I feel the stare of a cloud
while I exercise this served string.
Not an uncommon thing.
I try my best to lock & dismiss
yet the cloud lingers ‘till gray.
A subtle rumble steers
reactive tension,
resulting in a horrible miss.
Cue collective whispers cutting
all attention. Playful shadows
dancin’ with no risk of apprehension.
Tinklin’ golden hues of nature’s clock
atop-most branches,
as they begin their chaotic
sway.
Again cloud humor-dly
hums as if to mock.
¡Yáadilá güey!
I bite my thumb and begin
a daylight race…
I could’ve sworn it went this way.
Just another loss,
gentle kissing drops
take hold of once solid ground.
Ah, snapped. Found just-as
cloud again knocks.
Electric glee emanating uproarish-ly.
Just enough fractured-light
to identify wrecked rock.
Huh, imagine that.
-119
Feb 21
Feb 21, 2026 at 1:15 AM UTC
Ay Hermosa!
If we started this game with two hearts
the capacity being five.
How long would it be
‘fore we gained another? Or,
more importantly, how long
‘til I gained your “aye”?
Tell me clearly.
Nidá!
Wipe these squares of 64
to better discern.
Let’s tentatively learn through
timidly tipped lore.
Revolving turn, building permits
so that we may stake our claims in trust.
I state my yield.
Let liquid sprawlin’ ‘lone to dry.
Later we’ll ‘light & ‘line, trim & tie
still stiff pages. Aligning looping lines
letterin’ weakness & source
rubble another time from an agreed-upon mine.
Affronting firmly, setting confidence
‘bout name and manner when thy wield.
[E]rregardless of misaligned night sky.
Audio or Visual?
What type of tape would you pick
to consume time while we wait and build.
Pause.
Is it your turn or mine?
How will we handle business
come even ground?
Despite a cute askew sight-line.
I wish to see from yours, though
that only occurs after a
discern-able-while.
Before we get ahead and start furnishing tile.
Please permit me to anoint and bless
with mine-own reserve of thyme.
Like those who built mile & mile
of paved roads that surely surpassed their wiles.
All to say rest, lounge awhile.
Are you an avid tea drinker?
Must we wary way of caffeine
or do you like it strong,
slow-diluted
with cubes in a frozen state?
Perhaps lighter?
With milk or cream?
Bíhwiil’aah.
Surely in segmented, sequenced parts.
Insinuating elation whilst we contrive.
“Clink’o’cup-of-ch’il ahwééh”, nothing bougie
yet a warmth you can’t ignore.
Like a continued psalm in endless supply.
Served sweetly with a smile.
-119
Feb 14
Feb 14, 2026 at 10:36 AM UTC
Glittering
Fractured
Fractals
Shimmering in all
The wrong
Places.
Time.
Time is non-existent
How I wish it would
Rip me from this moment
This agonizing
Tormenting moment.
Then it's over
As quickly as I could blink
Gone.
Nothing left but this
Lifeless heart
I once called Home.
It's only in that moment
Can I see you
Clearly.
Continued visitations
Continually mar
This heavy heart.
Yet
Every whisper, utterance,
Intrusion
Brings me here.
As if summoned
Just to endure
Pain.
Tears welling
Through already puffy eyes
I cast another look.
Through the cascading
Fragments
Of this broken reality
Only to peer at a face of a stranger
Distorted by resentment, anguish
Heartache.
Contained no longer
Time crashes like a wave
Leaving me alone.
Glittering
Fractured
Fractals
Shimmering pieces
That once contained a dream
Scattered at my feet
Jan 20, 2023
Jan 20, 2023 at 9:12 AM UTC
They talk about a world without
Hope.
Without
Mercy.
But never before had I ever met such a
Pure soul
In the form of
You
Unbeknownst to me, you became the
Peace
I turned to seek.
This bitter misunderstanding that has lead me to the thinking I now have.
It has crumbled this positive outlook I use to forsee.
That is until you reached out to
Me.
Leading me away from all this misery with your
Beautiful
Heart.
Allowing me to pass into your veil of
Love.
Your mere presence stilling my mind.
Dissipating my sense of
Uselessness
Quick to
Forgive
And
LOVE
Patient enough to let me Grow.
Never before had I met such a pure soul.
Nor did I realize.
Forsaking appreciation and the comfort of your solitude.
Never before...
Until I lost
You.
Jul 9, 2020
Jul 9, 2020 at 9:06 PM UTC
The hour grows late.
The silence sets in.
The Night haunts me again once again.
Rest alludes me and sleep is but a
broken dream.
Hope foolishly placed in a 'morrow
that may not come.
Suffocating and broken it lays.
That which was once me.
For I am no longer, but what
nightmare my fear feeds.
-Navahopi119
Jun 21, 2018
Jun 21, 2018 at 3:28 PM UTC
A never ending wave of chaos
A fit of giggles and laughs
Tempers lost and toys thrown
An endless playlist of Karaoke
These are my memories of us.
Memories that I'll hold dear,
Or memories I'll hold for leverage
A story of a lifetime
Full of embarrassment
Pride
And Love
My life
My love
My competition
My protection
My pride and inspiration
My family
Apr 10, 2018
Apr 10, 2018 at 3:31 PM UTC
Have you ever just stopped
Stop to admire the stars
In the calm cool night
Just to appreciate.
Have you ever stopped
Stop to admire the flowers
On a warm sunny day
Just to appreciate
Have you ever stopped
Stop to admire the trees
During a mild fall breeze
Just to appreciate
Have you ever stopped
Stop to admire the mountains
During a brisk winter stroll
Just to appreciate
Well I have stopped
Stop to just admire the beauty
The beauty that is you
Forever appreciating
All that you are
And all that you do
So tell me
Have you ever stopped?
.
-Navahopi119
Apr 1, 2018
Apr 1, 2018 at 11:09 PM UTC
It never ceases
To amaze
The worries to come,
Like a sort of frienzed craze
When comes the Day.
A day of new beginning,
Of a fresh new start.
Is it the eagerness
To make our mark
Or the fear of a broken heart?
Is it a voice of reason
Or whispers of doubt
For uncertainty we face
Do we fear what may come about
Or unwillingness and like children we pout?
Or rather do we feel
With no purpose we live.
Our reflection screaming Inadequate
Proving nothing of value left to give
Injuring ourselves with our makeshift shiv
No matter the reason
For you, my heart I lay
We'll face this together
Day by day
So let come what may
-Navahopi119
Mar 14, 2018
Mar 14, 2018 at 6:27 PM UTC
Sometimes I like to
Sit & Think
When all the world is
Quiet & Asleep.
Most times the voices are
Loud & Mean
But tonight the wind
Whispers & Fans.
Delighting to watch the Leaves
Play & Dance
Causing my soul to
Lift & Fly.
For once I am
Clear & Free
Without my despair to
Hold & Bound.
Allowing me to
Walk & Ponder
Looking back on all I've
Achieved & Conquered
For once I'm full of
Happiness & Glee
For Once I am
ME.
-Navahopi119
Feb 28, 2018
Feb 28, 2018 at 3:52 PM UTC
She said she wanted a Knight in shining armour
But what she doesn't realize.
All the Dents, Cuts, and Scratches
Are due to the effort I applied to better myself
Each Battle, Conflict, and Barrier
May have left their marks on me
And yet here I stand
The armour I wear may be
Grimy, Gritty, and Dull
But I wouldn't wish it any other way
Because that would mean
To erase all I worked for
And all that I strive to be.
She said she wanted a Knight in Shining armour
Lean, Clean, and Pristine.
Well I wish her the best
On her foolish quest
Because I have more battles to war.
-Navahopi119
Feb 23, 2018
Feb 23, 2018 at 5:21 PM UTC