i want to fall in love again,
with the only thing that kept me sane,
—books.
i want to fall in love with reading again,
i missed all those days i spent just reading.
where i was drowned in those words,
where i didn’t bothered by others.
where i kicked my feets,
and giggling to myself.
i used to insecure with my readings,
i don’t read much heavy genres,
but then i decided to not give a ****
because i love reading.
i want to read more so i know more,
so i have more words to write,
so i can feel more things,
so i can think.
Jun 19, 2025
Jun 19, 2025 at 12:57 PM UTC
finally, i cried my heart out
i cried all of my fear,
the fear of being a failure,
the fear of being left by others,
the fear of not having anyone beside me,
the fear of not surviving this battle,
i finally cried after all this time i buried them deep enough.
thank you, myself,
you’re brave enough to cry again,
to let yourself cry
to accept that being weak is sometimes okay
after this, wake up, and focus
college is about to start again in three days
stop thinking about anything that stop you from growing,
and,
please be happy,
and sad sometimes,
that’s life.
Mar 14, 2021
Mar 14, 2021 at 5:47 AM UTC
just like forever, ignore me
just like forever, make me feel like a stupid person
just like forever, just like forever
just like forever, think that i’m not exist
just like forever, live your life without me
just like forever, just like forever.
just like forever, i’ll live my life, and you’ll live yours.
just like forever, i’ll be invisible.
just like forever, don’t bother to mind me.
just like forever, just like forever.
Oct 11, 2020
Oct 11, 2020 at 10:38 PM UTC
there are a lot of stories happened
in wednesdays.
i met you for the first time
in wednesday.
we become close
because of wednesday.
since then,
wednesday's became my favorite day.
in wednesday,
i see your laugh.
in wednesday,
i laugh because of you.
in wednesday,
we talk much.
but also in wednesday,
we met for the last time.
May 30, 2019
May 30, 2019 at 7:58 PM UTC