#cried
Cry, I cried /
All quandaries demystified/
In a place, space, time /
In which I was access denied. /
I pine for the wings to fly, /
To soar /
To be consecrated by Christ /
My sacral moor. /
Aqueous bombs deluged these eyes, /
The Adversary contrived /
An entanglement, a trap /
To tarnish my faith in The Deific Divine. /
But, I am strong, wise, just, love /
& I am ne’ er alone; /
Furthermore, this crucifixion did not break me /
It brought me nigh to The Cosmo-Plexus of Empyreal Love. /
Jehovah Jireh /
God will provide /
Even after these sufferings & these tribulations /
I trust that Jah will lead, teach, & guide. /
Evil is the antithesis of life /
And the scheme, that nightmarish vagary /
Was the incarnation of a Stygian night sky /
Starless, bedarkened, & forlorn by the moonlight. /
But love, faith, & hope can keep life’s flame alive /
Apropos of the ethereal, tenuous, & sublime /
The musicality has not died, /
Nor the sempiternal poetry within been defied. /
I can visualize clearly delineated/
Sea of sanctity /
A hallowed baptistery /
Assoiling me of all iniquity. /
—In the distance, /
Therein hope lies /
For the fulfillment of The Promise /
After my wandering through the wilderness. /
That enigma’s misdeeds /
Did at one time immobilize /
But now I fathom ahead of me sweet liberty /
By the thew of the Transcendental One, uplifted to Cloud-nine. /
(—Se’ lah)
12-24-2025
Dec 26, 2025
Dec 26, 2025 at 2:50 PM UTC
They say, no one said
It would ever be easy
So I cried
They say, someone said
Love was hard to find
So I cried
They say, everybody said
Love was over
So I cried
You say, that I said
I love you
So I cried
I said, that I said
I love you
So I cried
They say, that nobody said
Love will always last
So I cried
12/12/25
Dec 14, 2025
Dec 14, 2025 at 7:13 AM UTC
My mother told me
I was a fool to go after you,
but I thought it poetic,
to be foolish for you.
Thought it was romantic
to rush and jump in
much too fast,
thought it was fun to be dragged.
Thought it was endearing
to love
someone who didn't love back,
thought it'd be fun to see,
how a bad idea would end,
so I slipped you
an invitation,
sent it as a joke,
but then you showed up,
and I don't even know.
So go ahead and choke me,
I'll cry on my birthday,
dreaming of faraway.
I feel like I'm drowning,
I feel like I'm sinking,
deeper and deeper
into a bad something.
I should start listening.
Shouldn't have had you at my party,
wouldn't have stopped me from falling,
wouldn't have stopped me from sinking,
wouldn't keep me listening,
but maybe my mascara wouldn't smudge,
even if my heart wouldn't budge,
I could have cried some other day.
Other than my birthday.
Other than my party,
could've cried in the backseat,
of a random taxi,
on a random Tuesday.
could have ate my feelings away
right beside a driver who didn't even know me.
But I didn't cry in a taxi,
didn't cry in the backseat,
I cried in the bathroom,
at the big venue,
I messed up my makeup,
we didn't even break-up,
we aren't even dating,
so why did it matter,
why did my baby heart shatter
on my birthday?
Over nothing?
Oh why did I have to cry
on my birthday?
Jul 10, 2025
Jul 10, 2025 at 11:53 AM UTC
As I lay in the comatose state,
My Angel cried profusely.
Unknown to others, He cried.
And His tears fell on my body,
They healed my wounds.
My Angel is my Prabhu.
My Angel is my Father.
Nov 13, 2024
Nov 13, 2024 at 9:21 AM UTC
I cried earlier
I'm not sure why
Each tear will not change the fact you died
Under covers I sometimes pretend
You are not gone but the fantasy ends
When it is time to taste truth I feel sad
Silently scream cause I miss you so bad
Looking at photo I think of your embrace
Wishing I again could experience your lips on my face
Something shifted in soul the day you disappeared
Can't tell exactly what it is I just know I need you here
Nov 10, 2024
Nov 10, 2024 at 9:59 AM UTC
An unwanted prize
That's what lies
Beyond the reflection of skies
Behind these blue eyes
Past this gentle disguise
Child like but wise
Keeping from view what would give rise
To a litany of farewells and goodbyes
©2024
Sep 16, 2024
Sep 16, 2024 at 2:37 PM UTC
If I were to collect then present
Each and every tear I cried
If I were to show
Every emotion I was told to hide
If I were to point out
The litany of moments where I lied
If I were to open up
Recalling the days I wished I'd died
And shamefully admit
The number of times I've tried
Would you be able to love me for me
And put the worst of me aside?
Don't worry if you can't,
The rides creator couldn't even finish the ride
©2024
May 25, 2024
May 25, 2024 at 7:47 PM UTC
I've already cried these tears, no need to cry them again
Wasted too many years behind pretend perfection
Faced my fears, even call a few of them friend
And no, they are not pretend
Attempted to flip enemies to allies, no more than a means to an end
But a good decision it was not, because the I I thought I was went missin'
Forced to change the base mission
Another unwanted end
A new forced new beginnin'
Ready or not, do we have to go again?
What are they odds the next one will be a win?
©2024
Feb 15, 2024
Feb 15, 2024 at 2:44 AM UTC
i went to the narrow bridge
it was not that narrow
scaled the cliffs of death
i lived
went to the cavern of sorrow
cried and cried and cried
walked to the very end
it did not end
pondered the greatest riddle
the keeper gave up first
woke up looked in the mirror
Jan 10, 2022
Jan 10, 2022 at 3:16 PM UTC
In my arms you smiled
We laughed and cried
In my arms you shared
We understood we cared
In my arms I had your touch
Made me want you so much
In my arms we grew
We saw everything through
In my arms you were my strength
I felt special and content
In my arms you were loved
In my arms you faded... 🙁
In my heart you are alive
Memories with you will always survive
May 28, 2021
May 28, 2021 at 5:38 PM UTC
finally, i cried my heart out
i cried all of my fear,
the fear of being a failure,
the fear of being left by others,
the fear of not having anyone beside me,
the fear of not surviving this battle,
i finally cried after all this time i buried them deep enough.
thank you, myself,
you’re brave enough to cry again,
to let yourself cry
to accept that being weak is sometimes okay
after this, wake up, and focus
college is about to start again in three days
stop thinking about anything that stop you from growing,
and,
please be happy,
and sad sometimes,
that’s life.
Mar 14, 2021
Mar 14, 2021 at 5:47 AM UTC
three hundred pound woman
screaming my children are starving
saw it and just cried
Feb 6, 2021
Feb 6, 2021 at 10:15 PM UTC
I also sew gobelin
portraits in particular
but the eyes are always made by grandmother -
she cried a lot more
Oct 23, 2020
Oct 23, 2020 at 2:58 PM UTC
Whenever the mist of pain and torment loomed;
And my already broken heart, dashed to pieces
You picked them all and glued them back together, mother
You helped me to resurge, with thousands of amorous kisses
When I was surrounded by deep blue silences and my heart cried in pain
You wept my ocean of tears but, you never shed one
The excruciating pain of my life, was hurting you too
But you always said, ‘My love, the struggles have just begun’
Beneath the tender look, your ardent black eyes beamed rebelliousness
I know that you wanted me to be the woman you never got to be
And so, as a present on your birthday, I make you a promise
That I will always be in the shelter of your arms; I will be the woman you want me to be and nothing will ever sunder you and me.
Sep 4, 2020
Sep 4, 2020 at 3:47 AM UTC
When we cried
You came to our Side
Even if you were occupied,
You left your pride
In order to guide
To make us unified,
You didn't want to be famous
Nor did u care about our status
Your love was endless
You inspired countless
Gave us kindness
That is your greatness.
You were coutious
of our happiness
So you left Mahant swami with
Your brightness.....
Aug 2, 2020
Aug 2, 2020 at 11:13 AM UTC
every unanswered question
I cried out when I was in pain
I think back to those heartbreaks
and find the answers in your name.
every weak moment was a lesson
it taught me strength to carry through
karate kid' my toxic traits
who knew I was just preparing to love you.
my pen used to only know paper
when I was gray and cold inside.
but your kindness inspires writing,
you've got me addicted between the lines.
Jun 23, 2020
Jun 23, 2020 at 9:27 PM UTC
I saw your face when I heard the news
I cried too because you were so nice
I swear, I thought you were an angel.
I didn't know you, but you touched me
You sacrificed yourself for this man
That is why you are up in heaven.
Jun 10, 2020
Jun 10, 2020 at 7:43 PM UTC
I hear whispering outside
The wind as your name is cried
My company on these nights so cold
Rhythmic song keeping my hand to hold
Apr 9, 2020
Apr 9, 2020 at 11:22 PM UTC
Waiting… The victim of this crouching animal, his juicy ***** trophy, is looking for his victim when he is about to attack. My Room Island is orphaned, I am exploring the causes of the Universe and possible answers! A clumsy, overly curious knock on my faded window, and now, like a buzzing condemnation circle above my head! "I was hurrying over his protective arms, gently letting go of the swan's silk skin," with insane patience and secret blind faith. With stupid naivety, I had to believe that I still have time. Happy to crouch,
I was able to escape in the city which became ruin and which was deserted. I lay in my bed in the depths of hugging mattresses, cuddling pillows and gradually stuffed my head like suicides on a long journey that is sure to be no return! I wanted a home-made, loving heart that was fluttering
in the storms, the calmly waving ark of the One, who convinced himself of the ugly truth - He was the True: I would have demanded the loyalty of kisses as a true right - the tears of the dew are borne daily!
Every day I feel closer and closer to the suffocating Anti-grip: I can hardly see anyone coming; who shakes, who goes out - bun with tulips wreaths ***** girl's heart is already purring in her husband's chest! - Deer-eyed, pee's vulnerability caught me and didn't let me down like a child painted with a twilight
I cried for his lips: I was writhing in self-pity, and the ghenna-spines of incomprehension daily damaged my soul! - With the smothering of stars stifling the night! A big black male overlooks the dream-like landscape, still waiting for the meaning of foolish fried pigeons. - Be aware that the Holiness of the True Word is an obligation to advertise
Mar 16, 2020
Mar 16, 2020 at 4:52 AM UTC
Happy Birthday, my dear mother,
your smile makes me as happy as one can be,
there are no words that I could use,
to describe how happy you make me.
I cried whilst writing this,
but I cried with a smile on my face,
because you’re so special to me,
my heart reserves for you a place.
You are the cause of my happiness,
the source of my laughter
you make every day worth living
you are my happily ever after.
There’s just no one else like you,
you are unique - in every way
and I want you to know
that I really mean what I say
when I say that I love you
I really do love you.
You are so strong,
and when you hold me, you make me calm
your embrace is so warm
I love you, mom.
Mar 13, 2020
Mar 13, 2020 at 5:30 PM UTC
the boy who cried wolf
had no reason to lie
did he lie for the fun
or did the wolves run
just in time?
Nov 22, 2019
Nov 22, 2019 at 8:29 PM UTC
no
you don't love me
you love the idea of me
funny how I believed you
funny how I cried over you
but you got me
you got me good
Oct 20, 2019
Oct 20, 2019 at 5:13 PM UTC
It's been a year, saw you a little back while ago.
Lighting up my cigarettes,
Saw you. I turned around
Hoping you will notice me
You did and my heart felt like it was everything but knowing its already over.
You shouted my name from far and waved.
I waved back and said hello
We both were smiling happily and waving to each other.
But i wonder, behind ur smile do you still miss me like how i did?
Do you still miss us?
Do you still love me?
Still wondering till now
If you do, please come back
My doors are always open like how your doors was open in the past.
Oct 10, 2019
Oct 10, 2019 at 4:09 PM UTC