#deserving
who on the council decides the deserving?
those who get chosen
and those who don’t
who decides
who will ***** their finger
on a rose?
who decides the deserving?
those who will thrive
and those who will perish?
why a man sleeps
on silk sheets
and his neighbor sleeps
on the floor?
who decides the undeserving?
those who’s souls
are trying to claw
through their skin?
those who’s bodies reject care
and love?
who decides the undeserving?
is there a vote?
an application?
it’s been a while since
the councils been updated
Nov 25, 2025
Nov 25, 2025 at 10:44 AM UTC
Stabbed in the back
I never bled
Heart ripped out
Not one cracked rib
Contorted and twisted trying to fit a mold
Almost did but didn't break
Absorbed every physical blow
Not a single bruise did it make
Took in each syllable of every verbal assault
Still I stand tall
Blamed for trust and abandonment red flags forged by others
Still couldn't crush my spirit at all
Opened up and bared it all just to have it used as ammunition
Refused to clam up completely
Kicked repeatedly when down
Tried to prove it's deserved, couldn't convince me
PSYCH!!
HAPPY NATIONAL OPPOSITE DAY!
©2024
Feb 13, 2024
Feb 13, 2024 at 3:59 PM UTC
When I say I care little about you
Please know it's the absolute full amount of truth
I hate that I can't scream it at you
Won't forget all you put us through
Just another father on paper, a DAD tattoo
I swore it wouldn't be a preview
Now I look in the mirror and take a swing at you
I try to break through to this other dimension too pull you through
Take back a lifetime that doesn't belong to you
Do my best too squeezed it out of you
Count to three, pull on two, forced to play and pay what's due
Not on queue, but life caught up with you
Couldn't have happened too a more deserving fool, though way overdue
I didn't cling to tissue, I knew I wouldn't miss you
Already grieved for you back in '02
And I knew I'd never let the son of your son know you
Not as a man I knew, not as nothin' but a cautionary tale of what not to do
With both middle fingers to the earth I say thank you
©2023
Dec 1, 2023
Dec 1, 2023 at 8:08 PM UTC
This is what I see when I look at you,
someone that the world has beaten down over and over
yet this has only made you stronger instead of a victim
someone that has pulled himself out of the darkness countless times
only to have it make him brighter
I see someone who has been lost with no direction
yet created a map through the unknown to guide you home
I see someone who has fought
someone that gives his all
someone that loves so hard he sometimes forgets to love himself
I see someone that has the world waiting at his fingers tips
someone that deserves peace
someone I am more than proud of
I wish you could see yourself through my eyes
Oct 17, 2023
Oct 17, 2023 at 11:33 AM UTC
You deserve to live
Heart beating strong in your chest
Alive and breathing
Jul 29, 2021
Jul 29, 2021 at 4:42 AM UTC
this is me
screaming into
the void
a whisper
i am deserving and worthy of love
this is me
constructing pieces
of boundaries
i can't put up yet
this is me
speaking words
that are not lies
this is me
preparing for the worst
this is self-preservation
Nov 30, 2020
Nov 30, 2020 at 8:16 PM UTC
you deserve someone who knew your worth ever since the beginning than someone who barely knew it until you were gone
Apr 12, 2020
Apr 12, 2020 at 4:10 PM UTC
Soon you will meet that person who will hold you on your depth of despair.
Soon you will meet that person who will hate hurting your heart.
Soon you will meet that person who will take care of your heart because he knows how damaged you were.
And soon you will meet that person who you truly deserve.
You will meet him. Trust me. Never settle for anything less than what you deserve.
Feb 8, 2020
Feb 8, 2020 at 10:50 AM UTC
i love you.
love me
but all you did was
not want me.
i thought you
stay
i didn’t think that you would
give up on me?
why didn’t you
hold on?
why would you
out of everything,
leave me.
i am undeserving
of the love you gave me
i am consumed
….
(now read from the bottom up)
Jan 20, 2020
Jan 20, 2020 at 6:06 AM UTC
They've finally had their fill
the sad housing and slavery swill
no more producing the toys
for bad girls, fat men, bad boys
The day has finally arrived
all the years of being, deprived
no more to tally the whip
producing the best workmanship
Yes, it's come to a peak
freedom is what they now seek
so wonder not my friends
the elves are seeking
amends
Dec 24, 2019
Dec 24, 2019 at 8:18 AM UTC
The world doesn't owe you a **** thing. Hard work doesn't entitle you to a better life, neither does lineage, money or otherwise.
You aren't entitled to ANYthing.
Some people get more than they "deserve".
Other people get less.
"Deserving" is a manufactured concept to allow us to pity ourselves when we acquire less of a good thing or more of a bad thing than we expected.
When something bad happens to you, you didn't deserve it.
When something amazing happens to you, you didn't deserve it.
Our very existence is a gift, and saying we deserve anything more than to be alive is purely arrogant. Be thankful for every drop of water, every grain of sand, and every speck of dust you have because one day, you may not have those anymore. So cherish the ones who you love, because one day, they may no longer be there either.
Oct 10, 2019
Oct 10, 2019 at 11:47 PM UTC
She is sad,
She is hurt,
She is dying,
She is alone,
She is a mess,
She is judged,
She is ignored
She is suicidal
She is stressed
She is confused
She is ****** up
She is depressed
She is misunderstood
She is tired BUT STILL LIVING,
She is hurt BUT WONT SHOW IT,
She is screaming BUT IS SILENT
She is in pain BUT STILL SMILING,
Respect her, love her, nurture her,
'coz She is DESERVING.
Sep 4, 2019
Sep 4, 2019 at 2:56 AM UTC
i've never met you and yet
i know that your soul is made of starlight
and at night i glimpse your rays arching through the skies
searching, ever searching for the warmth of another starlit soul
with which to collide
it hurts to watch it unfold
your shine instead collides with rock and darkness
siphoning parts of you away and yet still you light up the world
giving, always giving every inch of your being until your starlight fades to grey
Sep 2, 2019
Sep 2, 2019 at 4:10 PM UTC
my mom thinks
no boy will ever deserve me
but
my dad thinks
the man who deserves me
is the one who knows he doesn't
Feb 24, 2019
Feb 24, 2019 at 9:40 PM UTC
I sometimes forget
that parents were once teenagers too,
Ones that would sometimes break rules and casually say **** you,
I sometimes forget
that parents also dream,
Ones that would imagine breathing at the top and proudly be in their realm,
I sometimes forget,
that parents have feelings,
Ones that would lie awake at night and thinking they're horrible beings,
I sometimes forget,
that parents get scared,
Ones that would fear if they aren't able to get food on the table and unprepared.
I sometimes forget,
that i take my parents for granted,
that life had never really given them what they wanted,
and think that ****
I could never not love my beautiful parents.
Nov 29, 2017
Nov 29, 2017 at 6:01 AM UTC
You deserve the stars my love.
When the world can only gives you street lights
You deserve all the glory
When the world only gives you praises
You deserve happiness
When the world gives hell on earth to you
You deserve love
When the world only knows hatred
Remember Love..
You deserve everything that is Good.
Jan 22, 2019
Jan 22, 2019 at 10:43 AM UTC
Tattered and bruised, feeling used.
Let the dust settle, and wonder where I am, where you last left me. Kept me in the dark long enough for me to understand that I don't need the light. The dust has sealed tight upon my skin.
Yet again, I feel the doubt filling in my pigments.
Are you different?
Forgiveness is something I've longed for, what right do I have to strip it from you.
Am I different?
How many times must I forgive you?
Am I truly deserving of that forgiveness as you are? Are we the same?
Nov 19, 2018
Nov 19, 2018 at 12:45 PM UTC
you deserve nothing but the world
you deserve to be in a place
where the only thing you feel is
love
happiness
and support
you deserve to have people in you life
who make you feel like
everything will be okay
you deserve to feel like you can be
the most genuine version of yourself
and not give a ****
about what anyone else thinks
Nov 11, 2018
Nov 11, 2018 at 11:37 PM UTC
]i built a wall
]to block your love
]because i’m not
]deserving of.
Aug 21, 2018
Aug 21, 2018 at 4:20 PM UTC