We paint these pretty pictures, hoping the others will see
Painting life as great as possible
Trying to show how well we work alone
But when the world is quiet and asleep
We find our way back to each other
Only to not speak of it when the sun comes back out
I wish you could have loved me this loudly when we were still one
Aug 18, 2025
Aug 18, 2025 at 3:31 AM UTC
i used to write my heart out
hoping maybe one day my words would get through
hoping that you would understand the pain you caused
hoping that the words would allow you to see how much you have hurt me
allow you to see the way your words take effect in my mind
i no longer write my heart out
because you broke me past my breaking point
your hurtful words no longer linger around my soul
Feb 21, 2025
Feb 21, 2025 at 2:04 AM UTC
Tonight of all nights, the thought came back
The thought of possible grief, possible loss, possible regret
Emotions not to be felt by me, but for me.
Tonight of all nights, the thought came back
The thought of concern, heartbreak and hurt
How would I go?
The thoughts of seeing the world from beyond
Would I stick around to watch every heavy emotion unfold?
Would I start over immediately?
A life with completely different outcomes
Different situations that require different answers
Different sets of people that require a different version of me
Tonight of all nights, the thought came back
The thought that was supported by the heaviest of emotions
Carrying the utmost weight on the soul
The thought that was fought to be buried
Tucked away in the back of the mind
Muted by the guilt of an Irish goodbye
Tonight of all nights, the thought came back
Welcomed with roses and champagne
Welcomed with cheers and applauds
As if the thought that was pushed so far to the edge
Is the thought that everyone wanted saved after all
Sighs of relief and tightest of hugs
Tonight of all nights, the thought came back
Feb 21, 2025
Feb 21, 2025 at 1:50 AM UTC
don't you dare put all the blame on me when i run out of patience
as i sit here, bruised and bloodied, in a war zone you created
it is not my job to validate your conscience, or intentions
when it seems like every choice you make is immature
and selfish
Aug 12, 2021
Aug 12, 2021 at 12:28 AM UTC
I don’t want you to be a part of my life anymore.
I don’t want to experience the pain that comes with you
I don’t deserve the heartache that comes with loving you.
Jun 6, 2021
Jun 6, 2021 at 9:20 PM UTC
Any where you are
id walk through minefields
risk it all, to be close to you
one last time
Because these dreams i have of you
aren't real enough
Feb 27, 2021
Feb 27, 2021 at 1:47 AM UTC
It was a privilege to love you,
and it was a privilege to let you go.
Both helped shape me into the person I have become.
Oct 18, 2020
Oct 18, 2020 at 10:01 PM UTC
You said that after all these times, it’s always been me
But yet, I know that if you were placed in a room with all of us
I would not be the one you run to
Would not be the one you glace at first
Would not be the one who catches your eye
You'd look at her
in the blink of an eye
Sep 15, 2020
Sep 15, 2020 at 4:17 AM UTC
The best thing that's ever happened to me,
cannot and will not
be the thing that tears me down
Jul 27, 2020
Jul 27, 2020 at 12:13 AM UTC
I hope you never forget how much I love you
never forget how much you mean to me
never forget that I would cut any distance between us if I could
you will always be my everything
Jun 24, 2020
Jun 24, 2020 at 5:29 PM UTC