#cared
bashful, ash blonde hair
unnatural how much he cared
burnt like a cigarette
slurs always hurled at him
unassuming he still cared
joyful, knew it wasn’t fair
try again like a spare
to be cut like a pear
misunderstood, too aware
Aug 28, 2023
Aug 28, 2023 at 8:51 AM UTC
she cared so deeply
yet felt like she
couldn't be more of an
outsider
and for no reason
overthinking caused her
to set herself apart
she couldn't see
that they cared
for her too
Oct 19, 2020
Oct 19, 2020 at 7:42 PM UTC
When God abandoned me I thought
That at first he must not have cared
But after enduring a world of pain
I realized he was never there
Sep 21, 2020
Sep 21, 2020 at 1:17 AM UTC
When we cried
You came to our Side
Even if you were occupied,
You left your pride
In order to guide
To make us unified,
You didn't want to be famous
Nor did u care about our status
Your love was endless
You inspired countless
Gave us kindness
That is your greatness.
You were coutious
of our happiness
So you left Mahant swami with
Your brightness.....
Aug 2, 2020
Aug 2, 2020 at 11:13 AM UTC
I sit and wonder
Why you acted like you cared at all
I guess i discovered
You can't accept it when I fall
I don't know what I did to you
But it's done
And we're done
I imagine you thinking of me
but then it just corrupts
I was hoping that you'd rid my misery
and your pain just interrupts
May 9, 2019
May 9, 2019 at 8:47 AM UTC
before i knew it was all too good to be true,
i genuinely cared so much for you.
you put all this trust into a person,
but they let you walk away while they're there bitchin' and cursin'.
see, the thing is that we all want to see the person's best,
even though their hurtful words never give you a rest.
we want to see these people grow,
so that one day their love for us will maybe someday show.
that though, isn't love at all,
it's your eyes that are covered by a shawl.
it is good to have hope in the face of the worse,
but that viewpoint is also a curse.
truth be told, toxicity isn't always easy to leave,
this is a thought that's worth to conceive.
before i knew it was too good to be true,
i genuinely cared so much for you.
Jan 21, 2019
Jan 21, 2019 at 8:13 PM UTC
You feasted yourself with
the beauty you saw in front of me.
The smiles, the laughter, and
the nonsense talks behind
those mischievous glances.
Yet you never cared to look
or even spare a glimpse
at the scars branded at my back.
Nov 14, 2018
Nov 14, 2018 at 11:09 AM UTC
If i died today
Would you even shed a tear
Did you ever care
Oct 31, 2018
Oct 31, 2018 at 9:53 AM UTC
I miss all the small
Things you would do to show me
How much you loved me
Aug 3, 2018
Aug 3, 2018 at 5:52 PM UTC
I told you I care about you
I meant it
but you don't need another fee
tacked on as tax
It's all tactic gymnastics
attraction and accents
fantastic for habits
hazardous for fact checks
I'm just an actress in all honesty
fond of the backless
blacklist autonomy
as ****** unhappiness
You didn't care that I cared
I'm prepared to rescind it
Since erring on caution
options have flared
out
Aug 1, 2018
Aug 1, 2018 at 6:06 PM UTC
I loved him with what was left of my heart.
I thought he cared about me, but he just used me.
I waited for him. I gave him so many chances because I believed he would change but after a year of waiting my heart knew that he left me and went away. The little left of my heart started to crush like the other pieces. But I just had a piece left and I guarded my heart for so long that my heart forgot what it was like to breathe.
Jul 24, 2018
Jul 24, 2018 at 2:36 AM UTC
I want to get over it.
I want to let go.
But those have always been
The hardest things for me to do.
I fell hard.
And I loved deeply.
I don't know how
To get rid of these feelings.
I don't understand
How I lost you.
Maybe you were playing me
The entire time.
Maybe you never loved me.
It's hard to think
With everything that's happened
That there were no emotions
On your side.
But that's the only thing that makes sense
In my messed up head.
May 22, 2018
May 22, 2018 at 11:46 PM UTC
for fuck's sake give your superficial ego a break
it masks your insecurities
but an empty person is all I see
all your potential has been absorbed by chemicals
all the pain has messed up your brain and I tried to refrain
but I want to help you go back to yourself again
p.s. i dont like you, i dont love you
.....anymore.
Apr 30, 2018
Apr 30, 2018 at 12:01 PM UTC
Here I lay
Thoughts lost in chronic haze
Here I sit
Drowning in my drink
If you won’t **** me, I will
Apparently unstable
Here, take another pill
I keep walking until I’m unable
Mar 2, 2018
Mar 2, 2018 at 8:57 PM UTC
You always point out every flaw
Always reminding me of everything I do wrong
You never cared how I felt
Always comparing me to someone else
I already know how stupid I am
Believe me I’ve been told enough times
That’s why I want to move away from you
You’ve made me feel alone
While still saying you’re my friend
I cared that you didn’t
That was my problem
The hardest part about letting go is that
I’ll never hear you running after me
Long into the snow
Jan 24, 2018
Jan 24, 2018 at 7:18 PM UTC
"I actually feel sorry for you, because I feel like you wanted a relationship with me but couldn't admit it"
You were right my love, I regret never opening up to you. I was always to afraid that you would realize I was never truly what you wanted. I did not want to be hurt by someone I cared for so much, but in the end I just hurt the both of us.
Dec 8, 2017
Dec 8, 2017 at 2:06 AM UTC
I cared way too much
I chose to be heartless now
Using my heart less
Jul 23, 2017
Jul 23, 2017 at 3:17 AM UTC
As I fell down on the ground
Everyone came to help me
But he sat there, unmoved
Who does this guy think he is?
I thought you’ll help me, I said
As I took a seat beside him
I really don’t care, he replied
I grew angry at that remark
I wanted to shout at him
But he’ll do the same again anyway
So I gave him a name
The man who never really cared
He sat there smiling everyday
Had a meal with us everytime
He never really cared, he said
I think that’s just what he said
As the sand in my clock reduced
And so did the light in my life
He was the first to light a candle
And led me to the next rest stop
Why did you help me now? I asked
You never really cared, I added
He gave one of his smiles
“I still don’t” he said as he left
This became a routine in our lives
So long that I started doubting his words
Did he really not care about me?
Or is it something he just said?
He was the first to help me
He was the last to leave me alone
He would rather face his death
Than see me being helpless
Was there apathy in his manner?
Or just among his words?
Contrary to his name, he was never
The man who never really cared
May 19, 2017
May 19, 2017 at 6:01 AM UTC