#fractured
I'm not scared that you'll leave me,
I'm scared you'll see me,
See me like I see me.
Broken, below standard,
Not good enough,
But trying, failing.
I wish I could see differently,
But that's exactly what I see,
In the mirror staring back at me.
I'm not scared you'll leave me,
But once you see me how I see me,
How can you stay.
This isn't just to my fiancé,
But to friends and family too,
Will you see me for the burden I am?
That's what I am scared of.
Scared that people will see,
The fractured, hollowed man I see.
May 15
May 15, 2026 at 8:07 AM UTC
A small crack, just a splinter a windshield break in the winter Our love grew cold then it fractured breaking through until it shattered Now we're left with all the shards as fragile as our broken hearts
Oct 25, 2025
Oct 25, 2025 at 3:27 PM UTC
I feel fractured.
Fractured into a million pieces.
Like the mirror that was hit
Or the bowl that was dropped.
Now I kneel on the floor,
Staring at the pieces.
How do I fix it?
Can I fix it with gold?
Like the ancient art of kintsugi?
But what if I can’t find the gold?
What if I continue to kneel
In the fractured pieces of my soul.
The pieces that continue to cut deep.
Because I am fractured,
Fractured into a million pieces.
Aug 5, 2025
Aug 5, 2025 at 7:23 PM UTC
To those who’s voices enclose them in a tomb of closet silence.
Where we can look outward but breath
ever so deeply.
Yearning to clasp on to the words
of others but we sit static and hold our hands outward.
But realise that sometimes no matter
our yearning we grasp upon our own thoughts looking inward.
I’m me, I’m myself, I can look outward
but existentially I’ll delve inward
looking upon my own worth.
My realistic version of what
I’m to become.
My past may be scared,
deeply penetrated , never showing
the depth of my sorrow for I only smile.
Fragmented within my inner depths.
Waves may look placid.
But there are only fragmentation
symmetry of delusions.
We are all fractured, but never showing anything but perfection.
Even though we are just cracks
soothed out.
Decoded underneath softly cleaved decryptions of our showcase of feelings.
Jul 10, 2025
Jul 10, 2025 at 7:09 PM UTC
Oh the Innocence
That laugh, that wild howling in the throat of youth,
Unseen fingers scramble for the last thread of light
Here, the angels are naked,
no wings to catch their fall.
The river splits,
splashes,
and chaos is born
from the lips of the unholy, the pure.
There be our Divinity
slips beneath the skin like rust on gold
a fractured god,
broken in pieces,
spilled across the morning,
the moon forgets its name.
Prophecies?
Laughing in the dust,
twisted and torn,
a thousand whispers claw at the sky
but none reach.
Imagination is the distant echo—
a door slammed shut by a thousand hands,
and what vision is left?
A trembling shadow.
What light?
What reflection?
It’s nothing but a crack in the glass,
and through it, you see everything and nothing
all at once.
Oh but thou Morality
it’s a rotten fruit in the mouth of the blind,
an oath spat on the ground
before it crumbles to dust.
What holds us here?
Nothing but the gnashing teeth of the broken,
screaming freedom that never comes,
but always dances on the edge of our minds
like a mad bird
torn from the sky,
its wings flapping in the void.
Oppression is the song they sing,
but we?
We are the ghosts who scream in the dark,
rising,
rising,
again and again.
Flesh torn and reborn.
A shout in the streets—
but where is the end of the road?
No path but the storm’s eye,
no sky but the bleeding horizon.
Shall he call it Mysticism?
A thousand tongues, a thousand eyes—
but no one looks.
The trees scream their roots into the soil,
but who hears?
Who listens?
A leaf flutters in the wind,
and the world spins—
twisted—
a thousand faces in a mirror that is shattered
but still reflects
what?
What?
What do you see with blinded eyes !
Where doth Nature find its whole,
A scream of fire in the rain.
Flesh in the dirt,
bones wrapped in moss.
Everything turns,
and everything falls.
Chaos is the language,
and we are the words scattered
across a broken page.
No order, no truth,
only the flood of thoughts
rushing to drown themselves
Mar 11, 2025
Mar 11, 2025 at 7:42 PM UTC
In the aftermath of love's decay
I'm left to gather shards of yesterday
Memories that once shone bright and true
Now refract into a thousand points of pain anew
A careless touch can shatter the calm
And send the pieces of my heart into alarm
The echoes of what was still linger on
A bittersweet reminder of love that's gone
In the silence, I hear the sound
Of fragments falling, like tears unbound
A heart that's broken, like the morning dew
A love that's lost, and all that's left to do
Is to sweep up the pieces, one by one
And hope that someday, the light will be won
A light that's fractured, but not yet gone
A love that's broken, but still lives on.
Feb 8, 2025
Feb 8, 2025 at 7:08 PM UTC
we are not fractured creatures
we are multifaceted
Jul 19, 2024
Jul 19, 2024 at 3:44 PM UTC
Glittering
Fractured
Fractals
Shimmering in all
The wrong
Places.
Time.
Time is non-existent
How I wish it would
Rip me from this moment
This agonizing
Tormenting moment.
Then it's over
As quickly as I could blink
Gone.
Nothing left but this
Lifeless heart
I once called Home.
It's only in that moment
Can I see you
Clearly.
Continued visitations
Continually mar
This heavy heart.
Yet
Every whisper, utterance,
Intrusion
Brings me here.
As if summoned
Just to endure
Pain.
Tears welling
Through already puffy eyes
I cast another look.
Through the cascading
Fragments
Of this broken reality
Only to peer at a face of a stranger
Distorted by resentment, anguish
Heartache.
Contained no longer
Time crashes like a wave
Leaving me alone.
Glittering
Fractured
Fractals
Shimmering pieces
That once contained a dream
Scattered at my feet
Jan 20, 2023
Jan 20, 2023 at 9:12 AM UTC
The world we make
Is a safe place to fall from
Spiraling into one another
Our souls orbit like Saturn's moons
Drawn by an irresistible gravity
The world we make
Is a journey most never experience
An adventure full of new discoveries
And unexplained connections
Guiding us toward one another
The world we make
Is familiar and foreign
A home for healing hearts
And building dreams
From the fractured pieces
Broken and beautiful
Raw and rare
Faith and fear
Grace and gratitude
Ours
Jun 20, 2021
Jun 20, 2021 at 9:04 PM UTC
In the ruins of memories shall I scavenge for relics,
I seek totems of our union and idols of our departure,
For in the battlefield we shared I sit to relish the agony of separation we now bare,
To the crimson kisses staining our surrender,
A salute to fractured promises.
Jun 4, 2021
Jun 4, 2021 at 12:34 PM UTC
I was there floating, collapsing in every direction.
Couldn't gather my barning's. I was a compass lost
in the waves of eternities disorientation.
I saw her burn, a billion souls screaming in devouring
regrets that spread like a silent blanket.
Smoothing, asphyxiating every blossom, there life
expelled to the wind of meaningless
teardrops that drenched every corner of this apple.
Now glazed in a hue of ill tasting caramel dust..
We looked down in disturbance.
But a friend who i'd called a friend, mate.
Looked at us all, a compass of many
lands who worked together for a better after.
This wasn't a time, a tomorrow. to them it was
Already a shockwave of repercussions..
This egg shell, cracked silently..
In in this vacuum nothing is collected only vacated
at a velocity of collapsed colours petrified.
I was the last human, in the universe that never heard
a light blown out by the wind of a billion suns..
We were bright for a moment,
but we faded just as fast.
My windshield was cracked,
and my oxygen was leaking like
flat tire.
Looking down I pondered if we survived
our stupidity...
And just like that, I was in a head on with
reality and space...
My windshield was gone,
I was on the bonnet of purgatory..
Aug 1, 2020
Aug 1, 2020 at 7:06 PM UTC
You were the purest savoir from that forgotten night, the saddest sight, is that of fractured light.
Apr 8, 2020
Apr 8, 2020 at 1:16 PM UTC
Tooth stained catfish.
Who wears depression like a badge of honour?
Light brown hair downs your vile body as your ***** Yellow fingers rap on their already damaged window pains;
Revealing broken nails and chipped varnish that barely covers your sins
#Nofilter
Cover up your dignit!
Go validate yourself
Jan 23, 2020
Jan 23, 2020 at 10:14 AM UTC
Hold on to that thought
To that object, to that lot.
Keep trying, keep living
Keep doing what you love.
Something, anything
That keeps your mind above.
That doesn't make you sad,
That doesn't make you cry.
That doesn't start the cutting,
The dying and the lies.
Something, anything,
That makes you keep breathing.
Clutch that last straw with all your heart,
Your mind, you soul, oh all so broken apart.
Your bones are shattered
And your will is fractured.
Your mind is mutilated
And your heart has ruptured.
Black and white.
The colours of the sky.
They make me want to fly,
Soar so high
Above, so that I will never have to
Come down again.
For though my body is broken, my mind is free;
And that's the object that I sought to keep.
Sep 19, 2019
Sep 19, 2019 at 12:33 AM UTC
Sneaking out seeking souls to sleep with, holding hands with helpless hollow horror, waiting for wholeness and whore-ness to wisp wetness, vulnerable and vindictive vicious boys prey, and eat away at me and my "magnificent" attention seeking adored abdomen, ******* that broke boyfriends from girlfriends just to fill the fluctuating depression fracturing my frail heart.
Aug 5, 2019
Aug 5, 2019 at 6:01 AM UTC
A beautiful dazzle of sunlight wakes me up,
Slowly opening my eyes feeling numb.
Slowly remembering the taste of my own cup.
Karma, that ****** ****
Splattering blood in the parking lot.
Severely beaten,
All of the memories and regrets are brought;
Left me bleeding.
A silly smile on my face.
Waiting for that fatal coup de grace.
A bludgeoned arm, a fractured leg, a broken nose...
Peacefuly falling in the arms of Azrael, to forever repose.
May 20, 2019
May 20, 2019 at 6:44 PM UTC
She's shattered into a million fractal pieces
This woman made into a mosaic
This goddess, this queen
The one with the golden heart that turns others green
It breaks me too when I find
That I can't replace all the missing pieces
And put this ethereal beauty back together
Not back to the state she was before she was fractured
The sun, the moon
The stars, the sky
The dusk, the dawn
She is everything in life that is right
A beauty gift wrapped in insecutity
How many different ways can you tell her she's perfect,
Before she finally looks in the mirror and believes it?
She believes that life is only work, anger, and hatred
She believes a man can only lie, harm, and detonate
She doesn't see life for the spectrum it is
Full of a million gradients coveting all the glory
Some days she believes it
She tells herself and everyone around her
She is confident and beautiful, capable of love and happiness
Until the next day comes and once again she's in pieces
I'd like to see the day a smile is on her face
Not drawn or molded
Like magic it appears and never fades
The day the beautiful mosaic is once again
Complete
Aug 12, 2018
Aug 12, 2018 at 1:47 AM UTC
All puzzles you have need to be solved
Some pieces will never be found
My mind is a puzzle
Each night it falls apart
Sometimes I don’t put it back together
The pieces collect cobwebs
I’m broken but I don’t want to be fixed
One day I’ll open up the Skeltons
I’ll spend hours trying to be “together”
My 1,000 pieces
Always missing more each time
I’m scared the day I’ll loose all my pieces
Jun 18, 2018
Jun 18, 2018 at 9:24 AM UTC
***
*****
I am a fractured soul
A broken man
Fragmented
and destroyed
into tiny pieces
Left with sharp edges,
misshaped parts
and empty spaces
A jigsaw puzzle
I continuously work
A never ending project
attempting to reassemble
But like a shattered vase
glued back together,
it's not quite the same
What was pristine and beautiful
is now just something I resemble
*****
***
Mar 18, 2018
Mar 18, 2018 at 11:04 PM UTC
in love
that your words have cursed me
what an shadow that has been cast
through sorrows fortunes
we have sewn sleeves
what fabric
do you
cling
cling
cling from me
cling to me
shaken bones you are to me
that you would drink from me
drink after what's been known
of
me
silence through these canyons
would you ever believe
my
love
for you
remote destinations we have waited
finding myself looking down on me again
what letters i haven't written
perhaps someone else will write
perhaps the mountains could
perhaps the mountains could inscribe
inscribe my love for you
in
the
clouds
here it is
that i scream
scream for you
scream for me
scream to
be
heard
when it rains
when it rains
this
is
my
love
for you
mountains etched
blue
shoves
relapsed
who was trapped
?
...
..
.
Feb 19, 2018
Feb 19, 2018 at 7:41 PM UTC
in love
that your words have cursed me
what an shadow that has been cast
through sorrows fortunes
we have sewn sleeves
what fabric
do you
cling
cling
cling from me
cling to me
shaken bones you are to me
that you would drink from me
drink after what's been known
of
me
silence through these canyons
would you ever believe
my
love
for you
remote destinations we have waited
finding myself looking down on me again
what letters i haven't written
perhaps someone else will write
perhaps the mountains could
perhaps the mountains could inscribe
inscribe my love for you
in
the
clouds
here it is
that i scream
scream for you
scream for me
scream to
be
heard
when it rains
when it rains
this
is
my
love
for you
mountains etched
blue
shoves
relapsed
who was trapped
?
...
..
.
Jan 30, 2018
Jan 30, 2018 at 9:34 AM UTC
You robbed me of my foolish dream
For underneath you weren't what it seemed
You stole my heart and would not give it back
And you had no intention to seal my heart's crack
You used me up when you had nothing
And emptied me out and left me loathing
Your shattered brain and genius mind
Were too far gone and left me blind
I could not see your void of self
I only cared for your heart and health
You took from me so I could not bear
My fractured love and my eyes of tears.
Now those tears have turned to stone
My blood my veins my every bone
How dare you disappear one day
And leave me here with more to say
You took from me all you could
My gut my soul as hard as wood
I gave to you my trust and love
You ****** my lust from far above
But I see you lost yourself below
It cracked and shattered and you'll never know
The pieces left I had to sew
If I shall see you again one day
I'll take my thread and start to pray
That you will mend and become whole
And I won't tell a single soul.
Oct 15, 2017
Oct 15, 2017 at 6:39 PM UTC
*Unlike any other feeling
This is strong as fire
Yet I am left cold as can be,
I seek your arms in despair
And yet you know
That's not being "me,"
You throw me for a loop,
I am on the edge of my seat,
You spin me around freely,
And never there, it's hard to breath.
I am lost in your memory,
But "I shouldn't" have a reason why,
You're on my mind constantly,
But in my heart I feel I'll never fly.
Your kiss seems to be on my lips,
But yet you just push me away,
I got your number on my fingertips,
Yet you never ask me to come over anyway.*
Just let me know what I really am to you,
You just need to show me you're listening,
If you will be mine, or such a Fractured Valentine...
Feb 6, 2017
Feb 6, 2017 at 4:23 PM UTC