i have picked you up
you let me.
it is one thing i can thank God for.
you are heavy, and i do not know where we are going
but
i made a promise
and i will keep that promise
it is us now
it is harder now
it is us now
we are young
we are young
we are young.
Nov 17, 2020
Nov 17, 2020 at 10:29 AM UTC
if you'll have me
i will bleed as an open sore
i will do my best to carry you
if you'll have me
i do not know all of you yet
but i want to
if you'll have me.
i hope i do not fail, for my sake and for yours.
i tell myself you're nothing that can be taken.
i have not made you up.
but i will pick you up
with my heavy, heavy arms,
and carry you,
as far as you'll have me.
Nov 6, 2020
Nov 6, 2020 at 11:15 PM UTC
i get angry
and try to block it out
but it won't stop
and it can't
it's all up to me
i need to let it go
but that's something awful
and everything's wrong
i can't change it
im an alcoholic scared of beer
i wish it were easier
Oct 25, 2020
Oct 25, 2020 at 9:13 PM UTC
i worship the gods
that bug me the most
its worthless to me
i have never had hope
until now
until you
i believed i was better on my own
but not now
not when there are people like you
if there is a weapon
to fight all gods untrue
it is us
honey
it is you
Oct 15, 2020
Oct 15, 2020 at 12:53 PM UTC
fate is not a matter of believing
it is a matter of what has happened
has happened
Sep 25, 2020
Sep 25, 2020 at 6:08 PM UTC
i've looked in movies
and books
and stories from the sky
is that me?
is that me?
i look and i look
searching and observing
i was looking in the wrong spot.
Sep 8, 2020
Sep 8, 2020 at 2:04 PM UTC
i want to love like they do in movies
i need love like the sun and the moon
but how can i do this
without burning like the stars
i want to love you
because i smile when you talk
and blush when you breathe
love me too
do not let me go
Sep 4, 2020
Sep 4, 2020 at 7:44 PM UTC
if i climb back to my mothers womb
will it fix all the pieces i broke into?
there is no thing like total depravity -
just a change
in how we feel gravity
there is nothing to prove
and nothing to **** for
do not do
what doesn't breathe life to you
i know that it hurts
to turn from bleeding
Jul 16, 2020
Jul 16, 2020 at 3:20 PM UTC
love isn't so much a force
love is the pain
the apathy
the hurt
and the weariness
that is healed when something comes around
to meet you where you are
Jun 24, 2020
Jun 24, 2020 at 4:37 PM UTC
if you are to fear
do not let it be that you are not enough
do not let it be that you are not loved
do not let it be that the fear will never stop
let it be that you are loved
and have loved
too much
let it be that your fear teaches you lessons that you learn
let it be that your fear will one day lessen the hold on your chest
let it be feared that
fear can not conquer you
Jun 19, 2020
Jun 19, 2020 at 10:08 PM UTC