#bless
A day slipped by in silent grace,
The fever waned,
it left no trace,
Yet something lingered,
cold and numb,
A hollow place I can’t outrun.
I bent my knees,
I bowed once more,
Pressed my whispers to Your door,
Grateful still,
though aching deep,
Planting prayers
I hoped You’d keep.
I searched the sky
for some small sign,
A fragile thread,
a sacred line,
Perhaps I saw it–
soft, unclear–
But no one else
was standing near.
You knew, my Lord,
this path I tread,
A lifelong trial where I’m led,
To never break, to never fall,
To choose my faith above it all.
And yet my heart grew heavy, slow,
Each prayer a quiet undertow,
Each time I knelt,
it cracked inside,
A hidden ache
I could not hide.
Does darkness bloom
before the light?
Must healing first resemble night?
Like bitter medicine we take,
That wounds
before it starts to wake.
Oh God.... don’t let me drift away,
Hold my trembling soul
in place, my dear, stay–
Guide me gently through this haze,
Set one small spark within my days.
Just one soft glow would be enough,
To mend the seams
where life is rough,
To laugh again without disguise,
To feel the truth behind my eyes.
Enough to stand, no longer plead,
No longer beg for love I need,
No more reaching, no more ache,
No more hearts I have to chase.
Oh God....
let memory lose its sting,
Unweave the sorrow that I cling,
For none have felt
this weight I bear–
So let it fade into the air.
But spare me, please,
when night is near,
Don’t let their shadows reappear,
Don’t send them
walking through my sleep,
Where I am weakest....
soft.... and deep.
Let rest be kind, let silence stay,
And keep those ghosts of mine away.
♡ lil-usagi
May 2
May 2, 2026 at 8:06 PM UTC
Father Geoffrey, bless me—
Bartholomew.
Constantine, noble Geoffrey.
Constantine, noble Geoffrey.
Father Geoffrey, bless me—
Bartholomew.
Constantine, noble Geoffrey.
Constantine, noble Geoffrey.
Father Geoffrey, bless me—
Bartholomew.
Constantine, noble Geoffrey.
Constantine, noble Geoffrey.
Nov 26, 2025
Nov 26, 2025 at 8:48 AM UTC
In the dance of days, where moments fleet, I greet with a smile so sweet. In the whispers of dawn, in the hush of night, I bless your soul, in love's pure light.
For in each greeting, a bond takes flight, A connection deep, beyond mere sight. And in each blessing, wisdom found, A sacred echo, a timeless sound.
So let us greet with hearts so grand, And bless with a gentle, understanding hand. For in this journey, we all withstand, The beauty of life, so vast and grand.
Jan 18, 2025
Jan 18, 2025 at 8:41 PM UTC
Look out,
across time, go
windborn in our mind being,
look out,
into the depths of ever being,
rethink the processes time used,
reimagine the silence at the moment.
All for us to have our own being in,
confined in common sense of the we
the one we of us since ever was a time,
before now, and later, still,
this same concurrency of events…
our crossing point in time.
Instants of peaceable knowing, growing
into states of conscious knowing use.
Feb 12, 2024
Feb 12, 2024 at 2:48 PM UTC
*Allow your words to radiate
You are bright
You are glowing
Why is it tho?
Why is it the sun
Finds away through my concealments?
In order to reach me.
Why is that?
No matter, where I reside in solitude or darkness....
The light finds a way to me.
Determined as many truths.
The light reaches you. No matter where you wonder. You are light.*
Nov 27, 2023
Nov 27, 2023 at 2:22 AM UTC
They reached behind my sternum,
wrapped their hands around my heart,
and attempted to strangle it.
I pried their aching hands away,
and I tore my bleeding heart in half.
One half shaped itself into bread,
and the other half fermented into wine.
My eyelids slowly came together
as I let the holy water wash over me.
My words consecrate the communion,
and I bless it for people to consume
so we remember that we're not alone.
Apr 9, 2022
Apr 9, 2022 at 9:32 PM UTC
constant reminder
of war my angry red mind
bless the peacemakers
Dec 19, 2021
Dec 19, 2021 at 5:44 PM UTC
It all begun with a love story when the love was first installed in me.
It hit me like a runing train but I was too blind I wouldn't even feel the pain.
So perfect as ever ,I knew she was my Eva
As it all begun on that very day so different from any other day but it wasnt just any other day,it was another day from another perfect year.
Maybe the start of a great love story some may say.
And it all started on that day ,when I first saw her along my way and I was like "hey you okay mind me joining you" ?
And she was like "really" ?
Not sure of what next to say , felt short in words so I just started to pray .
Because she had me attached to her like a mental to a magnet.
The feeling was strong as it hit my mind like it was my favorite song.
I knew she would be mine fully knowing it was my time.
A story for told as her and I glow old.
May 7, 2020
May 7, 2020 at 2:09 AM UTC
Be fit to be useful
Be fit to be free
Be strong as you’re able
And you will then see
That fitness is serving
Each day that you live
On good days and hard days
Find something to give
Stay fit - and stay focused
With purpose to serve
No need to be perfect
Just simply observe
Stay fit to be useful
And let others know
That you’ll do what you can
To help blessings flow
Oct 23, 2021
Oct 23, 2021 at 9:47 AM UTC
Even in the crowd of people
I'm feeling so lonely,
It seems like every where is evil,
I'm falling in obscurity slowly.
I feel nothing,
I feel everything,
And that's all in the same time,
And that's how I feel it all the time.
I'm so tired of living,
I know I am nothing,
Who belong to no one,
Who don't know how to have a fun.
Here's no place in the world for me,
And I even don't know who I want to be,
No chasing for my future living,
I don't have a think who I'm being.
I'm walking down at streets in the loneliness,
In awareness that I'm truly ******* mess,
Some people have a god bless,
But I'm cursed, I guess.
I'm wearing the eyeglasses and the jacket with color of the darkest night,
The sky is middle of purple and blue,
It's a little bit cold, 'cause the sun isn't still bright as it might,
I try to think straight, but I'm ******* crazy and have this clue.
May 14, 2021
May 14, 2021 at 9:46 PM UTC
bless the parents
who grow their worry lines,
a slow etching upon their face,
every night, a fractional addition,
what will the future hold for the children,
wandering tween wondering and wonderful
I am among the parental plenitude, who
struck a deal with the authorities of life,
pleading, demanding, coercing, begging,
take my years excess, give it to the children,
and spare them famine, thirst, war, sickness...
give them children, and spare them too the worry,
ban those crinkled lines, provision only smooth faces,
never let them never wonder, the accursed how,
will they be alright, & let them read this poem,
and laughing ask the surrounding atmosphere
whatever made the old man write such nonsense?
April 10th 2021 @5:38 AM
Apr 10, 2021
Apr 10, 2021 at 5:48 AM UTC
By small and simple acts and ways
Our futures come to pass
And so we ought to choose today
The ways that bless at last
For time speeds by and races on
And seeds we’ve planted grow
Then let’s arise each waking dawn
And act on what we know
Small and simple will often lead
To great and glorious things
So set good habits with all speed
And watch the wealth this brings
Dream big indeed, and make a start
Small steps will do just fine
Leverage time - it’s just plain smart
And works with laws divine
Let “small and simple” work in you
Develop heart and mind
Then confidently follow through
And live what you’ve designed
Mar 18, 2021
Mar 18, 2021 at 10:41 AM UTC
Poetry is the blessing
Like a girl standing under the sky full of stars
Tell all the truth
Just right in front of me
And kissed me
Hold my hand until I recognize her touch
Down to my core
Dec 26, 2020
Dec 26, 2020 at 12:51 PM UTC
There’s something in your eyes
That yells out to my soul
I tried to reach perfection
Only to end up on the down low
I missed the point of living life
Living more than material things
More than the chase of hopeless love
Past all the little things
Past the bad moments in life
I tried to find an answer,
To the emptiness in my heart
Sometimes I wish God could talk back to me
But in the good moments
I’d ignore every single advice given to me
We are all alone
But that’s not necessarily bad
It’s in these moments
Where we find the answer
To who we truly are
RunRunRun
To find your peace
Time is a blessing
So use it wisely
I hope you take these words with gravity
Sep 15, 2020
Sep 15, 2020 at 3:22 AM UTC
If I pray for peace
Then God would have to change the minds of half the world
If I prayed for health
Then I would not be responsible for how I live
If I prayed for success
Then I would become just another master with slaves or fans
If I prayed for wealth
Then I would not be content with God's gifts
But if I prayed for wisdom
Then I would know what to pray for
“Our Father, who art in Heaven
Hallowed be thy name
Thy kingdom come
Thy will be done
On earth, as it is in Heaven” - Jesus Christ
Jun 1, 2020
Jun 1, 2020 at 5:30 AM UTC
To you I pray
In this time of decay
So normal days may come someday
To you I pray everyday
For the bad things to go away
But I don't want to disobey
So to you I trust my day to day
And trust that it will all go away
To you I pray.
May 12, 2020
May 12, 2020 at 3:50 PM UTC
Flower from light
Grow from water
Learn from wind
Die from peace
Bloom baby blue
The age is our shine
The color we find from roots
Rest our soul in the dugout
You are beautiful bless your art
Lay down and spread peace
Seeds will grown from underneath
You are beautiful bless your heart
Mar 17, 2020
Mar 17, 2020 at 12:23 AM UTC
Oh , to experience,
all I can remember ,
Oh, to hold the subconscious knowledge of all
that has passed through my life , I forget.
To wonder , or to just be oblivious,
to wander . or to search for home
Learning how to Learn again
how to accept all as a blessing in amends
smile upon any day
regarding how it went
Mar 1, 2020
Mar 1, 2020 at 12:13 AM UTC
Do not ask me to recite poetry,
nay, not with grape in my veins--
Do not ask me to proofread truth
as the rocks
or the water I drink in my cupped hands
I am a father of simple
child of no one
brother of singing voice
son of music
I am but acids
tripping on acid
i am but time
tripping on seconds
I am but stone
with electric current
reciting current events
eventually distinguished
but not for me
not for these
atoms,
or time
not mine
this is the curse of poets
the curse of 23 followers
and counting
the liars of open scheme
and dying rhyme
i am the last scream
that bathes in obscene
and truthful
meaning
Feb 19, 2020
Feb 19, 2020 at 2:44 AM UTC
Happy New Year!
Hope you all
have a great 2020!
God bless you all
in the new year!
Jan 1, 2020
Jan 1, 2020 at 12:01 AM UTC
Ripples in a slow river, lazy,
Flowing down time for thee,
All the nostalgic memories,
Ghosts of the survivors, yes,
Living in our hearts to bless,
Then we'll all fade away into space,
Floating away in the ripples of grace.....
Sep 26, 2019
Sep 26, 2019 at 5:49 PM UTC