forever never ends
so why did ours?
i stay up all night
thinking of you,
but i know i never once
cross your mind.
you're gone for good,
dead without really being gone.
haunting my dreams like a ghost
in an old house.
sometimes i think i hear the wind whispering your name.
Apr 18, 2025
Apr 18, 2025 at 6:49 AM UTC
you
not the flower but
the bee kissing
rosebuds, making
living things
bloom
you
no sunrise on
mountains but
the sun
herself, every
flame burning fierce
sploding gainst
the sky
you
not an ocean but
a stream softly
babbling
and rescuing
us,
the lonely
the lost
you
not forever
but tragically
temporary
and every
moment
you are here
i will be
what i am -
the pollen,
the planets,
the wanderer,
the poet -
dedicated to
loving
you
Sep 12, 2024
Sep 12, 2024 at 1:15 AM UTC
loving him was red.
all she saw was red
as his words sank in,
"you'll never be as pretty
as those other girls."
but she knew he was
right.
loving him was orange.
all she saw was orange
as the sun came up at 5am.
she waited all night for a
simple text that never came.
loving him was yellow.
all she saw was yellow
as the bruises he gave her
healed. "i'm fine," she said,
"i just fell again."
loving him was green.
all she saw was green
as she laid on the grass
outside of his house.
she passed out there, drunk
and alone. just wanting him
to come outside and tell her
everything was fine.
and that he didn't sleep
with the other girl.
(he never did)
loving him was blue.
all she saw was blue
when he left her for the
other girl. an all too
familiar color, one that
matched the bruises on
her skin. but this bruise
was internal, on her heart.
one nobody could see.
loving him was indigo.
all she saw was indigo
as the sun fell behind the
trees and in came the night
time breeze. she sat alone on
her rooftop as she thought how
things would be if she hadn't
been so blind to see that he
wasn't good for her.
loving him was violet.
all she saw was violet
as she remembered his
favorite color. the color
she once adored that was now
set to flames as she watched
every memory she had of him
burn away.
Feb 10, 2019
Feb 10, 2019 at 2:24 AM UTC
i write every day,
i have a lot to say.
not all of it is good,
mainly bad.
i can't help that i'm always sad.
but,
one day my words will be the only part of me,
the only thing left of me for people to see.
it will sit there as a reminder,
a reminder of what once was.
a girl who felt too much,
then felt nothing at all.
a waste of time,
a waste of space.
given everything,
then gave it all away.
it wasn't her fault,
she didn't know life would be so cruel.
she didn't know that boy would break her heart.
she didn't know someone she trusted could betray her.
and worst of all,
she didn't know she'd be her own worst enemy.
let these words serve as a reminder of the girl you've lost.
Feb 10, 2019
Feb 10, 2019 at 2:14 AM UTC
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Jan 6, 2019
Jan 6, 2019 at 5:19 PM UTC
You've given me tons of reasons to leave,
But I still stay
Because those reasons weren't enough
To keep me away
Jan 6, 2019
Jan 6, 2019 at 4:43 PM UTC