I will drink poison for one night
To feel you on my lips tonight
Sep 10, 2024
Sep 10, 2024 at 4:50 AM UTC
Whose gentle arms am I looking for? Where do I want to be held?
I can convince you that I don't need you. But in the
end of the day, I will still be craving
your touch.
Sep 10, 2024
Sep 10, 2024 at 4:49 AM UTC
The smell of your cologne lingers by as you walk past my desk.
I can’t help but think of your touch.
How would you taste like on my lips?
Two can play this game.
But I can’t go for you.
Not really.
Sep 5, 2024
Sep 5, 2024 at 2:03 AM UTC
They were both 32
But at 21, I felt in control
Just a kiss
But was I really in control?
It was my choice
I would do it again
Or is that what I tell myself to think
To justify my actions
Sep 5, 2024
Sep 5, 2024 at 2:02 AM UTC
I bloom with you like a flower in the sun, but once you leave the
leaves will droop and I will wilt.
No amounts of water will save me, for no one can rebuilt
a dyeing flower, regardless of their power.
No care and no love will save me but yours, for your sun-rays
protect my fragile petals and warm me on these days.
My roots have grown deep into the ground, intertwined with yours, and now I am bound.
A sunflower will follow the sun, just like I will search for you in all my happy days,
in all our lovely memories.
Feb 14, 2022
Feb 14, 2022 at 4:34 PM UTC
I will turn into air to forever
surround you, to stay by your side.
I will turn into the rain, and leave
kisses on your skin, one drop at a time.
I will turn into the sun, to
warm you up on a cold day. And
I will turn into the moon to light up your dark nights.
Feb 11, 2022
Feb 11, 2022 at 4:54 PM UTC
November, November, November
I kept wondering why November was on my mind these past few days.
Was it the Autumn weather? Or the festive mood?
Thoughts kept wandering around, spinning inside my head, when I realized I missed November because of you.
November, November
When our friendship turned into something more.
When I could kiss your soft lips and
hold you tight.
November
The month we might not spend together again...
You haven't left yet, but I already miss you...
Feb 11, 2022
Feb 11, 2022 at 10:58 AM UTC
Here I am, once again,
trying to wash away my sins,
unable to get rid of the imprint on my soul
Feb 5, 2022
Feb 5, 2022 at 3:00 PM UTC
At 2am
I get a sudden urge to call you, to hear your voice.
Your absence let itself be known and I worry that I'm
missing you too much. When I don't want to even think about you.
Banishing you from my thoughts has done no
wonders. When you still show up in my dreams.
At 3am
I have lost to myself.
I have called you.
But the kind female voice has informed me that your number is no longer valid. And I don't know if I feel relieved that you are no longer there to rely on, or worried. For your number was my
prayer. That I would repeat to hush my worries away.
At 4am
I realize that your absence has left emptiness that I will never replace.
I have already tried with all the possible options, and everything failed. Over and over and over again. And yet I still crave you like a child, who knows no better, craves sweets that will cause more harm than good. But my health cant deteriorate much longer. I won't survive till sunrise.
Maybe I should give in and finally accept this
emptiness as a part of me.
Allow it to live within me.
Give into the fear of utter consumption and loneliness.
Dec 14, 2021
Dec 14, 2021 at 1:37 PM UTC