautiful from its own mold.
Doesn’t follow rules or norms
To its own ****** up drum, it roars
As a bird sings its own melody as it soars,
The puzzle shows purity in the darkest of forms
Bad things have hurt the pieces before
But through these, they still seem to fit,
So amazing once more
Connected together, souls intertwined
Flawlessly together at this time.
Embracing the moment they have together
Wishing to be in one’s company forever.
Morning strikes a harsh blow.
The rising sun forces each to go.
Apr 5, 2018
Apr 5, 2018 at 11:25 PM UTC
The cut was deep,
At first to him, keeping the wound bandaged to forget
Out of sight but not of mind
Every movement gives a twinge
Every thought leads back to that fringe
Never willing to accept his weakness
never able to heal, his tree leafless
Nothing could infiltrate his mind,
It raced for an acceptable excuse to find
But never successful in it’s hunt
Just mental fuckery and the final realization that he was a ****
No reason for his action
Just a bad coping mechanism and a run in with an alcohol-obsessed faction
Now he must deal with the woman he loves reaction
Forgiveness is preyed for, but not seen as an option
More alone than before is the only viable result of that ‘final’ verbal transaction
Inevitable though
He can’t keep living with his mind as a foe
It needs to be clean, clear, and precise
He must succeed and leave everyone in surprise
He must expose this wound with shame
With only himself to blame
The words slip from his lips as light from a flame
Leaving himself vulnerable but eyes still full of desire
This overwhelming ****** feeling that he knows
He has hurt the one he loves
The wound is deep
She is hurt, no longer feeling complete
Apr 5, 2018
Apr 5, 2018 at 11:20 PM UTC
Why can’t we swear in academia?
Why can’t we swear in acedmia?
Tell me, WHY THE **** can’t we swear in academia,
why the EVER LOVING **** , can’t we swear in academia?
Say **** how we’d actually say **** Why the **** we gotta contort into this PISS-ASS RESPONSIBLE, PROPER, PROFESSIONAL, BUSINESS-CASUAL, ******* ASS-WIPING ******** LANGUAGE that no one can ******* relate to or get their head around? Academia GET YOUR RESPECTABILITY POLITICS OFF MY **** OUT OF MY FACE AND OFF MY **** and let me say ***** ****** UP!” when **** sure as **** IS ****** UP! Actually no, academia, **** OUTTA HERE WITH YOUR TONE POLICING CLUSTERFUCK, I’m not waiting for permission. I’m gunna start right the **** now. And don’t you dare tell me to shut up, **** **** **** SHITTY-FUCK, YOU BIG-BOYZ CLUB OF WHITE ***** ******** **** yourself.
Oct 1, 2017
Oct 1, 2017 at 8:45 PM UTC
My feet are still marked
With ghosts of mosquito bites
From that evening on the dock
They itched after I left
Gnawing reminders
I scratched, leaving scars
Six faded spots like old freckles
It wasn't that night
When you asked
But it was that night
When I knew
The next day you said it: Should I leave her?
I said yes, selfishly
But I never relished your gnawing sadness
I never wanted you to hurt
Silly me
I thought you might add two more words:
Should I leave her
For you?
Instead I'm the one with the scars.
Oct 18, 2015
Oct 18, 2015 at 8:49 PM UTC