#contradict
You can never contradict the truth with a lie
even though there are some people who try.
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May 24, 2021
May 24, 2021 at 10:03 AM UTC
Today I was accused to being a bad influence yet again,
Simply because I facilitate the forbidden wants/needs of the people I love,
Simply because I give them a place to get high and vent without being judged,
Simply because I create an aura where they feel free to express themselves in whatever ways they like- modest, humble even ******
And simply because the ones they love refuse to facilitate their haram (forbidden).
Haram is bad – we all know this
But being human is about passing through all things good and all things bad.
Being a Muslim, most of my choices are haram;
Not properly attired to the laws of my religion,
My speech is not of a young lady with modesty- rather it is defined with sheer profanity,
I rather laugh from my heart even though it’s supposedly a ****** act,
I refuse to lower my gaze around men; the same men that stole from me
The same men that refused to lower their gaze from me.
I deny myself the potential for love because of the expectation of great dismay
And I drown myself with the 34000 thoughts of what if??!
This poem is becoming a disaster; my thoughts aren’t flowing straight,
I went from bad influence to haram to rebellious to depressing;
What the **** is this **** going on inside my head- it aches with great displeasure.
How do I contain my contradicting self?
Someone help me please, my soul is crying and sobbing for something to fill this void-
The void that is desperately trying to full itself with the acceptance of the people who are hell bent on not accepting me.
Why am I like this? A contradicting ******* disaster
-fir.m
Sep 22, 2020
Sep 22, 2020 at 3:12 PM UTC
They keep warning:
Love is CYANIDE.
It is lethal.
I keep cajoling:
It is OXYGEN.
The lack of it is.
Sep 28, 2019
Sep 28, 2019 at 1:16 PM UTC
I’m a paradox.
I say I don’t care,
when I really do.
I say I don’t need someone
to ask me how I am,
while I am longing them to.
I say my voice matters
and act as though it doesn’t.
I want someone to know my emotions
when I haven’t told them
and never want to tell them either.
I want to be happy
but I think of sad thoughts.
I am lazy,
yet I am ambitious.
I crave attention,
love and support
but reject when it
comes in my way.
I am strong,
yet run back to the ones who hurt me.
I am a conflicted contradiction.
Jul 25, 2019
Jul 25, 2019 at 3:56 AM UTC
Spill your sickening contradictions.
Try to snow those you perceive as weak.
Distract us with your predictions.
Hide crucial evidence for “sterilization”.
To numb the populous and make them weep.
Spill your sickening contradictions.
Preach what you don’t practice, it’s just operations.
Invoke decree, and let it steep.
Distract us with your predictions.
The poor are there for your oppression.
Smile and wave, lock evil in your keep.
Spill your sickening contradictions.
You “speak for the weak”. What fiction!
We’ve been snowed by those who steep.
Distract us with your predictions.
You repugnant charlatans.
Snow is with your projections.
Spill your sickening contradictions.
Distract is with your predictions.
Mar 20, 2019
Mar 20, 2019 at 9:39 PM UTC
everything i feel for you,
is a contradiction.
i hate that i love you,
my sweet addiction.
Feb 21, 2019
Feb 21, 2019 at 6:21 PM UTC
Your action shows
that you still care
about me
but your eyes says
that you don't.
Your mouth says that
you still love me
but your action shows
you don't.
Jan 4, 2019
Jan 4, 2019 at 5:59 AM UTC
How ridiculous it can be:
apparently knows how to
let out somebody
the mind's crazy for.
It's itself willing to insist
and against the remedy
that heals insane thought.
Rather keeps inside
prefers being in pain.
Not long, it searches again
For how to take someone away.
Mar 3, 2018
Mar 3, 2018 at 11:06 AM UTC
Web of thoughts in my mind
Flow of emotions in my veins
Leaving me indecisive about the action to take.
I try to find a balance,
only to find myself in a tug of war
between my impulsive-fragile heart and wise brain.
Incertitudes, chaos, doubt, and fear
overpower certitude, tranquility, trust, and confidence.
leaving me ambivalent about my thoughts and emotions
overthinking and overanalyzing.
Because if I don't act accordance to my mind,
I face consequences.
If I don't abide by my heart,
I regret.
Feb 20, 2018
Feb 20, 2018 at 4:19 AM UTC
Its an upside-down world
Where good is bad
and right is wrong.
Where love is hate
and kindness is an awful crime...
We live here thinking that we are the great
But we are all just waiting to see our fate.
We wait for the unreturned love,
That is hidden by those above.
We want those that don't want us,
But isn't it all just an awful fuss?
-FreeMind
Feb 9, 2018
Feb 9, 2018 at 11:44 AM UTC
contradiction
con
tra
dic
tion
funny how many there are
in every aspect of life
except it isn’t
funny
at all
with a sunny day
there’s a stormy night
with a beautiful girl
there’s an ugly mind
with the blue water
there’s orange fire
with your long hair
there’s mine short
with your dark eyes
there are mine light
with your big smile
there’s my frown
with your extroversion
there’s my introversion
with your oblivity
there’s my meticulosity
with your whole heart
there’s my broken one
Jan 7, 2018
Jan 7, 2018 at 7:00 PM UTC
you’re the best song that ever drenched my ears
a story filled with wines and tears
the umbrella that kept my rains from my lips
a moon that lights beyond an eclipse
pain that is worthy to be felt
a mistake that I’d commit till I melt
you are a past where I have been
the present that cannot ever be seen
a future that I will never have
and the memory that shall be always loved
I better get out of the woods
Oct 29, 2017
Oct 29, 2017 at 4:11 AM UTC
*My current disposition is one of constant instability
An ever changing transfixion
A standstill metamorphosis
An unending sense of finality
How becoming of a lady
Teeming with life
Yet fixated on death*
Feb 11, 2017
Feb 11, 2017 at 5:58 PM UTC
he who i hated.
he who i despised.
he who i abhor.
he who i loathe.
he who i detest.
he who i abominate
noetheless,
i fall.
i fell.
i was pulled down
hard,
from where i used to be.
i've love.
i have loved.
i have love him
despite of those.
it's contradict
i've never expected it.
Oct 3, 2016
Oct 3, 2016 at 10:06 PM UTC
Your hands around my throat
as you tell me you love me
Choking me slowly
as I'm gasping for your air
You promise you care
as your hand is in hers
You tell me not to cry
but youre the cause of my tears.
You say you’ll wait on me
as you leave everything I say in the wind
You say you’ll stay
but you ignore me for days
Why do you let your actions contradict your words?
Id there some sick pleasure for you?
As you have me pinned against a wall
screaming that you love me
With your hands around my throat
you’re choking me slowly
leaving me trapped as I gasp for air
**I am your game
I see that…**
Maybe it’s time for me to win
Feb 19, 2016
Feb 19, 2016 at 11:16 AM UTC
A girl once sat alone on a swing
She saw a tiny bee, flying with its wing
Mesmerizing as it is, with its golden rings
She reaches for it ,then starts to sing
But no one knows what happens then
She wakes up to pain
She feels the sting
Piercing its way, through her soft skin
Yet all her conflicts are still locked in
Trapped within
She feels the earth shaking
She feels herself breaking
And only just then, she starts awaking
To teardrops on her forehead , falling like ice
Which makes her realize
That it's the rain , washing her pain
And on the ground she found the bee,..drained
All the conflicts inside her , are now crystal clear
The good inside us, is what we hear
The bad is the part that we always fear
But you can't live with only one
cause without the moon, there is no sun
And along with the agony, comes the fun
This is the life we live in
Everything and its opposite, is what makes it begin
Contradictions and Contraventions , are what gives it its Perfection.
Dec 10, 2014
Dec 10, 2014 at 1:51 PM UTC
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My mind at the moment looks like this. Connected contradictory thoughts. Write me back a poem just like this one but show me what your mind looks like and title your poem: My Mind (To Ember)
Be sure to comment and message me if you write me back a My Mind poem.
Please repost if you do write one back!!
Oct 18, 2014
Oct 18, 2014 at 2:23 AM UTC