they say to make a person fall in love in you
you need to make them happy
if you made them laugh
and smile,
there will be a chance of them falling for you
but why is that when i see him happy
hear him laughing, see him smiling,
why am i the one who falls?
Feb 13, 2020
Feb 13, 2020 at 6:17 AM UTC
as i take my every step on the wet pavement,
i can feel the breeze of the wind, waking me up
splashes from the puddles of water are felt
by my bare, weak, legs
i can feel myself shaking from the cold
shivering more, as time went by
but then, my phone made a sound
it was you
when i opened your message,
i'm suddenly
not so cold anymore.
Feb 8, 2020
Feb 8, 2020 at 5:11 AM UTC
i fell for you
from the moment i got to know you
i will always remember
the first time you made me smile
and still is making me smile
up to this day
the moment i saw your smile for the first time
my heart beats
as fast as it can beat
i knew i want you then
until now, all i want is you
because i fell for you
and still is falling
Feb 8, 2020
Feb 8, 2020 at 5:09 AM UTC
there was a time in my life
where all i can do is think about the sadness
i've been pushing away to the back of my mind
becoming an empty vessel
with tired eyelids and tired soul,
breathing heavily
as tears of sadness flow through
i held on to what i was holding
with the jacket you gave me,
i felt your hug.
Feb 6, 2020
Feb 6, 2020 at 10:17 AM UTC
as the strings of the guitar move as you flick your fingers
as the insentient chords becomes alive and breathes
as the echoes of emotions buried deep within you can be heard
as you pour all of you and serve it infront of me vulnerably
as the words you just can't say will be said at last
as you get naked expressing your happiness and sadness all at once
i will be there
by your side
listening.
Feb 4, 2020
Feb 4, 2020 at 11:42 PM UTC
i remember the time where i started feeling this kind of numbness
a child with a free mind, a pure soul, with endless smiles
devastatingly tainted by early traumas that dominated the calmness
i feel like i was doing something i can't
as if i'm breathing, yet not living, at the same time
a hole wishing to be filled
a meter wanting to be fulled
a puzzle waiting to be finished
but you,
you fulfilled everything
i was incapable of completing
you're my missing puzzle piece.
Feb 4, 2020
Feb 4, 2020 at 11:41 PM UTC
your struggles, i see
as you practice as the sun goes down
until your eyes get heavy
every yawn, you strum
every stretch, you sung
sometimes you will leave your place
to get water, to rest for a bit
but you will not stop
until you're satisfied enough
until you're not tired enough
your determination, i see
it blows my mind how you think that
what you're doing isn't perfect enough
but i guess you're a dreamer
and a dreamer never stops
but you see, i will be here
in every bumps of journey
in every step, i will tell you
how good of a job you're doing
how proud i am of you
i will assure you, i will
you'll get to that stage, don't worry
you'll sing in front of the crowd that loves you
you'll make us fall inlove with you
you'll achieve your dream
i am your other half, see?
i will believe on you when no one else ever had
i will be by your side from the very start
and until you achieved that,
i will always be your number one fan.
Feb 4, 2020
Feb 4, 2020 at 11:39 PM UTC
there are just times
when waking up
gets very hard
when getting up on your bed
seems like it would take
all your energy
and willpower to do
sometimes you won't feel
the need to eat
even if you haven't eaten
since the night before
when your eyes land to the windows
there will be times
where you'll find the sunrise
not so pretty
or you'll find the stars
not appealing
there will be a period
where nothing makes you smile
and everything is just
off
but let me assure you
when things get hard
i'll help you
when you're struggling
i'll struggle with you
when you're in your downfall
i'll stay with you
i'll wake you up
on those mornings you can't
i'll help you get back up again
whether in that bed
or in the feeling you feel trapped onto
i'll be your sunrise
for the days not bright enough
or your moon
for the nights you wished to forget
even if you just don't want to talk
we'll enjoy the silence together
i'll do anything
because i've waited
for someone like you
for so long
i'm willing to bet
everything i have
just to keep you here
just to keep you near
because you,
you're all i asked for.
Jan 30, 2020
Jan 30, 2020 at 3:10 PM UTC
the universe is constant
it always takes away
my happiness
it will do anything
to keep me away from it
and will not let me
even have it peacefully
waves will come
storms will happen
rain will pour
people will always
have something to say
because the universe
want me to suffer
while i have this happiness
that i'm holding onto
i'll feel lost sometimes
but i always come running back
by your side
even if the universe
is not with us
against all odds,
i'll choose you
over and over again.
Jan 30, 2020
Jan 30, 2020 at 1:06 AM UTC
whenever there's nothing to see
you'll be my eyes
telling me not to look in the dark parts
but rather focus on the colorful ones
whenever it is dark
you'll be my light in the way
guiding me as i mindlessly walk
into the pitch black of nothingness
whenever i feel blue
you'll be the waves
that will washed me away
through the shore of intrusive thoughts
whenever i tell myself i'm unworthy
you never ceased to make me feel
like i'm the luckiest gal on earth
just with you, being you
whenever i'm lost
i would always come back to you
because when you wrap your arms around me
i feel like i'm home.
Jan 24, 2020
Jan 24, 2020 at 1:40 PM UTC