#fakelove
I almost texted you back,
and then I did.
I almost listened to what others told me,
and then I did.
I almost kept picking up the phone
and then I did.
I almost let the calls get longer,
and then I did.
I almost let it go to far,
and then I did.
I almost let everything eat me alive.
I almost let the guilt consume me,
I almost had the thought of lines on my body
I almost had the burning desire of failure to just prove my lies
and then it all happened.
I let the lie spill out,
a ghost of what I had never truly felt,
trying to secure the demons in your mind while
I left quicker than life could take away the gasping and drowning
memories of innocent childhood.
I almost let the lie out.
Then I said "I still love you".
Feb 20
Feb 20, 2026 at 11:47 AM UTC
I asked myself tonight…
Am I lost, or am I a ghost?
Walking through these city lights
that don’t feel like home no more.
People talk with typing hands,
not eyes, not hearts, not truth.
Everyone’s locked inside a phone,
and I got no one to talk to.
Feels like the world’s on mute,
every soul on flight mode—
And I’m just standing here
with a heart that’s stuck on loud.
I’m a ghost in the crowd,
fading out, fading out—
Searching for love in a world
where love is just a filter now.
I’m a heartbeat too real
for a world that’s shut down—
Tell me, who do I trust
when every “love” is just online
and nothing’s real…
nothing’s real anymore?
I tried finding love online,
but every “forever” breaks by dawn.
Sweet words come and go like lies,
leaving echoes when they’re gone.
Feels like everyone’s controlled
by a world inside their screens—
And I’m the only one left here
still searching for something clean.
I’m a ghost in the crowd,
fading out, fading out—
Searching for love in a world
where love is just a filter now.
I’m a heartbeat too real
for a world that’s shut down—
Tell me, who do I trust
when every “love” is just online
and nothing’s real…
nothing’s real anymore?
Dec 5, 2025
Dec 5, 2025 at 7:26 AM UTC
Because of you, I went into depression
Maybe I made a bad impression
But I genuinely cared
While you only pretended!
Because of you, I went into depression
You left me alone
After hurting my feelings to the core
To me, were you really dear
Unfortunately, not the other way round
To you, NOTHING was our bond!!
Because of you, I went into depression
My trust being my bane
You provided me wrong advice
But what was worse
Was the fact
That it was incomplete
You only pointed out my faults
Without offering any solutions!!
Because of you, I went into depression
But am I not human?
I CAN make mistakes
And I did make a lot of improvements
But you never noticed
In fact, you almost disappeared!!
Because of you, I went into depression
But I'm not truly alone
Jesus is on my side
He knows you've taken me for a ride
Anyway, you I'll forgive
But you're incapable of love
And by that, I mean TRUE, UNCONDITIONAL love
I'll come back stronger
Meanwhile, our relationship is OVER
Goodbye and good luck
Enjoy your life in New York
While I don't give a ****
Nov 7, 2025
Nov 7, 2025 at 2:06 AM UTC
Code red, code red—
You should know it’s lies i fed,
when i say I like you,
i am only lonely and blue.
Believe me at your own risk,
if i did like you, how’d write you poetry.
You just have to trust me,
I’m attracted to your body.
Maybe, your sense of art too,
the tone of voice, nothing more.
May 24, 2025
May 24, 2025 at 6:00 PM UTC
I know my friends don't like you
But they will never know
That I'm actually dating you
In my own love show
I hate to stick to hiding
Hiding in the shadows of
My one and only, my fake love
Cause it's all in my head
When my mind is asleep
You're like a useless secret
That I'm willing to keep
Oct 4, 2024
Oct 4, 2024 at 12:38 AM UTC
Boy in love so funny,
Fallen by seeing,
Liking without knowing,
Saying without care nor think,
Shouting "love" into a void without feelings,
Spreading lies like nothing,
Made trust never exist
Boy in love so funny,
Fall for look never the soul,
Don't laugh nor play,
Never feel ridiculously a fool,
Never been in a lovesick mess,
Oh boy, you're so funny.
Sep 5, 2024
Sep 5, 2024 at 12:07 PM UTC
It stopped working,
it's fake love, not a real hug:
no more alcohol!
Nov 19, 2023
Nov 19, 2023 at 2:46 AM UTC
In shadows dark, a tale I shall weave,
Of a girl whose heart, you must not believe.
With lips like poison, her words cut deep,
A siren of love, luring hearts to weep.
She wore a mask of innocence and grace,
But beneath it all, a treacherous embrace.
Her touch was fire, consuming and wild,
Leaving shattered souls, broken and beguiled.
She whispered promises, like whispers in the wind,
But they were but illusions, meant to rescind.
Her love was a game, a dangerous charade,
Leaving hearts ravaged, like a shipwrecked brigade.
Beware the deceitful girl, a master of disguise,
With a heart of ice, hiding behind her lies.
She weaves her web with skillful precision,
Leaving behind a trail of heartbreak and derision.
So guard your heart, my friend, with utmost care,
For the deceitful girl's love is not fair.
Seek a love that's honest, true and kind,
And leave the deceitful girl's illusion behind.
-c9fm
Nov 10, 2023
Nov 10, 2023 at 4:03 AM UTC
If you start questioning it,
she will too,
and then she'll be grateful
that you made her stop and think about it all
because she'll realize you were never
what she wanted.
But what it'll take you a while to realize
is she wasn't what you wanted
either.
Jul 22, 2023
Jul 22, 2023 at 2:24 AM UTC
You never loved me;
you loved the idea of me.
The idea of having me as yours,
as someone pretty to say "I love you,"
as someone who was always there
to talk to, to complain to.
Someone to think of.
But now that you have her,
you don't need me.
You never needed me.
You needed someone, anyone,
but I wasn't going to let that someone be me.
You never loved me;
you loved the idea of me.
And now you love her.
(the idea of her)
Jul 19, 2023
Jul 19, 2023 at 2:05 AM UTC
you tell me you don't know
you don't know whether to choose between
the friend or the girlfriend
why the **** is your girlfriend a choice
telling me you're bored
so i fed into your entertainment
and you loved it
but that was before i knew
i was going to be the grenade in your lives
i thought we had something special
but i'm not even on your mind
and she isn't even on your mind
then
who are you really thinking of?
if it's not me
or her
what's your new victims name?
May 22, 2023
May 22, 2023 at 12:58 AM UTC
inteiramente perfeito
tirava-me suspiros
és tão belo, tão doce
tal como uma miragem
com certo atrevimento
tentei lhe alcançar
porém não consegui
pois tal como uma miragem
você nem mesmo esteve ali
Feb 10, 2022
Feb 10, 2022 at 11:37 PM UTC
don’t fall for the man who looks at you like an object
don’t fall for the man who can’t respect your boundaries
don’t think highly of the man who blackmails you into things you don’t wanna do
don’t fall for the man who’s spitefully erasing your name
don’t fall for the man who “never loved you anyway”
don’t fall for the man who twists your words in hopes of your own insanity
don’t you dare stumble for the man who will replace you in five days
don’t fall for the man who calls you pretty but not smart or kind or his best friend
don’t fall for the man who acts poised and proper unless he’s alone with you
and don’t you dare fall for the man who doesn’t fall for you but wants you to lick his wounds and bring you home to his parents so you can be the centerpiece on his set table while you are dying inside
don’t you dare fall for him
don’t you dare
Jan 26, 2022
Jan 26, 2022 at 10:23 AM UTC
I'm in love
with the idea of it
the idea of someone
I pretend that you are the idea
That you are what I wish you were
But really you're a dream
my dream
Jan 20, 2022
Jan 20, 2022 at 3:26 PM UTC
This isn't the way it was supposed to be.
Things started out so perfectly.
We were so happy, our future set in stone.
Never would I imagine myself alone.
But time after time, you broke my trust.
What I thought was love, you felt as lust.
You locked up my heart but gave her the key.
I watch as you now love her and not me.
I should have known it was too good to be true,
But yet here I am, crying over you.
Now I am left heart-broken and betrayed.
How stupid I was to think you would stay.
You shared love with her, knowing I was the cost,
And I realize now that all hope is lost.
Mar 22, 2021
Mar 22, 2021 at 2:31 PM UTC
Am I in love or am I convincing myself?
I would be a fool to be either.
Feb 16, 2021
Feb 16, 2021 at 11:44 PM UTC
Love.
It introduced itself
Its personality was charming
Its character was fun and great
Overall it was sweet
They fell for it
It was fake
It was an imposter
The real one went everywhere with
its brother Commitment
and its sister Loyalty
In the end
They fell with it
It only needed a partner in crime
Feb 2, 2021
Feb 2, 2021 at 10:39 PM UTC
i struggle to believe anyone could
love me, because she
would only return my sentiment
in texts at 3am and on
intoxicated nights where all i
was, was a body for her to hold and
to plant kisses on high;
come morning time
she would’ve rolled over,
eyes closed, faced away.
im glad i never told her i loved her because
it would’ve been a half truth
a confession stained with bitter melancholy
hr.
Jan 15, 2021
Jan 15, 2021 at 6:35 PM UTC
More fickle than the seasons
fragile like thawing ice
attached with a firm grip
clutching like a baby’s hand.
Desperate but never dangerous
susceptible yet not defenceless
acquiescent, though a fool.
They are the simpleton’s
that embrace counterfeit fables,
illusions of promise
And at the end
that makes them break
Dec 30, 2020
Dec 30, 2020 at 8:21 AM UTC
I pray for the day you crave my touch more than anything
And I will watch you wither in sorrow
As I have.
Dec 19, 2020
Dec 19, 2020 at 5:37 AM UTC
You said you wanted to be an actor
Well you got the part
You were playing your character so well you made me think you actually loved me
But you didn't, it was all just scene one right?
Play rehearsal to you I guess
because you never cared about, me never loved me
i’m nothing to you just a temporary setback when she’s not there but
even then I don’t exist to you anymore
I’m nothing but a background character
You don’t even look me anymore
and it hurts me to hear that everything go so good between you and her
I want to break down and cry on the spot
But that’s not in the script is it?
It doesn't matter to you, you only see her
I’m fading into the background as I watch the rest of the play
you never cared it was just one scene in the whole grand play
I want it all to stop
I can’t handle this anymore
I want to yell cut and end this agony
It all hurts way too much
The plays over and done with
I fell for someone who wasn’t even real
I lost all feeling of reality after that
When the curtains closed and it was all said and done you took a piece of me with you
Now i’m left here with part of myself missing
Part that I’m never getting back
I feel so ******* broken
I don’t want my life anymore, give the role to someone else…
and even after all the **** that happened throughout this stupid play
I still love you…
Dec 2, 2020
Dec 2, 2020 at 12:21 PM UTC
I’m finding peace
In your silence
I’m finding peace
In your rage
I’m finding peace
In your absence
I’m finding peace
In being silent
I’m finding peace
In my anger
I’m finding peace
In my solitude
Nov 29, 2020
Nov 29, 2020 at 2:00 AM UTC
I'm better off when I'm dead
Want a bullet through my head
Paint the floor deep dark red
"I love you" that's what she said
Hurt is all she left me with
I'm better off when I'm dead
Oct 19, 2020
Oct 19, 2020 at 8:29 PM UTC