The cut was deep,
At first to him, keeping the wound bandaged to forget
Out of sight but not of mind
Every movement gives a twinge
Every thought leads back to that fringe
Never willing to accept his weakness
never able to heal, his tree leafless
Nothing could infiltrate his mind,
It raced for an acceptable excuse to find
But never successful in it’s hunt
Just mental fuckery and the final realization that he was a ****
No reason for his action
Just a bad coping mechanism and a run in with an alcohol-obsessed faction
Now he must deal with the woman he loves reaction
Forgiveness is preyed for, but not seen as an option
More alone than before is the only viable result of that ‘final’ verbal transaction
Inevitable though
He can’t keep living with his mind as a foe
It needs to be clean, clear, and precise
He must succeed and leave everyone in surprise
He must expose this wound with shame
With only himself to blame
The words slip from his lips as light from a flame
Leaving himself vulnerable but eyes still full of desire
This overwhelming ****** feeling that he knows
He has hurt the one he loves
The wound is deep
She is hurt, no longer feeling complete
Apr 5, 2018
Apr 5, 2018 at 11:20 PM UTC
The cut was deep,
At first to him, keeping the wound bandaged to forget
Out of sight but not of mind
Every movement gives a twinge
Every thought leads back to that fringe
Never willing to accept his weakness
never able to heal, his tree leafless
Nothing could infiltrate his mind,
It raced for an acceptable excuse to find
But never successful in it’s hunt
Just mental fuckery and the final realization that he was a ****
No reason for his action
Just a bad coping mechanism and a run in with an alcohol-obsessed faction
Now he must deal with the woman he loves reaction
Forgiveness is preyed for, but not seen as an option
More alone than before is the only viable result of that ‘final’ verbal transaction
Inevitable though
He can’t keep living with his mind as a foe
It needs to be clean, clear, and precise
He must succeed and leave everyone in surprise
He must expose this wound with shame
With only himself to blame
The words slip from his lips as light from a flame
Leaving himself vulnerable but eyes still full of desire
This overwhelming ****** feeling that he knows
He has hurt the one he loves
The wound is deep
She is hurt, no longer feeling complete