#brokenfriendship
Sorry for yelling
Sorry you feel that way
Sorry for telling
Sorry for not being okay
I M N O T O K A Y
You are right
I'm the reason we fell apart
I don't want to pick a fight
So i will let you hurt my heart
Y O U M A D E M E T H I S W A Y
If im you punching bag
Give me all your hits
Rip me up like an old rag
And don’t stop until im in bits
I H A T E Y O U
I will always love you unconditionally
Because that’s my job
But you broke me officially
And now the crying won’t stop
I T S A L L Y O U R F A U L T
I think you want me to leave
I can't be that person anymore
You wrecked me so thoroughly
And you couldn’t care to keep score
Y O U B R O K E M E
Keep playing the victim
Everyone believes you
Because i dont fit the system
You will deny it but its true
W H Y D I D Y O U D O T H I S
I have someone who loves me for me
She doesn't ever put me down
So while you think your the one who’s free
I’m the one wearing the crown
Oct 23, 2025
Oct 23, 2025 at 9:20 PM UTC
I thought I'd lost you
To harsh words and lies
Each day was a mess
With no one to talk to
No shoulder for my head to rest
We pass each other by
Wondering when our war would end
Not a war of fire
But of cold, cold ice
You smiled at me one day
And I smiled back
It was a start
For today
Where we finally talked
And you didn't hate me
And my fears
Were your fears
And we had thought our friendship was gone
But it had ended
The wall between us
I could finally hold your hand and say,
"It was terrible being at war with you."
And you replied likewise
Aug 19, 2020
Aug 19, 2020 at 11:41 AM UTC
Throwing down the band on her hand
She said, "it all ends here"
Jul 9, 2020
Jul 9, 2020 at 6:12 AM UTC
I am falling out of it,
You cannot get my soul back.
It is too late,
A door that cannot be opened again,
Shut tightly,
I can never return back,
To the time,
Where we both were in,
No more,
Everything is gone,
Surrounding looks ghastly,
All empty,
There is no more direction.
No turning back.
Dec 25, 2018
Dec 25, 2018 at 10:06 AM UTC
Two friends met each other
One rich the other was poor
The poor looked up at the rich
She was impressed by her speech.
They grew closer as time flew
In poor girl's heart she'd never knew
She fell sick and yearned for a company
Waiting continued as she stayed lonely.
She poured her heart out
Made all efforts come about
Without expecting a gift in return
Merely needed a friend's attention.
Rich's life was colorful as rainbow
Too bright to notice poor's sorrow
Beautiful lady who had everything
Compared to the poor ugly duckling.
Time and distance torn them apart
Life's cycle is never an art
While rich moved on and left
Poor slowly adjust to her lonely nest.
Nov 13, 2018
Nov 13, 2018 at 7:38 PM UTC
How could I have been so close
Yet so far away
The gap in the distance is more intense than I'd actually like to say
It feels like almost yesterday, where the smiles or frowns that came around
Never settling in the crest we call a "face"
It wasn't as fake as it was now
The warmth of your smile turned the mood around
Even if it was disappointing I couldn't help but try a bit harder for the sake of being friends
Cause that's what they do, staying true,
yes true
Not saying I've caught them in a lie
It just feels a little blue, on the other side
I wish I could hold your hand, just to adore
This, space that we once had
It's not the same years later and I know things have changed
Again this isn't a plead for help
Just my old thoughts into an expression
Takes it like the old way of written out confessions
If I had to be convicted Id be in for a long sentence
Like the, I broke a promise and left without saying a word,
Sad how we make it seem like it was the another's fault that we're this way...
Though in the end, it was selfish actions... selfish actions...selfish actions...and self-indulgence
That pushed the gap and broke the space apart
Id like to say sorry as a start in the right way
Though I don't think that would mend the nasty tear that's been every slowly gashing
We've been on the rocks thrashing about in a glass cup smashing with fruit juice and *****
I remember the sweet cheers of that kiss and the hard rocks on the bed
I understand it, I do
I lived in the misery of your happiness that shined through
I wanted to use your opening and vent without considering what your feelings meant
That this was a special event, and I wasn't just getting experience but giving it too
Where sweet words never left the heart
Where promises were meant to last
I formally apologize,
I can't take it away for what has happened
But I'll keep moving forward regardless of forgiveness
I don't expect to walk back into a life that I created so many problems for
And I understand completely if these words cannot pierce through like a sword
It's no point that way
Oct 9, 2018
Oct 9, 2018 at 10:07 PM UTC
My feelings for you resonate in the rainy skies today,
A storm of emotions that threaten an outburst beyond my control,
And like every rain that falls upon this earth,
I let out my deep anguished cries but for a while,
Until its time to stop and let the sun shine and pretend to the world I'm fine instead.
Jun 20, 2018
Jun 20, 2018 at 8:21 AM UTC
i have been writing a lot recently,
all about the same thing.
i can't unsee your bright blue eyes
or the small gap between your two front teeth,
that you hate so much but i love so dear.
i can't forget the words you said,
and the song you named after me.
those words which are now out under a different name
for the rest of the world to hear.
the words that used to be my favorite song became the melody
i hated the most.
but,
at the same time, i'll do anything to hear your voice.
and no matter how mad i am, i can't stay that way forever.
i see you smile once and i fall all over again.
i don't think it's fair that i think about you,
when i know **** well you aren't thinking of me.
i spoke to your mom recently.
she said you've been doing just fine.
how nice.
she also mentioned how you talk about me.
why talk about me instead of talking to me?
i know you write about me too.
she told me one of your band's new songs is about me,
and i have a feeling i know which one it is.
it made me cry the first time i had heard it.
i've tried moving on.
i've tried singing it away.
i've tried writing it away.
i even tried seeing other people.
but somehow,
my mind always comes back to you.
it's always going to be you.
Mar 23, 2018
Mar 23, 2018 at 8:03 PM UTC
My cap hides papers in its bill.
I find a new message each day.
They always give neat information.
How it knows these things I cannot say.
It told me why the stars twinkle.
It told me how most caps are sown.
Yesterday it told me you hate me.
So I guess I should leave you alone.
My thinking cap just informed me:
That you beat it, so it would die.
Why would you do that? I hate you too!
You can't fool me! My cap wouldn't lie!
Dec 29, 2017
Dec 29, 2017 at 2:41 AM UTC
Do you believe what comes out of your mouth?
Words and lies bubble over your lips,
I wonder if you can even help it.
Maybe you were born to lie.
Born to deceive and hurt
everyone around you
including yourself.
Words spurting out
spilling over
are like acid in my heart
My stomach sinks down
My heart bursts in my chest
The fragments leave a wreckage that cannot be fixed.
The heartbreak leaves me ice cold.
Colder than the dead
And that is how I feel
dead.
Dec 12, 2017
Dec 12, 2017 at 12:27 AM UTC
If we could turn back time,
would we do it all again?
Would it all stay complicated
or would we manage to be fine?
If we could turn back time,
would we still say all we said?
Would it still be all so hard,
or would we see beyond the games?
If we could turn back time,
would we still hurt each other?
Would we still try to make it up,
and would we still feel it's worth it all?
If we could turn back time,
could we just raise above?
Could we hold on to each other?
Could we make it better than the past?
Nov 8, 2017
Nov 8, 2017 at 8:22 AM UTC
Years have run and passed too fast
holding on to anything to last
the long-livity of our friendship
with adoration and loyalty in our relationship
But then you realise the time has come
where you keep living missing the sun
the days get colder and greyer
making you feel like a sad player
You're holding on to a lost cause
but in your heart you need a pause
from all the sadness and hurting
as you can't handle the burning
No more energy to face the madness
when the heart's filled with so much sadness
my love will never die
but it's time to let it fly
and eventually
one day it will come back to me
Nov 8, 2017
Nov 8, 2017 at 7:58 AM UTC
What you were supposed to be,
Was someone who was there for me,
I wonder what our friendship would be,
If you didn't run off and flee,
That **** stung me like a bee,
You burned me to a third degree.
How come I never left,
We were always fighting, always out of breath
It felt like I was living around death.
****
I should have left.
Jul 7, 2017
Jul 7, 2017 at 1:08 PM UTC
In the midst of talking to my friend girl.
She mentioned that she's been waking up in the middle of the night.
Cold, unable to go back to sleep.
We talked for a while longer, being our normal silly selves.
Then she asked a not so unusual question but unusual question.
She asked if she could borrow my heart, that she sought somewhere warm, comfortable.
That here lately she hasn't been able to find such a place.
Without hesitation I gave it to her. The blurred line of going through such lengths expecting the same sincerity to be returned.
Ensuring that she would at least get a good night's sleep if nothing else hoping to put her mind at ease.
We went for days, months even without so much as a single word being said.
Given the things she'd normally go through it was quite understandable.
What ever was mine I would have given until I found myself waking up later and later night after night.
My dreams no longer existent. Without realizing I found myself in the same predicament.
In search of a peace of mind.
It wasn't until she appeared out of the blue.
It put my mind at ease to see her happy, fruitful.
We talked for a while.
Laughing about everything that went on while separated from each other.
But when the topic of sleep came up I asked about my heart.
I noticed a brief hesitation.
Choosing to confess without saying too much, she gave my heart back.
Worn. No longer able to fit where it once came.
When asked what happened she turned her attention to someone else.
Seeking the same affection
Feb 22, 2017
Feb 22, 2017 at 9:45 AM UTC
I always thought we were friends,
just say the word and I'll leave,
don't make me suffer,
in all the lies I believed.
Sep 15, 2016
Sep 15, 2016 at 7:16 AM UTC
You said we were going to be friends, best friends,
FOREVER.
But after every lie,
it just makes me want to forget,
what we've been through,
all that you've promised me,
everything you've told me.
Sep 15, 2016
Sep 15, 2016 at 4:57 AM UTC
Your friendship is like a kiss of death
It is better in the beginning
But slowly poisoning me with your affection.
And when I cling to you for strength
And when I need your breath in me
You silently draw away and leave me.
Better put a sting on my tongue
And punch me on the face than
Leaving me in silence and confusion.
Nov 1, 2015
Nov 1, 2015 at 7:14 AM UTC
I pushed you away,
you were supposed to
know why,
you were supposed to
know me.
I pushed you away,
because
i was afraid,
of my feelings
and the fact
that i became
so dependent
on you
for my happiness,
you were responsible
for everything
i felt inside,
that terrified me.
You knew too much,
you knew me too well.
I was afraid
of losing you,
getting hurt.
Guilt consumed me
and i went back
and it was
the best decision
i've ever made,
until...
but now you left.
You're gone,
and i'm hurt
and i don't know how
not to blame myself.
Mar 23, 2015
Mar 23, 2015 at 6:21 PM UTC
I never really thought I’d see you again, to be honest.
I feel a little underdressed for the occasion.
There you are, wearing the same Hypocrisy you have worn for years and have seriously outgrown, but you wear it still.
Then here I am, in nothing but a worn out grudge, but hey, I tried to dress it up a little with some bitterness.
I think you and I were a little too similar, actually. Maybe that’s why we fell apart, because we were just too alike. That’s one of my scarier thoughts, but definitely not the scariest.
It isn’t an impossible theory, I guess. Though I think maybe it was more like we were two different sides of the same coin, but even if that’s true, we were a coin spinning out of control, cast off, and tossed, but not away, we were tossed into a wishing well, in the hopes that maybe the water could wash away the damage. I look through the waters we wished on every day, wondering if I’ll see you through the distorted, but transparent fluid that runs through our veins like poison because even if the ink of our promises that we wrote out on flesh, as a binding contract found its way into those dark waters of our wishing well, even it could not be as toxic as that deadly liquid we doused our loyalty in, because it was made out of wishes, and though water shouldn’t be considered equivalent to venom, never underestimate just how lethal it is, because nothing is more poisonous than something that appears pure, but is just the opposite, and truthfully, that is all you proved yourself to be.
I look through those poisoned waters made of liquid wishes and tears, but I never see you there.
Your black eyeliner was quite a change from last time I saw you, because the last year, all you did was line your eyes with Pride and Pettiness, well I’ll watch you fade off into the shadows until you become one because I don’t care anymore.
I’ll raise my hand and spread my fingers to bid you farewell so I don’t need to speak because I can’t, I’m busy choking on fire, and the smoke is leaving its trail so that if you ever want to find me, you will just need to follow the trail of ashes so that I may slam the door in your face, facing up to the fact that sometimes, even if you don’t let it go, you can stop getting involved with the burden of the past, because it’s been passed on far too many generations of different versions of myself each year.
I’m starting a new chapter, and you just don’t deserve a role in it, so when I spread those fingers, maybe the cobwebs I couldn’t bring myself to sweep away will finally blow away in the wind. The wind that is nothing but a draft coming in through the door you left open when you left just to linger in my doorway for months, well I hope I slammed your fingers in the doorframe when I finally shut it on you. You’re still waiting in the window though, naturally.
Well, my Pain and yours are a couple shades off, and I’m sort of sick of matching you anyway, so I’ll draw the curtains too, because that’s the only way to let in natural light, when the artificial lamps are outside and the candles and burning suns are indoors, away from you, after all, how could anything bright exist near someone who exudes so much forced darkness such as you?
Well, I don’t match you anymore, and thank God for that, because I certainly would look even worse than you already do dressed in that color of Hypocrisy, and just keep in mind, even though I’m wearing these grudges trimmed with bitterness, and even though that might be a pretty unflattering look for someone like me, whose very skin is woven out of Broken shards, it’s only an accessory to remind me not to forget. I wear Memories, even though you gave them to me, even though we made the together, I still like them so sure I’ll wear them, but that doesn’t really matter, because with the burdens on my wrist, I can still wear Hope.
And you never, ever will.
So maybe I’m not underdressed for this little occasion, I’m just wearing something a little out of fashion, but Hope is comfy, and I like it so that’s fine by me.
Feb 7, 2015
Feb 7, 2015 at 1:06 AM UTC
I thought I could trust you.
Guess I can't anymore...
You thought nothing about
The true consequences.
True... In the past you were.
You aren't now. What happened?
You couldn't have kept true?
Not for me? Not for you...?
I don't want to be mad.
I don't want to leave you,
My close friend, my sister.
You couldn't have kept true?
Dec 17, 2014
Dec 17, 2014 at 7:59 AM UTC
DEAR SECOND EX BOYFRIEND
Yes I loved you, yes I left you, Yes i broke up with you,
But I didn't stop caring.
I will never stop caring.
I'm sorry I hurt you, I'm sorry I broke you,
But i had to find myself to be able to be happy.
I wish you could understand, but you never did,
You never gave me a chance to explain myself,
but we did try and talk after the brake up.
I never showed up because,
I was scared I would fall back in love with you,
Without having found myself.
I still wanted to be your friend,
But i guess I broke you to many times to have that friendship.
We were friends before we were a couple,
We shared the same friends, we were happy,
But my world was falling apart way before we were together,
It was a matter of time until I broke and had to leave you behind.
I was scared for you, and of you.
But if I once loved you, then know, I will always love you.
I'm sorry for braking you and hurting you so much that we are no longer friends.
Sep 16, 2014
Sep 16, 2014 at 4:28 AM UTC