I don't know what you've done to my heart
It burns, it throbs, with every word you speak
I never knew I could feel this from the start
Yet here you are taking me to my highest peak
My heart yells out yet you never really noticed
My mouth kept shut as it bled with longing
I didn't want to admit it, but the truth really is;
all this time I've really been falling
Now we have little time left to spend together
My hands do the work and express my own heart
My chest still bleeds but this is for the better
This is my fourth goodbye, C, right before we depart
Oct 17, 2020
Oct 17, 2020 at 2:44 AM UTC
We would walk down the halls
Attending to our classroom calls
Students rushing left and right
Brightened by rays of morning light
In the midst was the both of us
You were late while I was just lost
I gave a nod but you gave a smile
This then went on for quite a while
Three years passed, and we still do
I sometimes stand there to wait for you
To wait for the smile that I see daily
Even doing as much as waking up early
A year from now, we won't be able to
Do the things that we used to do
You'll be elsewhere but I'll still be here
No longer waiting for someone I hold dear
Sep 26, 2020
Sep 26, 2020 at 7:56 AM UTC
The stars were there that night,
I saw them twinkle in your eyes
This was the first I remembered,
when I had to write my goodbyes
It was a cold, dark night sky
I could barely even see you
Though a small exchange of words
Made me know my feelings were true
Oh, is it possible to even tell you,
about how my heart's been throbbing?
Those few moments shared in the dark
Felt written to be never-ending
C******, this is my first goodbye,
One unnecessarily dramatic
Knowing you, you'll wear a smile
Having expected my strange antic
Sep 25, 2020
Sep 25, 2020 at 11:51 PM UTC
Chris is gay
And that's why he's a sinner
Chris is gay
And that's why he's no better
Chris once helped me
But I don't want him as my friend
It's because Chris is gay
And he'll sure have a tragic end
Despite the fact he's gay
He does seem very nice
But mom says to avoid him
And that I shouldn't think twice
I see Chris get hit at school
Though I'm not really sure why
He'a always very lonely
And he seems very shy
Chris is gay
And that's why he's avoided
Chris is gay
And that's how his story ended
Jan 3, 2018
Jan 3, 2018 at 7:16 PM UTC
The day colors fade and form the night
I say goodbye to the fleeting light
And share those words with someone I love
Who isn't beside me, under or above
He was made to love me, I knew this well
But into his alluring lines, I fell
That world he is in; it exists just barely
But the moon on my screen, is the same in reality
A picture appears; his moonlit face
As it shows him standing in all his grace
My hand on the screen as I ignore the cold
'I wish you were real' I whispered, so bold
Jan 3, 2018
Jan 3, 2018 at 10:18 AM UTC
I like when I get good grades in Math
I hate when I don't take a bath
I like when someone says 'hello'
I hate when greens turn yellow
I like when mom gives me money
I hate when people fail to be funny
I like when dog greets me on my return
I hate when there's nothing new to learn
I like whenever I feel happy
I hate that I no longer feel it
I like when someone notices me
I hate when don't know it
I hate that I feel alone
I hate when I get hurt
I hate when mom only feeds me bones
I hate when dad pushes me into the dirt
I hate that my siblings do the same
I hate that no one tries to help
I hate that I'm the one blamed
I hate tying this rope to the shelf
But I like this rope around my neck
Jan 1, 2018
Jan 1, 2018 at 9:20 PM UTC