#forhim
‘’my windows spurt open
and sway the soft curtains
aside to let the sun peek through
the breeze that sneaks into my
bedroom showers me with
its sweet whispers; slipping off my
silky nightgown for its gaze
i shiver in this newfound
nakedness yet i am comforted
by the soft lips on my neck
the breeze rides
along my thighs and up my chest
until it reaches my face;
darting itself out to catch
the lips it has been searching for
i welcome him
like how i do
every morning.’’
Mar 13
Mar 13, 2026 at 11:35 AM UTC
Like a city that never sleeps, you are the beat that fills every corner of my heart with wonder.
You glow like metropolitan skylines under nightfall— windows lit and constellations dazzling in the sleepless dark.
You are the light written into the clouds beneath the amber husks of a sinking sun; and like the sky itself, you illuminate my world.
You're the gleaming hope that welcomes me each day— the radiance and shimmer that knows my heart by name.
You're like car rides through those concrete superstructures, a gentle personification of tranquility and beauty.
Your eyes are the sun and the moon, visiting this city daily, watching over it, and guiding its heart towards the light.
This city needs no construction; it needs no crowds to rise— only your love.
The city that is my heart and home is built by you, the blessed light that finds me even in the dark.
A sweet smile is on me; a loving gaze is mine; a gentle hand is cradling my soul— and unlike anything this world has seen before, you built a city of love inside another's heart.
Feb 10
Feb 10, 2026 at 9:14 PM UTC
I would love to reach the moon one day.
I reach for it every day
I whisper in the moon's ear only of your name
I would love to reach the sun one day.
I reach for it every day
I whisper in the sun's ear only of your name
Because perhaps if it rains too hard, then the sun would dry it up
And perhaps if the night got too dark, then the moon would light it enough
I would love to reach the stars one day,
I reach for it every day
I would love to reach God one day,
I reach for it every day
Because perhaps if you lose some hope, then the stars would grant you some
And perhaps if your life lost some good, then god would allow better things to come
Dec 11, 2025
Dec 11, 2025 at 3:05 PM UTC
"So can you please tell me why you feel like this?", she asked
"It's when-"
"You know how-"
"Have you ever just-"
...nothing
how do you explain the pain you don't understand?
when all you want to do is make it stop
How do you stop the pain that just creeps up on you?
How do you talk about the pain that comes back to **** you when spoken about?
how do you explain the unexplainable?
"You ever have those days where-"
"Do you ever feel like-"
"Or maybe ever just-"
... forget it
it's like maybe the aching doesn't exist to anyone if it isn't said aloud
the pain doesn't come back for more when its left alone
but for the love of everything good,
i wish it'd stop coming back to me
May 8, 2020
May 8, 2020 at 5:29 PM UTC
i used to write my heart out
hoping maybe one day my words would get through
hoping that you would understand the pain you caused
hoping that the words would allow you to see how much you have hurt me
allow you to see the way your words take effect in my mind
i no longer write my heart out
because you broke me past my breaking point
your hurtful words no longer linger around my soul
Feb 21, 2025
Feb 21, 2025 at 2:04 AM UTC
don't you dare put all the blame on me when i run out of patience
as i sit here, bruised and bloodied, in a war zone you created
it is not my job to validate your conscience, or intentions
when it seems like every choice you make is immature
and selfish
Aug 12, 2021
Aug 12, 2021 at 12:28 AM UTC
A shade of yellow, a little too strong
Beneath the blue, they lay for long
"What do you like about me?" He posed
'myself' said she
For the way you see me, I am
I like that very much
Feb 28, 2021
Feb 28, 2021 at 6:09 AM UTC
She wore red
so that
she could lead him
so that
he could
always see her
his protector
Oct 3, 2020
Oct 3, 2020 at 1:49 PM UTC
The stars were there that night,
I saw them twinkle in your eyes
This was the first I remembered,
when I had to write my goodbyes
It was a cold, dark night sky
I could barely even see you
Though a small exchange of words
Made me know my feelings were true
Oh, is it possible to even tell you,
about how my heart's been throbbing?
Those few moments shared in the dark
Felt written to be never-ending
C******, this is my first goodbye,
One unnecessarily dramatic
Knowing you, you'll wear a smile
Having expected my strange antic
Sep 25, 2020
Sep 25, 2020 at 11:51 PM UTC
It started when you said hello
I wish I knew you longer
To see who you really were
We were just getting stronger
By the smile on your face
We both knew it was my fault
And that's not the case
Memories play through my head
Reminding myself how thankful I am
For having you in my life
It's funny how you appear
right at the time I was struggling
Within the snap you gone just like that
I remember after that game
We lost by 99 over hundred something
A second thought came to my mind
It was about 7:30 at night I was standing outside my school hoping to get picked up
If I walked home all of this wouldn’t have happened
I close my eyes for a second
And there you are standing in your uniform
The minute Your boss stepped outside
You told me to hop in the cart
And that's when the fun begin
You push me around the store
Like there was no tomorrow
And yet we still have an hour left
Be wasted it on playing hide and seek
Instead of me telling you how I really feel
By the smile on my face
You already knew
And I still think that was the best night ever
I hope you remember what I told you, and if you don’t, don't worry
Tell me once again
Why I am the first one to say sorry
I only knew you for a month
And this is our first fight
Tell me again how we first met
I thought to myself about that day
Yeah Remember that day I got ******* up
I had my hands on my ears
I wish I could tell you what I think
But deep inside me I was scared
And yet you stay with me every single blink
Every inch of me is telling me that you really cared
I wish I could tell you what happened before
And until this day I'm not brave enough to tell my own reflection
I just want to say I'm thankful for the days we spent together and the Hours we wasted, And the days you walked me home without me asking you too. The first day i met your mom,
she told me I was different,
and the days we spent at your house for lunch
if we were not at your house we were on the other side of the school, by the doors ,alone,
this little girl came down the stairs.
She called you by your name.
And you told me that she was your little sister after all
And the smile On my face was the perfect aim
If you Remember want i told you
and if you don't don't worry
I told you once it's not blue
my favourite colour is yellow
Jun 1, 2020
Jun 1, 2020 at 12:33 PM UTC
Every night I saw you
Every night beside me
I feel to forget, secret yet hidden pain
It's all about meanings
You teach me
With that smile to forgive my past
Let me make it those finest memories
Which will last between us
Cover my past, belove my present
Upbringing my future with you
Let me love you, let me love forever
Let me love you to endure...
Apr 3, 2020
Apr 3, 2020 at 9:22 AM UTC
I often wonder,
when I look at you,
if Galileo felt the same way
when he looked at the stars.
Feb 28, 2020
Feb 28, 2020 at 6:39 PM UTC
I love you so much
more than the Sun loves the Moon,
or the Day loves the Noon.
I want to hug you more than
Waves hug the Shore,
or a Frame hugs a Door,
and kiss you more than the
Horizon does the Sky
or more than Lashes bat an Eye.
I don't think I could love you more,
but now, I've said that before,
and I'll say it over and over
until the day I die.
Jan 29, 2020
Jan 29, 2020 at 3:16 PM UTC
If he were the sun
I'd gladly embrace him
Even if it meant I'd burn
If he were an endless ocean
I'd swim until I drowned
Just to be with him
And if he were the sky
I'd live my entire life learning how to fly
Just to reach him
Even if he doesn't feel the same
I'd still give him room to say
I don't love you that way
And it'll tear me apart
He'll forget it by the morning
It won't mean a thing to him
And if he were to fall in love
It would break my heart
I'd let go for him
But even if it breaks my heart
I knew it from the start
I'd still do anything for him
If he were heaven
I would change my religion
I'd pray to God to let me in
If he were hell
I would devastate the world
I'd suffer in eternity for him
And if he were an angel
I'd be his devil
So I could sin for him
If he were a desert
I'd wander endlessly
Just to find him
If he were a forest
I'd climb every tree
Just to see him
I'd do anything for him
But what I'd do for him,
Would he do for me?
Aug 16, 2019
Aug 16, 2019 at 11:04 PM UTC
I've tried time and time again to write you this poem, to write how I feel about you, but I can’t.
Not due to the lack of words, but on the contrary due to an abundance of, feelings, and things I
can’t explain.
I can’t count the number of times I’ve tried describing your personality the way you make my
heart pound at the thought of you;the sight of you.
Only to end up with nothing. Left speechless with a giant grin on my face.
The way a kid lights up during holidays.
If only my brain knew how to put together the perfect words to tell you that everything you do
everything you are is exactly what I’ve been looking for.
I’ve always known how to start these poems, I’ve always known the right things to say.
Yet I sit here confounded still not knowing how to show you how much you mean to me.
I know that you might not understand, and it’s okay.
If only you’d let me love you, if only you’d let me show you that I would never hurt you..
That when I think of you all I want to do is spend every minute next to you, and to give you the
world.
To make you feel wanted.
To be yours, to be your safe place.
If only I was special to you maybe I wouldn’t feel like this.
Sometimes I feel like I’m fighting for something I can not win..
Sometimes I come off desperate, clingy
But only because I don’t know if my chance will ever come.
I’m scared that the feelings will someday disappear
I’m scared that you will never need me the way I need you.
Afraid that the happiest moments will only be memories of something that never was.
That you will never love me the way I love you..
Jul 25, 2019
Jul 25, 2019 at 12:35 AM UTC
spilled some tea.
i spilled some tea.
tapped my foot on the murky seas.
with long, sword-like trees, avoiding the stomps of my feet.
money.
i need to raise money.
trying to make it up for the spilled tea.
and all the knives i shot.
sticks and stone can break my bones
and words can cut and **** with knives,
but nothing is gonna stop me.
nothing.
Oct 25, 2018
Oct 25, 2018 at 1:39 AM UTC
He struggles and ponders,
reads and re-reads,
My markers fail before his eyes,
his naivety takes over,
A fruit? he queries,
I burst out in laughter,
Can be, I agree, but I await for more,
he peruses and my ribs tickled,
amused and curious, I stayed,
at his innocence that shined.
A Mango! he exclaims!
No! I equally enthused
'A woman, a fruit,
delicious and mystical,
for a man who craves'.
'Oh' the meek sigh, a tiny sound,
concurred or dissent, I know not,
In a flash came a verbal rebuff,
back to his annoying self.
He annoys and appeases,
A friend I have known for years,
Mine forever, I know for sure,
no matter what he says.
Jul 23, 2018
Jul 23, 2018 at 5:50 AM UTC
call me a fool cause i played it cool
to your ways one would consider cruel
assuming i had no clue you were using me like a tool
newsflash my dude, i knew of my use
wasnt hard to tell i meant nothing to you
nothing to the man you wished to become, seeking a light of success
in eyes of the chick that birthed your first heart
i played it cool, perceiving myself to be a fool
acting like i had no, choosing to be your tool
well aware i was diving deep
into a hole that would forever sink
darkness that only grew more in depth
you warned me many time
but your soul showed there was more sincere way inside
so i remained , allowing you to take lead
knowing my place, giving you space
allowing my trust to be placed
hopes in rebuilding the self-confidence you highly lacked
all to a tough past
you felt had some shame
having troubles to embrace
it helped you become the man you are today
something great
you stay fighting to succeed in eyes of your
lover
mother
daughter
brother
father
sister
you played a person you were not
whenever there was an awaken depth within our encounter
forcing yourself to be cruel
i continued to be cool
be perceived as a fool
for our souls intertwined, wanted all to remain cool
for i did not fight, or take flight
seeking revenge wasn't an option
i chose to dive into the everlasting depth of a hole
allowing you so much control
losing my own ways to life
forgetting my own reasons to live
like a fool you became too cruel
not pacing your use of using me as a tool
making things so uncool
you had too much authority and used it all so soon
awakened my eyes
allowing me some sight
see where i could escape free
from the leash
had worked it to such short length
there be no fight
in releasing me
to become better then i once was
i soar far away
keeping you in my heart
but never allowing
capture to be an option
swuuuooooaaa-
Jul 11, 2018
Jul 11, 2018 at 10:11 AM UTC
I’m tired of trying to find an excuse to miss talking to you
I’m tired of the daydreams and not being able to have you when I want you
I’m tired of the all of a sudden pauses I like my flames to forever burn
I’m tired of being to one to make time it’s your turn
I miss talking to you for hours explaining and laughing
I miss seeing your smile at least 3 times a week kept me on my feet
I miss feeling like I’m the one you need
but I’m tired of seeing you in every dream.
Feb 25, 2018
Feb 25, 2018 at 10:04 AM UTC
As I stare into his eyes I see the dream...
The ever lasting love,
trust me this could be.
Me loving on you,
you loving on me...
is what I mean.
That smile....
Incredible
Ya Lips.....
well im sure they taste
Well ummm Edible.
I want this you know
The type of love like I don't care who's watching while im causing a scene...
Sugar when I look into your eyes...
I see the dream.....
me loving on you, and you loving on me
Feb 20, 2018
Feb 20, 2018 at 12:03 AM UTC
i can not write you into a poem
no matter how hard i try
my words fall too short
with every line i write
i cannot bring words
to their finest meaning
when the words alone
are inferior to you
Feb 12, 2018
Feb 12, 2018 at 1:11 PM UTC
I'm only writing this
Because you asked me to
And I'd do anything for you
The perk tree
It's S.P.E.C.I.A.L
In many ways
Strength
To hold the world on your shoulders
Perception
To see things from every angle
Endurance
To get through whatever life throws at you
Charisma
To charm people to do what you want
Intelligence
To know what you need to know
Agility
To climb to the top
Luck
To fill in wherever you're lacking
Dec 7, 2017
Dec 7, 2017 at 2:47 PM UTC
I couldn’t think of a gift off the top of my head
So I decided to tell you a story instead….
Once upon a time there was a girl with a broken heart
Bear with me, I know this isn’t a very happy start
But this girl, she was broken for quite a while
She needed to mend herself so being single became her style
She locked up her heart and threw away the key
A lot of time passed before she realized that wasn’t the way to be
She wanted a change but didn’t know where to start
She began to wonder if she could ever unlock her heart
So she decided to let her guard down and just go with the flow
Until one night she put on a black dress and went to Toads for a show
She had some drinks and the night was like any other
Except she mustered up some courage and asked a boy for his number
They started talking and a few weeks later went on their first date
She was excited and then nervous because she was running pretty late
Thankfully he didn’t think her tardiness was all that rude
But the kitchen was closed so he couldn’t order any food
They had some drinks and talked for quite a while
He had on a plaid shirt and had such a handsome smile
He suggested they actually get dinner sometime
And the thought of seeing him again suited her just fine
She unlocked her heart and freed up some room
And over the next few months their relationship began to bloom
They have the perfect balance of normal and weird
And sometimes he even lets her play with his very long beard
Getting to know him has truly been such a treat
He is kind, talented, smart, and sweet
So do you remember that broken girl from before?
Well these days she couldn’t ask for anything more
Being with him has challenged her in such a positive way
So she wrote this for their first Valentine’s Day
May 20, 2017
May 20, 2017 at 5:39 PM UTC
I'm a work of art, your protege.
You're my sculpture, my teacher.
I'm your troublemaker, your rebel.
You're my lover, my peacemaker.
I'm a poet, your songwriter.
You're my inspiration, my muse.
I'm a changer, a modifier of life.
You're my guide, my leader.
I was a hater, a freak.
You made me better,
An individual with a love for life and
A man of creativity.
You're the remover of hate,
And the replacer of love.
You saw me as I am,
As the person I was meant to be.
Piece by piece and step by step
You put back the parts of my broken self.
You didn't abandon me in need,
You didn't leave me when you saw the red flags,
You stayed,
You made me drop the anger and put up the surrender.
You took me in,
You loved me.
You made me see life in a way I never knew existed.
You love me now,
You'll love me always.
Forever till forever meets no end,
You're love knows no limits
And is meant to be eternal.
May 8, 2017
May 8, 2017 at 3:22 PM UTC