xov - Hello Poetry

nothing but static i despise the static i wanna **** it but it's untouchable invisible it's a metaphor it's another realm it's another life another universe a timeline i wish to erase a heart that only breaks

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May 24, 2023

May 24, 2023 at 8:41 AM UTC

xov

polar bear ; in a snow storm

nothing but static i despise the static i wanna **** it but it's untouchable invisible it's a metaphor it's another realm it's another life another universe a timeline i wish to erase a heart that only breaks

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i don't feel like myself i feel unreal reality feels distant like a fading memory when did this **** when will it end dne ti lliw nehw

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May 24, 2023

May 24, 2023 at 8:08 AM UTC

xov

idqflm

i don't feel like myself i feel unreal reality feels distant like a fading memory when did this **** when will it end dne ti lliw nehw

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metal, iron, sharp and narrow canvas, skin, blood and marrow metal meets skin, iron comes rushing scarring the canvas, all but hushing

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Dec 6, 2022

Dec 6, 2022 at 4:29 AM UTC

xov

relapse

metal, iron, sharp and narrow canvas, skin, blood and marrow metal meets skin, iron comes rushing scarring the canvas, all but hushing

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i'm tired of trying, i'm tired of fighting, i'm tired of the psychosis and i'm tired of lying. i'm tired of yelling, tired of creating delusions, tired of everything in between. tired of fusions, tired of breathing, tired of always taking and never giving. i'm tired of myself. i'm tired of you, i'm tired of everything we ******* do. i'm tired of life, i'm tired of living, i'm tired of how i'm always fake and never revealing. i'm tired of the loneliness, tired of breathing, tired of not having a knife to my throat. so i dig it deep down, down to my core. right through my throat, past all my bone. let it all out, let my life end, i hope we begin after we end.

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Sep 7, 2022

Sep 7, 2022 at 9:34 AM UTC

xov

do we begin after we end

i'm tired of trying, i'm tired of fighting, i'm tired of the psychosis and i'm tired of lying. i'm tired of yelling, tired of creating delusions, tired of everything in between. tired of fusions, tired of breathing, tired of always taking and never giving. i'm tired of myself. i'm tired of you, i'm tired of everything we ******* do. i'm tired of life, i'm tired of living, i'm tired of how i'm always fake and never revealing. i'm tired of the loneliness, tired of breathing, tired of not having a knife to my throat. so i dig it deep down, down to my core. right through my throat, past all my bone. let it all out, let my life end, i hope we begin after we end.

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i ask for help, nobody hears me. i cry for help, they all dismiss me. i leave you all, you all come chasing. i’m just counting the days down, all whilst im tracing.

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Sep 7, 2022

Sep 7, 2022 at 9:32 AM UTC

xov

help

i ask for help, nobody hears me. i cry for help, they all dismiss me. i leave you all, you all come chasing. i’m just counting the days down, all whilst im tracing.

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When even the devil is wishing for death, then you'll know humanity is taking it's very last breath.

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Mar 25, 2022

Mar 25, 2022 at 12:35 AM UTC

xov

Devil

When even the devil is wishing for death, then you'll know humanity is taking it's very last breath.

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I'm fading way, but it's fine. It's okay, it's alright. I'll just be gone in the nick of time.

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Mar 17, 2022

Mar 17, 2022 at 10:01 PM UTC

xov

fading

I'm fading way, but it's fine. It's okay, it's alright. I'll just be gone in the nick of time.

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twenty reasons why i refuse to speak twenty reasons why i always feel so weak twenty reasons why i am not unique twenty reasons why you are the only one i seek yet there are a million reasons why i wish that you loved me

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xov

May 20, 2021

May 20, 2021 at 8:39 PM UTC

lilconfused

‧͙+ ̊*・༓☾ twenty reasons ☽༓・* ̊+‧͙

twenty reasons why i refuse to speak twenty reasons why i always feel so weak twenty reasons why i am not unique twenty reasons why you are the only one i seek yet there are a million reasons why i wish that you loved me

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Really looking like the end now, prolly gonna see the credits soon. I love yous don’t feel the same, your skin don’t smell the same, you really thought this would stay tame.. Guess you ****** up and this is on you, but **** I did some **** too. I loved you so ****** much, held you so ******* close, I don’t want you to slip away but it’s like you ****** hate me every time I try to get close. I thought it’d be different this time, thought you’d actually stay..guess your feelings really are too fragile for love. Maybe this is why they left you..you’re a ******* ***** The bane of existence. I ******* hate myself for singing this, but Jesus Christ this is how I feel. It’s ****** up, I know..trust me, love, I know. I don’t get it either, I don’t want it either..wanna ****** die every time. But I can’t. Forever trapped, bitch..we’re forever ****** trapped.

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Dec 1, 2020

Dec 1, 2020 at 11:30 PM UTC

xov

Trapped

Really looking like the end now, prolly gonna see the credits soon. I love yous don’t feel the same, your skin don’t smell the same, you really thought this would stay tame.. Guess you ****** up and this is on you, but **** I did some **** too. I loved you so ****** much, held you so ******* close, I don’t want you to slip away but it’s like you ****** hate me every time I try to get close. I thought it’d be different this time, thought you’d actually stay..guess your feelings really are too fragile for love. Maybe this is why they left you..you’re a ******* ***** The bane of existence. I ******* hate myself for singing this, but Jesus Christ this is how I feel. It’s ****** up, I know..trust me, love, I know. I don’t get it either, I don’t want it either..wanna ****** die every time. But I can’t. Forever trapped, bitch..we’re forever ****** trapped.

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Here I sit Memories of last night flooding my mind Trying to find a rhythm or maybe even a rhyme Some sort of way to try and make sense of what happened inside A breakdown A knife A bottle of red wine And certain fateful thoughts running down the line A death A loss A tragedy And yet another bottle of red wine A thought A memory A fateful blow And a final bottle of "red wine"

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Nov 19, 2020

Nov 19, 2020 at 6:15 PM UTC

xov

Red Wine

Here I sit Memories of last night flooding my mind Trying to find a rhythm or maybe even a rhyme Some sort of way to try and make sense of what happened inside A breakdown A knife A bottle of red wine And certain fateful thoughts running down the line A death A loss A tragedy And yet another bottle of red wine A thought A memory A fateful blow And a final bottle of "red wine"

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