Its beated like a drum beat
My heartbeat
So close I would feel my heart beat
Driven with passion
Giving up was no solution
This is a story of a guy who failed for a girl who wasn’t ready to date him
I mean he is the star in the story but it is a sad story
Listen to the story
Once upon a time as days went by , days to weeks , weeks to months , months to years and him as history
Sad story
My story
The End
Jul 15, 2022
Jul 15, 2022 at 2:20 AM UTC
With broken heart torned to pieces
Our mind full of thoughts and confused feelings
Our hearts bleeds in silence
Our minds triggers thoughts like loaded bullets
Hitting us were it hurts
Living us in grief with no relief and so unwelcome like a thief
In prisoned to our own thoughts only our minds is the cell
So lost and left with no clue even the sky doesn’t seem blue
Unsure of want next to do so lost in emotions
Lost in ways
We can’t find our selfs
Yes it hurts but Hope
We;
H-OLD
O-N
P-AIN
E-ENDS
Words of hope reminder of how to find our selfs
Because we are stronger than we know
Even if we fall in the deepest core of the earth
We will bounce back to our fits because we save a living jehoval
And if we can make it through the dark nights there is always a brighter day
Everything will be alright if we stay strong
Its a struggle every day so we have hold on
Jul 12, 2022
Jul 12, 2022 at 11:55 AM UTC
Tonight I address the issue
Tonight I resume and press play
Tonight You take me as I’m
Tonight I will be in your life until late is time
Tonight I headline highlight of your life
Tonight I will be Closer
Tonight I will be next to you like B and letter C
Tonight I mend my broken heart and I want you to make it your home
Tonight I checkmate you as King
Tonight I make one move next to you my Queen
Tonight I give you my world
Tonight the night is for us
Tonight where you are that’s were my heart will be
Tonight I will be your truth and never be a lie
Tonight its just U and I
Jul 12, 2022
Jul 12, 2022 at 11:01 AM UTC
Let say I told you my true feelings would you believe me ?
Lets Say I was not whom you thought I was, would you have taken the chance to known me ?
Let say we never meet on that day would they have been a you and I ?
Lets say what am saying was the only way ,What more would you say ?
Lets say patience pays, would patience pay love ?
Lets say I bring out the best in you and so do U take away the worst in me would it be the best thing to ever happen ?
Lets say Monday was dating Tuesday but Sunday fell for Monday
would you remember the actual day ?
Lets say on that same day is the day I meet you and I called you on the next day.
Would you remember the day I meant you ?
Dec 12, 2021
Dec 12, 2021 at 3:08 AM UTC
Far across a distance unnoticed for instance
Boundaries marked far beyond distance
Territories unseen , feelings gone as resistance
Burned by heat
Maybe that’s what it needs
May luck doesn’t favor twice
Maybe first , maybe last
Time flies by
But distance always catch by
Would we remember what’s gone
Until I see u again
Maybe that the right song
May be right ,may be wrong
But was it wrong to belong ?
Far across a distance our minds whispers’ in silence
Ego strakes , questions of integrity arise at times
Far across a distance
We tend lose a winning battle
In search for hope for our trouble
Maybe that’s why we struggle
Maybe that why we go unnoticed from a distance
How would I actually tell you I do and really mean what I say
Because really I do
Dec 12, 2021
Dec 12, 2021 at 2:46 AM UTC
She woke up on the right side of the bed and the sky is shinning bright like ever, with her perfect smile she smiles like she was Eva.
The feeling was strong as the joy clicked her mind like it was her favorite song
With a perfect morning and so nothing seemed wrong
So she let her dreams be the distant cousins to her nightmares
With hope her sister to her prayers and bravery the father to her fears
In a battle between personality and reality
So she planned deeply as she felt the love, so she prepared
She found some clothes and got dressed.
She couldn’t help but look in the mirror and subtly she was impressed
How her life was rough around the edges and yet casually messed.
As she looked in the glances out her window; she sees the sight that she was blessed
You see this was an African woman at the age of 16
The girl with a dream to shine like a star or brighter
A story foretold but this was truly her story
This was truly her feelings
The girl with a story to tell
But her life was no fairly tale; cause behind her smile is everything she tried to live behind
Behind her smile i saw pain; I saw stain across the heart I saw where it hurts and then I saw the truth and yes I saw both marks.
but I stood back as ****** , I watch with no response does that make me guilty of the sins that was just done.
You see this was the life of a young African woman whose life was undone
Dec 10, 2021
Dec 10, 2021 at 2:07 PM UTC
Living a life of emotions never in a clear white or black my life is an illusion, imprisoned to my own thoughts only my mind is the cell . My heart heavy bleed to pain ,I try to scream to let it all out but the pain is just that too much, it lives me voiceless unsure of whom to tell or where to go .My life is no fairly tale because lonely is what my heart feels beating to sorrow but still hoping for a better tomorrow my mind trapped in thoughts doubting if tomorrow ever comes. Can please someone help me because everytime I wake up I wake up with a broken heart . Am a person in human form with a heart in broken pieces Can somebody help me can somebody hear me . Dying slowly without anyone's notice but I know am the reason for all this . I got a loaded gun and pulled the trigger in my head only the bullet went in my heart and it taking control damaging my body and soul .Am dying in slow motion lost in my emotions can someone help me am doing well have lost it all ,tried of trying thinking of letting go .
Dec 10, 2021
Dec 10, 2021 at 12:56 PM UTC
Without you, life would a challenge, a messed up world and only a messed up me without courage.
Without you is me living a life that’s out of range
Without you, would be me living a life full of questions that only drives me to the next question
At point blank, broken to pieces, a broken heart that only misses
Without you is me refusing to see the truth because the heart refuses to see what the eyes can’t see
Without you is a scenario love scene, a scene were Love is lost to time and regrets,
Without U is unsolved equation, an incomplete formation Cuz you forever be my perfection
Without U they can never be an I Cuz U and I together will always be perfect
So without U, how can I love when it’s only U that I love, I mean only u and I are perfect
And when perfect is the sound of “I loving U” and only U because only U is all need
Without U then they can never be a me Cuz U makes me who I am
Dec 10, 2021
Dec 10, 2021 at 12:38 PM UTC
So lost is a child with no hope
And yet with closed doors constantly just trying to live
Trying to live has god’s creation
But lying behind their faces are phases they hope to end soon
Hidden behind each face are testimonies But guardians too busy testing money
I mean the time they test the money they neglect the child for the money .
CALL ME A FAKE PROPHET
BUT YOU NEGLECT A CHILD JUST TO MAKE PROFIT
You **** a girl child and so lost she remains with no hope
A lost soul she remains, so you sold her soul So she leaps and you sow
Lost beyond it all
Abused and left for a fool
Used as if she was a tool
She Cant be an ordinary human
Cause shes always these mens woman
Jan 31, 2021
Jan 31, 2021 at 7:49 AM UTC
I knew a girl; I loved her million times more than any number It’s like she woke my heart up from a long waking slumber
She all I had at the best price life could ever give. I knew little about love but I can say ours love was amazing
And “Yeah. It's was quite breathtaking"
She was an endless to a love that was priceless Only her beauty was enough for me to listen to her talking about something I loathed
I mean the only thing that made more sense to me than cars and poetry
I heard every word she said, because to me she was like the rhythm to my heart
And made my heart truly beat.
Then I realized that I lost her in brick of an eye Caught up in a lie , left me wondering why
In grief a world with no relief, with little I said for ignorance was the most dearly price I paid.
It was for that reason that I had to learn the biggest lesson, that love is priceless but it only takes time to find it.
And I was looking for something I already lost
To sermon character life went on
I tried to leave but before I could run
and yah I got a beating and man was it a good one, life beat me so hard that each time I tried to fall I never reached the ground.
I Continued with ease like before
Because the walls was too thick, advancing a chore as if I was running out of room
A chances for love to grow or to bloom. I hit the last, great, thick wall and I was in doom.
Without any access beyond it at all and almost afraid to look at the view. I nonetheless watched, as I know I must do.
It was a scene I knew all too well. Her one mistake had I put me through hell.
Choosing from real love just to flee.
So I found myself alone imprisoned to my thoughts
Because only my mind was my cell
Left without reason and thought it was good.
But here I’m, too proud to admit that it will be be long
Say's me the guy whose strong
Or maybe what we shared was wrong ?
We dont hav to be wrong to belong
Love lost to time and regrets
Jan 30, 2021
Jan 30, 2021 at 4:47 PM UTC